the frozen deep(冰渊)-第4部分
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Her faithful heart takes his part； in spite of her。 Her hand remains in
his； and feels its soft persuasive pressure。 She is a lost woman。 It is only a
question of time now！
〃Clara！ do you love me？〃
There is a pause。 She shrinks from looking at himshe trembles with
strange contradictory sensations of pleasure and pain。 His arm steals round
her； he repeats his question in a whisper； his lips almost touch her little
rosy ear as he says it again：
〃Do you love me？〃
She closes her eyes faintlyshe hears nothing but those wordsfeels
nothing but his arm round her forgets Mrs。 Crayford's warningforgets
Richard Wardour himselfturns suddenly； with a loving woman's
desperate disregard of everything but her lovenestles her head on his
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bosom； and answers him in that way； at last！
He lifts the beautiful drooping headtheir lips meet in their first kiss
they are both in heaven： it is Clara who brings them back to earth again
with a startit is Clara who says； 〃Oh！ what have I done？〃as usual； when
it is too late。
Frank answers the question。
〃You have made me happy； my angel。 Now； when I come back； I come
back to make you my wife。〃
She shudders。 She remembers Richard Wardour again at those words。
〃Mind！〃 she says； 〃nobody is to know we are engaged till I permit you
to mention it。 Remember that！〃
He promises to remember it。 His arm tries to wind round her once
more。 No！ She is mistress of herself； she can positively dismiss him now
after she has let him kiss her！
〃Go！〃 she says。 〃I want to see Mrs。 Crayford。 Find her！ Say I am here；
waiting to speak to her。 Go at once； Frankfor my sake！〃
There is no alternative but to obey her。 His eyes drink a last draught of
her beauty。 He hurries away on his errandthe happiest man in the room。
Five minutes since she was only his partner in the dance。 He has spoken
and she has pledged herself to be his partner for life！
Chapter 4。
It was not easy to find Mrs。 Crayford in the crowd。 Searching here；
and searching there； Frank became conscious of a stranger； who appeared
to be looking for somebody； on his side。 He was a dark； heavy…browed；
strongly…built man； dressed in a shabby old naval officer's uniform。 His
mannerstrikingly resolute and self…containedwas unmistakably the
manner of a gentleman。 He wound his way slowly through the crowd；
stopping to look at every lady whom he passed； and then looking away
again with a frown。 Little by little he approached the conservatory
entered it； after a moment's reflectiondetected the glimmer of a white
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dress in the distance； through the shrubs and flowersadvanced to get a
nearer view of the ladyand burst into Clara's presence with a cry of
delight。
She sprang to her feet。 She stood before him speechless； motionless；
struck to stone。 All her life was in her eyesthe eyes which told her she
was looking at Richard Wardour。
He was the first to speak。
〃I am sorry I startled you； my darling。 I forgot everything but the
happiness of seeing you again。 We only reached our moorings two hours
since。 I was some time inquiring after you； and some time getting my
ticket when they told me you were at the ball。 Wish me joy； Clara！ I am
promoted。 I have come back to make you my wife。〃
A momentary change passed over the blank terror of her face。 Her
color rose faintly； her lips moved。 She abruptly put a question to him。
〃Did you get my letter？〃
He started。 〃A letter from you？ I never received it。〃
The momentary animation died out of her face again。 She drew back
from him and dropped into a chair。 He advanced toward her； astonished
and alarmed。 She shrank in the chairshrank； as if she was frightened of
him。
〃Clara； you have not even shaken hands with me！ What does it mean？〃
He paused； waiting and watching her。 She made no reply。 A flash of
the quick temper in him leaped up in his eyes。 He repeated his last words
in louder and sterner tones：
〃What does it mean？〃
She replied this time。 His tone had hurt herhis tone had roused her
sinking courage。
〃It means； Mr。 Wardour； that you have been mistaken from the first。〃
〃How have I been mistaken？〃
〃You have been under a wrong impression； and you have given me no
opportunity of setting you right。〃
〃In what way have I been wrong？〃
〃You have been too hasty and too confident about yourself and about
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me。 You have entirely misunderstood me。 I am grieved to distress you； but
for your sake I must speak plainly。 I am your friend always； Mr。 Wardour。 I
can never be your wife。〃
He mechanically repeated the last words。 He seemed to doubt whether
he had heard her aright。
〃You can never be my wife？〃
〃Never！〃
〃Why？〃
There was no answer。 She was incapable of telling him a falsehood。
She was ashamed to tell him the truth。
He stooped over her； and suddenly possessed himself of her hand。
Holding her hand firmly； he stooped a little lower； searching for the signs
which might answer him in her face。 His own face darkened slowly while
he looked。 He was beginning to suspect her； and he acknowledged it in his
next words。
〃Something has changed you toward me； Clara。 Somebody has
influenced you against me。 Is ityou force me to ask the questionis it
some other man？〃
〃You have no right to ask me that。〃
He went on without noticing what she had said to him。
〃Has that other man come between you and me？ I speak plainly on my
side。 Speak plainly on yours。〃
〃I _have_ spoken。 I have nothing more to say。〃
There was a pause。 She saw the warning light which told of the fire
within him； growing brighter and brighter in his eyes。 She felt his grasp
strengthening on her hand。 He appealed to her for the last time。
〃Reflect；〃 he said； 〃reflect before it is too late。 Your silence will not
serve you。 If you persist in not answering me； I shall take your silence as a
confession。 Do you hear me？〃
〃I hear you。〃
〃Clara Burnham！ I am not to be trifled with。 Clara Burnham！ I insist
on the truth。 Are you false to me？〃
She resented that searching question with a woman's keen sense of the
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insult that is implied in doubting her to her face。
〃Mr。 Wardour！ you forget yourself when you call me to account in that
way。 I never encouraged you。 I never gave you promise or pledge〃
He passionately interrupted her before she could say more。
〃You have engaged yourself in my absence。 Your words own it； your
looks own it！ You have engaged yourself to another man！〃
〃If I _have_ engaged myself； what right have you to complain of it？〃
she answered firmly。 〃What right have you to control my actions？〃
The next words died away on her lips。 He suddenly dropped her hand。
A marked change appeared in the expression of his eyesa change which
told her of the terrible passions that she had let loose in him。 She read；
dimly read； something in his face which made her tremblenot for herself；
but for Frank。
Little by little the dark color faded out of his face。 His deep voice
dropped suddenly to a low and quiet tone as he spoke the parting words。
〃Say no more； Miss Burnhamyou have said enough。 I am answered； I
am dismissed。〃 He paused； and； stepping close up to her； laid his hand on
her arm。
〃The time may come；〃 he said； 〃when I shall forgive you。 But the man
who has robbed me of you shall rue the day when you and he first met。〃
He turned and left her。
A few minutes later； Mrs。 Crayford； entering the conservatory； was met
by one of the attendants at the ball。 The man stopped as if he wished to
speak to her。
〃What do you want？〃 she asked。
〃I beg your pardon； ma'am。 Do you happen to have a smelling…bottle
about you？ There is a young lady in the conservatory who is taken faint。〃
Between the Scenes
The Landing Stage
Chapter 5。
The morning of the next daythe morning on which the ships were to
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sailcame bright and breezy。 Mrs。 Crayford； having arranged to follow her
husband to the water…side； and see the last of him before he embarked；
entered Clara's room on her way out of the house； anxious to hear how her
young friend passed the night。 To her astonishment she found Clara had
risen； and was dressed； like herself； to go out。
〃What does this mean； my dear？ After what you suffered last night
after the shock of seeing that manwhy don't you take my advice and rest
in your bed？〃
〃I can't rest。 I have not slept all night。 Have you been out yet？〃
〃
