memories and portraits-第13部分
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from her moorings; and the Aberdeen men; pick in hand; had seized
upon the only boats; and he must stoop and lap sea…water before his
tongue could utter audible words; and once more with him when the
Bell Rock beacon took a 〃thrawe;〃 and his workmen fled into the
tower; then nearly finished; and he sat unmoved reading in his
Bible … or affecting to read … till one after another slunk back
with confusion of countenance to their engineer。 Yes; parts of me
have seen life; and met adventures; and sometimes met them well。
And away in the still cloudier past; the threads that make me up
can be traced by fancy into the bosoms of thousands and millions of
ascendants: Picts who rallied round Macbeth and the old (and highly
preferable) system of descent by females; fleers from before the
legions of Agricola; marchers in Pannonian morasses; star…gazers on
Chaldaean plateaus; and; furthest of all; what face is this that
fancy can see peering through the disparted branches? What sleeper
in green tree…tops; what muncher of nuts; concludes my pedigree?
Probably arboreal in his habits。 。 。 。
And I know not which is the more strange; that I should carry about
with me some fibres of my minister…grandfather; or that in him; as
he sat in his cool study; grave; reverend; contented gentleman;
there was an aboriginal frisking of the blood that was not his;
tree…top memories; like undeveloped negatives; lay dormant in his
mind; tree…top instincts awoke and were trod down; and Probably
Arboreal (scarce to be distinguished from a monkey) gambolled and
chattered in the brain of the old divine。
CHAPTER VIII。 MEMOIRS OF AN ISLET
THOSE who try to be artists use; time after time; the matter of
their recollections; setting and resetting little coloured memories
of men and scenes; rigging up (it may be) some especial friend in
the attire of a buccaneer; and decreeing armies to manoeuvre; or
murder to be done; on the playground of their youth。 But the
memories are a fairy gift which cannot be worn out in using。 After
a dozen services in various tales; the little sunbright pictures of
the past still shine in the mind's eye with not a lineament
defaced; not a tint impaired。 GLUCK UND UNGLUCK WIRD GESANG; if
Goethe pleases; yet only by endless avatars; the original re…
embodying after each。 So that a writer; in time; begins to wonder
at the perdurable life of these impressions; begins; perhaps; to
fancy that he wrongs them when he weaves them in with fiction; and
looking back on them with ever…growing kindness; puts them at last;
substantive jewels; in a setting of their own。
One or two of these pleasant spectres I think I have laid。 I used
one but the other day: a little eyot of dense; freshwater sand;
where I once waded deep in butterburrs; delighting to hear the song
of the river on both sides; and to tell myself that I was indeed
and at last upon an island。 Two of my puppets lay there a summer's
day; hearkening to the shearers at work in riverside fields and to
the drums of the gray old garrison upon the neighbouring hill。 And
this was; I think; done rightly: the place was rightly peopled …
and now belongs not to me but to my puppets … for a time at least。
In time; perhaps; the puppets will grow faint; the original memory
swim up instant as ever; and I shall once more lie in bed; and see
the little sandy isle in Allan Water as it is in nature; and the
child (that once was me) wading there in butterburrs; and wonder at
the instancy and virgin freshness of that memory; and be pricked
again; in season and out of season; by the desire to weave it into
art。
There is another isle in my collection; the memory of which
besieges me。 I put a whole family there; in one of my tales; and
later on; threw upon its shores; and condemned to several days of
rain and shellfish on its tumbled boulders; the hero of another。
The ink is not yet faded; the sound of the sentences is still in my
mind's ear; and I am under a spell to write of that island again。
I
The little isle of Earraid lies close in to the south…west corner
of the Ross of Mull: the sound of Iona on one side; across which
you may see the isle and church of Columba; the open sea to the
other; where you shall be able to mark; on a clear; surfy day; the
breakers running white on many sunken rocks。 I first saw it; or
first remembered seeing it; framed in the round bull's…eye of a
cabin port; the sea lying smooth along its shores like the waters
of a lake; the colourless clear light of the early morning making
plain its heathery and rocky hummocks。 There stood upon it; in
these days; a single rude house of uncemented stones; approached by
a pier of wreckwood。 It must have been very early; for it was then
summer; and in summer; in that latitude; day scarcely withdraws;
but even at that hour the house was making a sweet smoke of peats
which came to me over the bay; and the bare…legged daughters of the
cotter were wading by the pier。 The same day we visited the shores
of the isle in the ship's boats; rowed deep into Fiddler's Hole;
sounding as we went; and having taken stock of all possible
accommodation; pitched on the northern inlet as the scene of
operations。 For it was no accident that had brought the lighthouse
steamer to anchor in the Bay of Earraid。 Fifteen miles away to
seaward; a certain black rock stood environed by the Atlantic
rollers; the outpost of the Torran reefs。 Here was a tower to be
built; and a star lighted; for the conduct of seamen。 But as the
rock was small; and hard of access; and far from land; the work
would be one of years; and my father was now looking for a shore
station; where the stones might be quarried and dressed; the men
live; and the tender; with some degree of safety; lie at anchor。
I saw Earraid next from the stern thwart of an Iona lugger; Sam
Bough and I sitting there cheek by jowl; with our feet upon our
baggage; in a beautiful; clear; northern summer eve。 And behold!
there was now a pier of stone; there were rows of sheds; railways;
travelling…cranes; a street of cottages; an iron house for the
resident engineer; wooden bothies for the men; a stage where the
courses of the tower were put together experimentally; and behind
the settlement a great gash in the hillside where granite was
quarried。 In the bay; the steamer lay at her moorings。 All day
long there hung about the place the music of chinking tools; and
even in the dead of night; the watchman carried his lantern to and
fro in the dark settlement and could light the pipe of any midnight
muser。 It was; above all; strange to see Earraid on the Sunday;
when the sound of the tools ceased and there fell a crystal quiet。
All about the green compound men would be sauntering in their
Sunday's best; walking with those lax joints of the reposing
toiler; thoughtfully smoking; talking small; as if in honour of the
stillness; or hearkening to the wailing of the gulls。 And it was
strange to see our Sabbath services; held; as they were; in one of
the bothies; with Mr。 Brebner reading at a table; and the
congregation perched about in the double tier of sleeping bunks;
and to hear the singing of the psalms; 〃the chapters;〃 the
inevitable Spurgeon's sermon; and the old; eloquent lighthouse
prayer。
In fine weather; when by the spy…glass on the hill the sea was
observed to run low upon the reef; there would be a sound of
preparation in the very early morning; and before the sun had risen
from behind Ben More; the tender would steam out of the bay。 Over
fifteen sea…miles of the great blue Atlantic rollers she ploughed
her way; trailing at her tail a brace of wallowing stone…lighters。
The open ocean widened upon either board; and the hills of the
mainland began to go down on the horizon; before she came to her
unhomely destination; and lay…to at last where the rock clapped its
black head above the swell; with the tall iron barrack on its
spider legs; and the truncated tower; and the cranes waving their
arms; and the smoke of the engine…fire rising in the mid…sea。 An
ugly reef is this of the Dhu Heartach; no pleasant assemblage of
shelves; and pools; and creeks; about which a child might play for
a whole summer without weariness; like the Bell Rock or the
Skerryvore; but one oval nodule of black…trap; sparsely bedabbled
with an inconspicuous fucus; and alive in every crevice with a
dingy insect between a slater and a bug。 No other life was there
but that of sea…birds; and of the sea itself; that here ran like a
mill…race; and growled about the outer reef for ever; and ever and
again; in the calmest weather; roared and spouted on the rock
itself。 Times were different upon Dhu…Heartach when it blew; and
the night fell dark; and the neighbour lights of Skerryvore and
Rhu…val were quenched in fog; and the men sat prisoned high up in
their iron drum; that then resounded with the lashing of the
sprays。 Fear sat with them in their sea…beleaguered dwelling; and
the colour changed in anxious faces when some greater billow struck
the barrack; and its pillars quivered and sprang under the blow。
It was then that the foreman builder; Mr。 Goodwillie; whom I see
before me still in his rock…habit of undecipherable rags; would get
his fiddle down and strike up human minstrelsy amid the music of
the storm。 But it was in sunshine only that I saw Dhu…Heartach;
and it was in sunshine; or the yet lovelier summer afterglow; that
the steamer would return to Earraid; ploughing an enchanted sea;
the obedient lighters; relieved of their deck cargo; riding in her
wake more quietly; and the steersman upon each; as she rose on the
long swell; standing tall and dark against the shining west。
But it was in Earr