午夜。我从梦中惊醒。心脏在胸腔里砰砰跳着。贴着床的脊背,潮湿冰凉。睡衣的背部都被汗水浸透了。身体正在融成液体,血管和神经束,在体内纵横着,像挂在空气中的蜘蛛网。这样的身体,无力,空虚,疼痛。我闭着眼睛试着抬手臂。一条动了。另一条压在身下,已经失去了知觉。本能地,我想把它从身下抽出来。试着动了动,然而失败了。“我的身体正在走向死亡!”这样的意识一下子出现在我的思维里。我就开始细细分辨体内每一个细微的感觉,希望找出一点活泼的愿望,来证明我还活着。然而,像以往一样,我又一次失忘了。我身体的各个角落反馈给我的感觉信息,都是疼痛。即使这疼痛也像被压的手臂一样,麻痹,迟钝,懒洋洋,而不是新鲜锐利的了。“死亡的意义在于肉体官能的停止还是愿望的消失?”这一疑问慢吞吞地从我大脑里钻了出来,进入我尚没清醒的意识里。然而我无从辨别。哪位哲学家说过来着?死亡才是最大的真理,走向死亡的过...
柏杨先生图集柏杨先生近照(2)柏杨先生图集柏杨先生近照(3)柏杨先生图集柏杨先生近照(4)柏杨先生图集柏杨先生近照(5)柏杨先生图集柏杨先生近照(6)柏杨先生图集柏杨先生近照(7)柏杨先生图集柏杨先生近照(8)柏杨先生图集柏杨先生近照(9)《女人,危险的投资》第一部分爱情是有条件的门当户对的意义,昨天已经言之,不是金钱上的相对,也不是权势上的相对,更不是社会地位的相对。《堡垒集》上曾经说过,恋爱往往是有条件的,只有少不更事的男女,或别有用心的男女才高喊恋爱没有条件。呜呼,夫无论男的爱女的,女的爱男的,都是爱对方的优点。她爱他强壮焉,会琴棋书画焉,有前途焉;他爱她苗条焉,伶俐焉,漂亮得不像话焉。这些优点便是条件矣,张先生谅已拜读,我们不再重复。问题是,世俗上所谓的条件,往往指的是金钱、权势和地位。因此稍微有点灵性的男女都以谈金钱权势地位为羞。如果对一个女孩子曰:“你最好嫁...
二世皇帝三年,流云斋斋主项梁听居巢人范增之计,立楚怀王之孙“心”为怀王,建都盱台,项梁自封为武信君。随后几个月,项梁率部与秦将章邯数度交战,大获全胜之下,渐生轻敌之心,最终在定陶一役战死身亡。消息传出,怀王惊恐,从盱台来到彭城,作出了一系列的任命,重用了一批并非流云斋所属的人员,项羽不喜,此刻他已登上斋主之位,声势之大,一时无两,岂容他人与之争锋?遂在救援赵国的途中,设计杀了怀王任命的上将军宋义,怀王无奈,就让项羽做了上将军,大权在手,威震楚国,项羽之名,闻传诸侯。自樊阴列兵会红颜之后,由项羽统领的楚国军队在诸侯中渐成一枝独秀,强大无比,他邀集十余路诸侯军队救援赵国,并在巨鹿一役大破秦军,从此天下群雄,惟他马首是瞻。...
《89.拥 抱 的 语 言》作者:凌玉[内容简介] 她是父亲捧在手心呵护的天之骄女,过度宠溺养成她骄纵任性的个性在认识他后,她饱尝了狂喜与狂怒。他的爱令她有如置身在天堂般快乐,而他的背叛却狠狠将她打入地狱里。他承诺会永远守护她,言犹在耳却盗用公款和美丽的女秘书私奔,她发誓即使天涯海角也要找到他,谁知再见他时,才知道错怪了他. 六年前的车祸不但令他失明、毁容,更彻底毁去守护她一辈子的资格,深怕自己变成她不得不背负的责任,他只有狠下心编织谎言伤害她,忍受她投入别人怀里的椎心之痛,等她再度出现在面前时,他才明白今生的深情全给了她,只有她是他的妻但丑陋的瞎子怎么配得上美丽的她?当真相揭穿后致命杀机却接踵而至……...
Augustus Does His Bitby George Bernard ShawI wish to express my gratitude for certain good offices whichAugustus secured for me in January,1917. I had been invited tovisit the theatre of war in Flanders by the Commander-in-Chief:an invitation which was, under the circumstances, a summons toduty. Thus I had occasion to spend some days in procuringthe necessary passport and other official facilities formy journey. It happened just then that the Stage Society gave a...
The Silverado Squattersby Robert Louis StevensonTHE scene of this little book is on a high mountain. Thereare, indeed, many higher; there are many of a nobler outline.It is no place of pilgrimage for the summary globe-trotter;but to one who lives upon its sides, Mount Saint Helena soonbecomes a centre of interest. It is the Mont Blanc of onesection of the Californian Coast Range, none of its nearneighbours rising to one-half its altitude. It looks down on...
The Itinerary of Archibishop Baldwin through Walesby Giraldus CambrensisINTRODUCTIONGerald the Welshman - Giraldus Cambrensis - was born, probably in 1147, at Manorbier Castle in the county of Pembroke. His father was a Norman noble, William de Barri, who took his name from the little island of Barry off the coast of Glamorgan. His mother, Angharad, was the daughter of Gerald de Windsor {1} by his wife, the famous Princess Nesta, the "Helen of Wales," and the daughter of Rhys ap Tewdwr Mawr,
Legend of the Rose of the Alhambra.FOR SOME time after the surrender of Granada by the Moors, thatdelightful city was a frequent and favorite residence of the Spanishsovereigns, until they were frightened away by successive shocks ofearthquakes, which toppled down various houses, and made the oldMoslem towers rock to their foundation.Many, many years then rolled away, during which Granada was rarelyhonored by a royal guest. The palaces of the nobility remained...
他曾经是少不更事的青涩少年;而这个在岁月中曾青涩过的少年,如今成了一名跨国企业的主事者,年方三十二,算是少年得志吧,毕竟有几个三十二岁的男子能坐拥他今天这种地位?放眼看向全世界,怕是找不到第二个吧。 无疑的,他是一个令幸运之神百般垂幸的男人。父兄早逝,留给了他经营良好的庞大家业,让他在四年前接手时,立即进入情况。这当然不得不归功于自他大学时期即被兄长抓来公司实习。别个大学生是“由你玩四年”,他却无缘体会;被兄长当成一块海棉,无休无止的被迫吸纳所有的水份,直至饱和。 父亲于四十九岁那年逝世,大他十一岁的兄长也在三十九岁的壮年死于肺癌。可以说,他们家族的男性一向不长命,但他例外,自小到大无病无恙,不若父兄生来带病。家中不仅有间医疗室,更有家庭医生长住此中,可见得唐家男人命定了要应验“财多身弱”这句神谶。...
The Magic Skinby Honore de BalzacTranslated by Ellen MarriageTo Monsieur Savary, Member of Le Academie des Sciences.ITHE TALISMANTowards the end of the month of October 1829 a young man entered thePalais-Royal just as the gaming-houses opened, agreeably to the lawwhich protects a passion by its very nature easily excisable. Hemounted the staircase of one of the gambling hells distinguished bythe number 36, without too much deliberation....
My Buried Treasureby Richard Harding DavisThis is a true story of a search for buried treasure. The onlypart that is not true is the name of the man with whom I searchedfor the treasure. Unless I keep his name out of it he will not letme write the story, and, as it was his expedition and as my shareof the treasure is only what I can make by writing the story, Imust write as he dictates. I think the story should be told,because our experience was unique, and might be of benefit to...
如果您浏览了5页左右,内心仍有种继续读下去的欲望,那至少可以说明您的阅读很有品味,不过这跟我还是没有太多的关联,很多作者都会把爆料摆在前几页,我也不例外。如果您翻了十几页,心里痒痒,直至最后一页,仍爱不释手,意犹未解,情绪一发而不可收拾,那我会承担全部责任,欢迎BT!^-^!进了大学,忽然感觉人空虚了许多,飘飘然,没有压力,也没有理想。为此在上篇中,我编织了一个寻美的故事,以此安慰自己,前方还是有目标向我招手的呢?下篇的大部分情节是实实在在发生在校园内我和我的朋友们身边的一些荒诞事,一群年轻人的情事,以主人公小志和欣儿谈情说爱为主线,他们的亲密关系是由兄妹到冤家再到情侣。其中夹有好友小邪和四眼娃他们的奇闻趣事。...
毅汉先生:得你来信,深感厚意。上次各位相访,我和家中人都留下极愉快印象。我应当多听听你们提的问题才对!极可惜,即我说话口音不正,不仅你们不易听懂,事实上,在这里有个主持“文字改革”的亲戚,有四十年来往,他也只能听懂一半。家中一个孙女,在我身边长大,我说的话也经常还听不懂!抱歉以外,也可证明我学习语言及适应环境能力之差,真到惊人程度。这次你们来的时间稍早了些,若四月半来,对于北京所得印象会好一些。因为几十种北方特别著名花木,多集中在四月中旬后开放,再不多久,就进入初夏了。你问的张爱玲,我和家中人均未认识。张家在合肥是个大族,“和”字辈弟兄姐妹多达百十人,有大半就未见过。抗战八年中,我一家大小四人,在昆明乡下住了八年,复员后才返回北京。...