the mysterious stranger-第14部分

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in　it；　and　that　the　laughs　we　broke　into　came　up　against　some　obstruction
or　other　and　suffered　damage　and　decayed　into　a　sigh。　　He　tried　to　find
out　what　the　matter　was；　so　that　he　could　help　us　out　of　our　trouble　or
make　it　lighter　by　sharing　it　with　us；　so　we　had　to　tell　many　lies　to
deceive　him　and　appease　him。

But　the　most　distressing　thing　of　all　was　that　he　was　always　making
plans；　and　often　they　went　beyond　the　13th！　　Whenever　that　happened　it
made　us　groan　in　spirit。　　All　his　mind　was　fixed　upon　finding　some　way　to
conquer　our　depression　and　cheer　us　up；　and　at　last；　when　he　had　but
three　days　to　live；　he　fell　upon　the　right　idea　and　was　jubilant　over　it…
…a　boys…and…girls'　frolic　and　dance　in　the　woods；　up　there　where　we　first
met　Satan；　and　this　was　to　occur　on　the　14th。　　It　was　ghastly；　for　that
was　his　funeral　day。　　We　couldn't　venture　to　protest；　it　would　only　have
brought　a　〃Why？〃　which　we　could　not　answer。　　He　wanted　us　to　help　him
invite　his　guests；　and　we　did　itone　can　refuse　nothing　to　a　dying
friend。　　But　it　was　dreadful；　for　really　we　were　inviting　them　to　his
funeral。

It　was　an　awful　eleven　days；　and　yet；　with　a　lifetime　stretching　back
between　to…day　and　then；　they　are　still　a　grateful　memory　to　me；　and
beautiful。　　In　effect　they　were　days　of　companionship　with　one's　sacred
dead；　and　I　have　known　no　comradeship　that　was　so　close　or　so　precious。
We　clung　to　the　hours　and　the　minutes；　counting　them　as　they　wasted　away；
and　parting　with　them　with　that　pain　and　bereavement　which　a　miser　feels
who　sees　his　hoard　filched　from　him　coin　by　coin　by　robbers　and　is
helpless　to　prevent　it。

When　the　evening　of　the　last　day　came　we　stayed　out　too　long；　Seppi　and　I
were　in　fault　for　that；　we　could　not　bear　to　part　with　Nikolaus；　so　it
was　very　late　when　we　left　him　at　his　door。　　We　lingered　near　awhile；
listening；　and　that　happened　which　we　were　fearing。　　His　father　gave　him
the　promised　punishment；　and　we　heard　his　shrieks。　　But　we　listened　only
a　moment；　then　hurried　away；　remorseful　for　this　thing　which　we　had
caused。　　And　sorry　for　the　father；　too；　our　thought　being；　〃If　he　only
knewif　he　only　knew！〃

In　the　morning　Nikolaus　did　not　meet　us　at　the　appointed　place；　so　we
went　to　his　home　to　see　what　the　matter　was。　　His　mother　said：

〃His　father　is　out　of　all　patience　with　these　goings…on；　and　will　not
have　any　more　of　it。　　Half　the　time　when　Nick　is　needed　he　is　not　to　be
found；　then　it　turns　out　that　he　has　been　gadding　around　with　you　two。
His　father　gave　him　a　flogging　last　night。　　It　always　grieved　me　before；
and　many's　the　time　I　have　begged　him　off　and　saved　him；　but　this　time　he
appealed　to　me　in　vain；　for　I　was　out　of　patience　myself。〃

〃I　wish　you　had　saved　him　just　this　one　time；〃　I　said；　my　voice　trembling
a　little；　〃it　would　ease　a　pain　in　your　heart　to　remember　it　some　day。〃

She　was　ironing　at　the　time；　and　her　back　was　partly　toward　me。　　She
turned　about　with　a　startled　or　wondering　look　in　her　face　and　said；
〃What　do　you　mean　by　that？〃

I　was　not　prepared；　and　didn't　know　anything　to　say；　so　it　was　awkward；
for　she　kept　looking　at　me；　but　Seppi　was　alert　and　spoke　up：

〃Why；　of　course　it　would　be　pleasant　to　remember；　for　the　very　reason　we
were　out　so　late　was　that　Nikolaus　got　to　telling　how　good　you　are　to
him；　and　how　he　never　got　whipped　when　you　were　by　to　save　him；　and　he
was　so　full　of　it；　and　we　were　so　full　of　the　interest　of　it；　that　none
of　us　noticed　how　late　it　was　getting。〃

〃Did　he　say　that？　　Did　he？〃　and　she　put　her　apron　to　her　eyes。

〃You　can　ask　Theodorhe　will　tell　you　the　same。〃

〃It　is　a　dear；　good　lad；　my　Nick；〃　she　said。　　〃I　am　sorry　I　let　him　get
whipped；　I　will　never　do　it　again。　　To　thinkall　the　time　I　was　sitting
here　last　night；　fretting　and　angry　at　him；　he　was　loving　me　and　praising
me！　　Dear；　dear；　if　we　could　only　know！　　Then　we　shouldn't　ever　go　wrong；
but　we　are　only　poor；　dumb　beasts　groping　around　and　making　mistakes。　　I
shan't　ever　think　of　last　night　without　a　pang。〃

She　was　like　all　the　rest；　it　seemed　as　if　nobody　could　open　a　mouth；　in
these　wretched　days；　without　saying　something　that　made　us　shiver。　　They
were　〃groping　around；〃　and　did　not　know　what　true；　sorrowfully　true
things　they　were　saying　by　accident。

Seppi　asked　if　Nikolaus　might　go　out　with　us。

〃I　am　sorry；〃　she　answered；　〃but　he　can't。　　To　punish　him　further；　his
father　doesn't　allow　him　to　go　out　of　the　house　to…day。〃

We　had　a　great　hope！　　I　saw　it　in　Seppi's　eyes。　　We　thought；　〃If　he
cannot　leave　the　house；　he　cannot　be　drowned。〃　　Seppi　asked；　to　make
sure：

〃Must　he　stay　in　all　day；　or　only　the　morning？〃

〃All　day。　　It's　such　a　pity；　too；　it's　a　beautiful　day；　and　he　is　so
unused　to　being　shut　up。　　But　he　is　busy　planning　his　party；　and　maybe
that　is　company　for　him。　　I　do　hope　he　isn't　too　lonesome。〃

Seppi　saw　that　in　her　eye　which　emboldened　him　to　ask　if　we　might　go　up
and　help　him　pass　his　time。

〃And　welcome！〃　she　said；　right　heartily。　　〃Now　I　call　that　real
friendship；　when　you　might　be　abroad　in　the　fields　and　the　woods；　having
a　happy　time。　　You　are　good　boys；　I'll　allow　that；　though　you　don't
always　find　satisfactory　ways　of　improving　it。　　Take　these　cakesfor
yourselvesand　give　him　this　one；　from　his　mother。〃

The　first　thing　we　noticed　when　we　entered　Nikolaus's　room　was　the　time
a　quarter　to　10。　　Could　that　be　correct？　　Only　such　a　few　minutes　to
live！　　I　felt　a　contraction　at　my　heart。　　Nikolaus　jumped　up　and　gave　us
a　glad　welcome。　　He　was　in　good　spirits　over　his　plannings　for　his　party
and　had　not　been　lonesome。

〃Sit　down；〃　he　said；　〃and　look　at　what　I've　been　doing。　　And　I've
finished　a　kite　that　you　will　say　is　a　beauty。　　It's　drying；　in　the
kitchen；　I'll　fetch　it。〃

He　had　been　spending　his　penny　savings　in　fanciful　trifles　of　various
kinds；　to　go　as　prizes　in　the　games；　and　they　were　marshaled　with　fine
and　showy　effect　upon　the　table。　　He　said：

〃Examine　them　at　your　leisure　while　I　get　mother　to　touch　up　the　kite
with　her　iron　if　it　isn't　dry　enough　yet。〃

Then　he　tripped　out　and　went　clattering　down…stairs；　whistling。

We　did　not　look　at　the　things；　we　couldn't　take　any　interest　in　anything
but　the　clock。　　We　sat　staring　at　it　in　silence；　listening　to　the
ticking；　and　every　time　the　minute…hand　jumped　we　nodded　recognitionone
minute　fewer　to　cover　in　the　race　for　life　or　for　death。　　Finally　Seppi
drew　a　deep　breath　and　said：

〃Two　minutes　to　ten。　　Seven　minutes　more　and　he　will　pass　the　death…
point。　　Theodor；　he　is　going　to　be　saved！　　He's　going　to〃

〃Hush！　　I'm　on　needles。　　Watch　the　clock　and　keep　still。〃

Five　minutes　more。　　We　were　panting　with　the　strain　and　the　excitement。
Another　three　minutes；　and　there　was　a　footstep　on　the　stair。

〃Saved！〃　And　we　jumped　up　and　faced　the　door。

The　old　mother　entered；　bringing　the　kite。　　〃Isn't　it　a　beauty？〃　she
said。　　〃And；　dear　me；　how　he　has　slaved　over　itever　since　daylight；　I
think；　and　only　finished　it　awhile　before　you　came。〃　　She　stood　it
against　the　wall；　and　stepped　back　to　take　a　view　of　it。　　〃He　drew　the
pictures　his　own　self；　and　I　think　they　are　very　good。　　The　church　isn't
so　very　good；　I'll　have　to　admit；　but　look　at　the　bridgeany　one　can
recognize　the　bridge　in　a　minute。　　He　asked　me　to　bring　it　up。。。。　　Dear
me！　　it's　seven　minutes　past　ten；　and　I〃

〃But　where　is　he？〃

〃He？　　Oh；　he'll　be　here　soon；　he's　gone　out　a　minute。〃

〃Gone　out？〃

〃Yes。　　Just　as　he　came　down…stairs　little　Lisa's　mother　came　in　and　said
the　child　had　wandered　off　somewhere；　and　as　she　was　a　little　uneasy　I
told　Nikolaus　to　never　mind　about　his　father's　ordersgo　and　look　her
up。。。。　　Why；　how　white　you　two　do　look！　　I　do　believe　you　are　sick。　　Sit
down；　I'll　fetch　something。　　That　cake　has　disagreed　with　you。　　It　is　a
little　heavy；　but　I　thought〃

She　disappeared　without　finishing　her　sentence；　and　we　hurried　at　once　to
the　back　window　and　looked　toward　the　river。　　There　was　a　great　crowd　at
the　other　end　of　the　bridge；　and　people　were　flying　toward　that　point
from　every　direction。

〃Oh；　it　is　all　overpoor　Nikolaus！　　Why；　oh；　why　did　she　let　him　get　out
of　the　house！〃

〃Come　away；〃　said　Seppi；　half　sobbing；　〃come　quickwe　can't　bear　to　meet
her；　in　five　minutes　she　will　know。〃

But　we　were　not　to　escape。　　She　came　upon　us　at　the　foot　of　the　stairs；
with　her　cordials　in　her　hands；　and　made　us　come　in　and　sit　down　and　take
the　medicine。　　Then　she　watched　the　effect；　and　it　did　not　satisfy　her；
so　she　made　us　wait　longer；　and　kept　upbraiding　herself　for　giving　us　the
unwholesome　cake。

Presently　the　thing　happened　which　we　were　dreading。　　There　was　a　sound
of　tramping　and　scraping　outside；　and　a　crowd　came　solemnly　in；　with
heads　uncovered；　and　laid　the　two　drowned　bodies　on　the　bed。

〃Oh；　my　God！〃　that　poor　mother　cried　out；　and　fell　on　her　knees；　and　put
her　arms　about　her　dead　boy　and　began　to　cover　the　wet　face　with　kisses。
〃Oh；　it　was　I　that　sent　him；　and　I　have　been　his　death。　　If　I　had　obeyed；
and　kept　him　in　the　house；　this　would　not　have　happened。　　And　I　am
rightly　punished；　I　was　cruel　to　him　last　night；　and　him　begging　me；　his
own　mother；　to　be　his　friend。〃

And　so　she　went　on　and　on；　and　all　the　women　cried；　and　pitied　her；　and
tried　to　comfort　her；　but　she　could　not　forgive　herself　and　could　not　be
comforted；　and　kept　on　saying　if　she　had　not　sent　him　out　he　would　be
alive　and　well　now；　and　she　was　the　cause　of　his　death。

It　shows　how　foolish　people　are　when　they　blame　themselves　for　anything
they　have　done。　　Satan　knows；　and　he　said　nothing　happens　that　your　first
act　hasn't　arranged　to　happen　and　made　inevitable；　and　so；　of　your　own
motion　you　can't　ever　alter　the　scheme　or　do　a　thing　that　will　break　a
link。　　Next　we　heard　screams；　and　Frau　Brandt　came　wildly　plowing　and
plunging　through　the　crowd　with　her　dress　in　disorder　and　hair　flying
loose；　and　flung　herself　upon　her　dead　child　with　moans　and　kisses　and
pleadings　and　endearments；　and　by　and　by　she　rose　up　almost　exhausted
with　her　outpourings　of　passionate　emotion；　and　clenched　her　fist　and
lifted　it　toward　the　sky；　and　her　tear…drenched　face　grew　hard　and
resentful；　and　she　said：