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Washington；　where　Miss　Anthony　was　to　cele…

brate　her　eighty…sixth　birthday。　　For　many　years

the　National　American　Woman　Suffrage　Associa…

tion　had　celebrated　our　birthdays　together；　as　hers

came　on　the　15th　of　the　month　and　mine　on　the

14th。　　There　had　been　an　especially　festive　banquet

when　she　was　seventy…four　and　I　was　forty…seven；

and　our　friends　had　decorated　the　table　with　floral

‘‘4's''　and　‘‘7's''the　centerpiece　representing　‘‘74''

during　the　first　half　of　the　banquet；　and　‘‘47''　the

latter　half。　　This　time　‘‘Aunt　Susan''　should　not

have　attempted　the　Washington　celebration；　for　she

was　still　ill　and　exhausted　by　the　strain　of　the　con…

vention。　　But　notwithstanding　her　sufferings　and

the　warnings　of　her　physicians；　she　insisted　on　being

present；　so　Miss　Garrett　sent　the　trained　nurse　to

Washington　with　her；　and　we　all　tried　to　make　the　jour…

ney　the　least　possible　strain　on　the　patient's　vitality。



On　our　arrival　in　Washington　we　went　to　the

Shoreham；　where；　as　always；　the　proprietor　took　pains

to　give　Miss　Anthony　a　room　with　a　view　of　the

Washington　monument；　which　she　greatly　admired。　

When　I　entered　her　room　a　little　later　I　found　her

standing　at　a　window；　holding　herself　up　with　hands

braced　against　the　casement　on　either　side；　and　so

absorbed　in　the　view　that　she　did　not　hear　my　ap…

proach。　　When　I　spoke　to　her　she　answered　with…

out　turning　her　head。



‘‘That；''　she　said；　softly；　‘‘is　the　most　beautiful

monument　in　the　world。''



I　stood　by　her　side；　and　together　we　looked　at　it

in　silence　I　realizing　with　a　sick　heart　that　‘‘Aunt

Susan''　knew　she　was　seeing　it　for　the　last　time。



The　birthday　celebration　that　followed　our　exec…

utive　meeting　was　an　impressive　one。　　It　was　held

in　the　Church　of　Our　Father；　whose　pastor；　the　Rev。

John　Van　Schaick；　had　always　been　exceedingly　kind

to　Miss　Anthony。　　Many　prominent　men　spoke。　

President　Roosevelt　and　other　statesmen　sent　most

friendly　letters；　and　William　H。　Taft　had　promised　to

be　present。　　He　did　not　come；　nor　did　he；　then　or

later；　send　any　excuse　for　not　comingan　omission

that　greatly　disappointed　Miss　Anthony；　who　had

always　admired　him。　　I　presided　at　the　meeting；

and　though　we　all　did　our　best　to　make　it　gay；　a

strange　hush　hung　over　the　assemblage　a　solemn

stillness；　such　as　one　feels　in　the　presence　of　death。　

We　became　more　and　more　conscious　that　Miss

Anthony　was　suffering；　and　we　hastened　the　exer…

cises　all　we　could。　　When　I　read　President　Roose…

velt's　long　tribute　to　her；　Miss　Anthony　rose　to

comment　on　it。



‘‘One　word　from　President　Roosevelt　in　his　mes…

sage　to　Congress；''　she　said；　a　little　wearily；　‘‘would

be　worth　a　thousand　eulogies　of　Susan　B。　Anthony。　

When　will　men　learn　that　what　we　ask　is　not　praise；

but　justice？''



At　the　close　of　the　meeting；　realizing　how　weak

she　was；　I　begged　her　to　let　me　speak　for　her。　　But

she　again　rose；　rested　her　hand　on　my　shoulder；

and；　standing　by　my　side；　uttered　the　last　words

she　ever　spoke　in　public；　pleading　with　women　to

consecrate　themselves　to　the　Cause；　assuring　them

that　no　power　could　prevent　its　ultimate　success；

but　reminding　them　also　that　the　time　of　its　coming

would　depend　wholly　on　their　work　and　their　loyalty。　

She　ended　with　three　wordsvery　fitting　words

from　her　lips；　expressing　as　they　did　the　spirit　of　her

life…work‘‘FAILURE　IS　IMPOSSIBLE。''



The　next　morning　she　was　taken　to　her　home　in

Rochester；　and　one　month　from　that　day　we　con…

ducted　her　funeral　services。　　The　nurse　who　had

accompanied　her　from　Baltimore　remained　with

her　until　two　others　had　been　secured　to　take　her

place；　and　every　care　that　love　or　medical　science

could　suggest　was　lavished　on　the　patient。　　But

from　the　first　it　was　plain　that；　as　she　herself　had

foretold；　‘‘Aunt　Susan's''　soul　was　merely　waiting

for　the　hour　of　its　passing。



One　of　her　characteristic　traits　was　a　dislike　to

being　seen；　even　by　those　nearest　to　her；　when　she

was　not　well。　　During　the　first　three　weeks　of　her

last　illness；　therefore；　I　did　what　she　wished　me　to

doI　continued　our　work；　trying　to　do　hers　as　well

as　my　own。　　But　all　the　time　my　heart　was　in　her

sick…room；　and　at　last　the　day　came　when　I　could

no　longer　remain　away　from　her。　　I　had　awakened

in　the　morning　with　a　strong　conviction　that　she

needed　me；　and　at　the　breakfast…table　I　announced

to　her　niece；　Miss　Lucy　Anthony；　the　friend　who　for　

years　has　shared　my　home；　that　I　was　going　at　once

to　‘‘Aunt　Susan。''



‘‘I　shall　not　even　wait　to　telegraph；''　I　declared。　

‘‘I　am　sure　she　has　sent　for　me；　I　shall　take　the

first　train。''



The　journey　brought　me　very　close　to　death。　　As

we　were　approaching　Wilkes…Barre　our　train　ran　into

a　wagon　loaded　with　powder　and　dynamite；　which

had　been　left　on　the　track。　　The　horses　attached　to

it　had　been　unhitched　by　their　driver；　who　had　spent

his　time　in　this　effort；　when　he　saw　the　train　coming；

instead　of　in　signaling　to　the　engineer。　　I　was　on

my　way　to　the　dining…car　when　the　collision　occurred。　

and；　with　every　one　else　who　happened　to　be　stand…

ing；　I　was　hurled　to　the　floor　by　the　impact；　flash

after　flash　of　blinding　light　outside；　accompanied　by

a　terrific　roar；　added　to　the　panic　of　the　passengers。　

When　the　train　stopped　we　learned　how　narrow　had

been　our　escape　from　an　especially　unpleasant　form

of　death。　　The　dynamite　in　the　wagon　was　frozen；

and　therefore　had　not　exploded；　it　was　the　ex…

plosion　of　the　powder　that　had　caused　the　flashes

and　the　din。　　The　dark…green　cars　were　burned

almost　white；　and　as　we　stood　staring　at　them；　a

silent；　stunned　group；　our　conductor　said；　quietly；

‘‘You　will　never　be　as　near　death　again；　and　escape；

as　you　have　been　to…day。''



The　accident　caused　a　long　delay；　and　it　was　ten

o'clock　at　night　when　I　reached　Rochester　and　Miss

Anthony's　home。　　As　I　entered　the　house　Miss

Mary　Anthony　rose　in　surprise　to　greet　me。



‘‘How　did　you　get　here　so　soon？''　she　cried。　

And　then：　　‘‘We　sent　for　you　this　afternoon。　　Susan

has　been　asking　for　you　all　day。''



When　I　reached　my　friend's　bedside　one　glance

at　her　face　showed　me　the　end　was　near；　and　from

that　time　until　it　came；　almost　a　week　later；　I　re…

mained　with　her；　while　again；　as　always；　she　talked

of　the　Cause；　and　of　the　life…work　she　must　now　lay

down。　　The　first　thing　she　spoke　of　was　her　will；

which　she　had　made　several　years　before；　and　in

which　she　had　left　the　small　property　she　possessed

to　her　sister　Mary；　her　niece　Lucy；　and　myself；　with

instructions　as　to　the　use　we　three　were　to　make　of

it。　　Now　she　told　me　we　were　to　pay　no　attention

to　these　instructions；　but　to　give　every　dollar　of　her

money　to　the　60；000　fund　Miss　Thomas　and　Miss

Garrett　were　trying　to　raise。　　She　was　vitally　in…

terested　in　this　fund；　as　its　success　meant　that　for

five　years　the　active　officers　of　the　National　Ameri…

can　Woman　Suffrage　Association；　including　myself

as　president；　would　for　the　first　time　receive　salaries

for　our　work。　　When　she　had　given　her　instructions

on　this　point　she　still　seemed　depressed。



‘‘I　wish　I　could　live　on；''　she　said；　wistfully。　

‘‘But　I　cannot。　　My　spirit　is　eager　and　my　heart

is　as　young　as　it　ever　was；　but　my　poor　old　body　is

worn　out。　　Before　I　go　I　want　you　to　give　me　a

promise：　　Promise　me　that　you　will　keep　the　presi…

dency　of　the　association　as　long　as　you　are　well

enough　to　do　the　work。''



‘‘But　how　can　I　promise　that？''　I　asked。　　‘‘I　can

keep　it　only　as　long　as　others　wish　me　to　keep

it。''



‘‘Promise　to　make　them　wish　you　to　keep　it；''

she　urged。　　‘‘Just　as　I　wish　you　to　keep　it。''



I　would　have　promised　her　anything　then。　　So；

though　I　knew　that　to　hold　the　presidency　would　tie

me　to　a　position　that　brought　in　no　living　income；

and　though　for　several　years　past　I　had　already

drawn　alarmingly　upon　my　small　financial　reserve；

I　promised　her　that　I　would　hold　the　office　as　long

as　the　majority　of　the　women　in　the　association

wished　me　to　do　so。　　‘‘But；''　I　added；　‘‘if　the　time

comes　when　I　believe　that　some　one　else　can　do

better　work　in　the　presidency　than　I；　then　let　me

feel　at　liberty　to　resign　it。''



This　did　not　satisfy　her。



‘‘No；　no；''　she　objected。　　‘‘You　cannot　be　the

judge　of　that。　　Promise　me　you　will　remain　until

the　friends　you　most　trust　tell　you　it　is　time　to　with…

draw；　or　make　you　understand　that　it　is　time。　

Promise　me　that。''



I　made　the　promise。　　She　seemed　content；　and

again　began　to　talk　of　the　future。



‘‘You　will　not　have　an　easy　path；''　she　warned

me。　　‘‘In　some　ways　it　will　be　harder　for　you　than　it

has　ever　been　for　me。　　I　was　so　much　older　than　the

rest　of　you；　and　I　had　been　president　so　long；　that

you　girls　have　all　been　willing　to　listen　to　me。　　It

will　be　different　with　you。　　Other　women　of　your

own　age　have　been　in　the　work　almost　as　long　as　you

have　been；　you　do　not　stand　out　from　them　by　age　

or　length　of　service；　as　I　did。　　There　will　be　inevi…

table　jealousies　and　misunderstandings；　there　will

be　all　sorts　of　criticism　and　misrepresentation。　　My

last　word　to　you　is　this：　　No　matter　what　is　done

or　is　not　done；　how　you　are　criticized　or　misunder…

stood；　or　what　efforts　are　made　to　block　your　path；

remember　that　the　only　fear　you　need　have　is　the

fear　of　not　standing　by　the　thing　you　believe　to　be

right。　　Take　your　stand　and　hold　it；　then　let　come

what　will；　and　receive　blows　like　a　good　soldier。''



I　was　too　much　overcome　to　answer　her；　and

after　a　moment　of　silence　she；　in　her　turn；　made　me

a　promise。



‘‘I　do　not　know　anything　about　what　comes　to　us

after　this　life　ends；''　she　said。　　‘‘But　if　there　is　a

continuance　of　life　beyond　it；　and　if　I　have　any

conscious　knowledge　of　this　world　and　of　what　you

are　doing；　I　shall　not　be　far　away　from　you；　and　in

times　of　n