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a　particular　effect　in　the　view　from　the　owner's　mansion；　had　intended。

A　good　carriage　road　followed　the　easiest　line　of　ascent　towards　this
edifice；　and　reached　a　gateway。　　Within　it　began　to　describe　a　curve
bordered　with　asphalted　footways　to　the　broad　verandah　of　the　house；　and
then　descended　again　to　the　gate。　　The　grounds　enclosed　were　planted　with
deciduous　shrubs；　which　had　now　mostly　dropped　their　leaves；　and　clumps　of
firs　darkening　in　the　evening　light　with　the　gleam　of　some　garden　statues
shivering　about　the　lawn　next　the　house。　　The　breeze　grew　colder　and
stiffer　as　the　father　and　son　mounted　toward　the　mansion　which　Dan　used　to
believe　was　like　a　chateau；　with　its　Mansard…roof　and　dormer　windows　and
chimneys。　　It　now　blocked　its　space　sharply　out　of　the　thin　pink　of　the
western　sky；　and　its　lights　sparkled　with　a　wintry　keenness　which　had
often　thrilled　Dan　when　he　climbed　the　hill　from　the　station　in　former
homecomings。　　Their　brilliancy　gave　him　a　strange　sinking　of　the　heart　for
no　reason。　　He　and　his　father　had　kept　up　a　sort　of　desultory　talk　about
Alice；　and　he　could　not　have　said　that　his　father　had　seemed　indifferent；
he　had　touched　the　affair　only　too　acquiescently；　it　was　painfully　like
everything　else。　　When　they　came　in　full　sight　of　the　house；　Dan　left　the
subject；　as　he　realised　presently；　from　a　reasonless　fear　of　being
overheard。

〃It　seems　much　later　here；　sir；　than　it　does　in　Boston；〃　he　said；　glancing
round　at　the　maples；　which　stood　ragged；　with　half　their　leaves　blown　from
them。

〃Yes；　we're　in　the　hills；　and　we're　further　north；〃　answered　his　father。
〃There's　Minnie。〃

Dan　had　seen　his　sister　on　the　verandah；　pausing　at　sight　of　him；　and
puzzled　to　make　out　who　was　with　her　father。　　He　had　an　impulse　to　hail
her　with　a　shout；　but　he　could　not。　　In　his　last　walk　with　her　he　had　told
her　that　he　should　never　marry；　and　they　had　planned　to　live　together。　　It
was　a　joke；　but　now　he　felt　as　if　he　had　come　to　rob　her　of　something；　and
he　walked　soberly　on　with　his　father。

〃Why；　Dan；　you　good…for…nothing　fellow！〃　she　called　out　when　he　came　near
enough　to　be　unmistakable；　and　ran　down　the　steps　to　kiss　him。　　〃What　in
the　world　are　you　doing　here？　　When　did　you　come？　　Why　didn't　you　hollo；
instead　of　letting　me　stand　here　guessing？　　You're　not　sick；　are　you？〃

The　father　got　himself　indoors　unnoticed　in　the　excitement　of　the
brother's　arrival。　　This　would　have　been　the　best　moment　for　Dan　to　tell
his　sister　of　his　engagement；　he　knew　it；　but　he　parried　her　curiosity
about　his　coming；　and　then　his　sister　Eunice　came　out；　and　he　could　not
speak。　　They　all　went　together　into　the　house　flaming　with　naphtha　gas；
and　with　the　steam　heat　already　on；　and　Dan　said　he　would　take　his　bag　to
his　room；　and　then　come　down　again。　　He　knew　that　he　had　left　them　to
think　that　there　was　something　very　mysterious　in　his　coming；　and　while　he
washed　away　the　grime　of　his　journey　he　was　planning　how　to　appear
perfectly　natural　when　he　should　get　back　to　his　sisters。　　He　recollected
that　he　had　not　asked　either　them　or　his　father　how　his　mother　was；　but　it
was　certainly　not　because　his　mind　was　not　full　of　her。　　Alice　now　seemed
very　remote　from　him；　further　even　than　his　gun；　or　his　boyish　collection
of　moths　and　butterflies；　on　which　his　eye　fell　in　roving　about　his　room。
For　a　bitter　instant　it　seemed　to　him　as　if　they　were　all　alike　toys；　and
in　a　sudden　despair　he　asked　himself　what　had　become　of　his　happiness。　　It
was　scarcely　half　a　day　since　he　had　parted　in　transport　from　Alice。

He　made　pretexts　to　keep　from　returning　at　once　to　his　sisters；　and　it　was
nearly　half　an　hour　before　he　went　down　to　them。　　By　that　time　his　father
was　with　them　in　the　library；　and　they　were　waiting　tea　for　him。




XXIX。

A　family　of　rich　people　in　the　country；　apart　from　intellectual　interests；
is　apt　to　gormandise；　and　the　Maverings　always　sat　down　to　a　luxurious
table；　which　was　most　abundant　and　tempting　at　the　meal　they　called　tea；
when　the　invention　of　the　Portuguese　man…cook　was　taxed　to　supply　the
demands　of　appetites　at　once　eager　and　fastidious。　　They　prolonged　the
meal　as　much　as　possible　in　winter；　and　Dan　used　to　like　to　get　home　just
in　time　for　tea　when　he　came　up　from　Harvard；　it　was　always　very　jolly；
and　he　brought　a　boy's　hunger　to　its　abundance。　　The　dining…room；　full　of
shining　light；　and　treated　from　the　low…down　grate；　was　a　pleasant　place。
But　now　his　spirits　failed　to　rise　with　the　physical　cheer；　he　was　almost
bashfully　silent；　he　sat　cowed　in　the　presence　of　his　sisters；　and
careworn　in　the　place　where　he　used　to　be　so　gay　and　bold。　　They　were
waiting　to　have　him　begin　about　himself；　as　he　always　did　when　he　had　been
away；　and　were　ready　to　sympathise　with　his　egotism；　whatever　new　turn　it
took。　　He　mystified　them　by　asking　about　them　and　their　affairs；　and　by
dealing　in　futile　generalities；　instead　of　launching　out　with　any　business
that　he　happened　at　the　time　to　be　full　of。　　But　he　did　not　attend　to
their　answers　to　his　questions；　he　was　absent…minded；　and　only　knew　that
his　face　was　flushed；　and　that　he　was　obviously　ill　at　ease。

His　younger　sister　turned　from　him　impatiently　at　last。　　〃Father；　what　is
the　matter　with　Dan？〃

Her　bold　recognition　of　their　common　constraint　broke　it　down。　　Dan　looked
at　his　father　with　helpless　consent；　and　his　father　said　quietly；　〃He
tells　me　he's　engaged。〃

〃What　nonsense！〃　said　his　sister　Eunice。

〃Why；　Dan！〃　cried　Minnie；　and　he　felt　a　reproach　in　her　words　which　the
words　did　not　express。　　A　silence　followed；　in　which　the　father　along　went
on　with　his　supper。　　The　girls　sat　staring　at　Dan　with　incredulous　eyes。
He　became　suddenly　angry。

〃I　don't　know　what's　so　very　extraordinary　about　it；　or　why　there　should
be　such　a　pother；〃　he　began；　and　he　knew　that　he　was　insolently　ignoring
abundant　reasons　for　pother；　if　there　had　been　any　pother。　　〃Yes；　I'm
engaged。〃

He　expected　now　that　they　would　believe　him；　and　ask　whom　he　was　engaged
to；　but　apparently　they　were　still　unable　to　realise　it。　　He　was　obliged
to　go　on。　　〃I'm　engaged　to　Miss　Pasmer。〃

〃To　Miss　Pasmer！〃　repeated　Eunice。

〃But　I　thought〃　Minnie　began；　and　then　stopped。

Dan　commanded　his　temper　by　a　strong　effort；　and　condescended　to　explain。
〃There　was　a　misunderstanding；　but　it's　all　right　now；　I　only　met　her
yesterday；　andit's　all　right。〃　　He　had　to　keep　on　ignoring　what　had
passed　between　him　and　his　sisters　during　the　month　he　spent　at　home　after
his　return　from　Campobello。　　He　did　not　wish　to　do　so；　he　would　have　been
glad　to　laugh　over　that　epoch　of　ill…concealed　heart…break　with　them；　but
the　way　they　had　taken　the　fact　of　his　engagement　made　it　impossible。　　He
was　forced　to　keep　them　at　a　distance；　they　forced　him。　　〃I'm　glad；〃　he
added　bitterly；　〃that　the　news　seems　to　be　so　agreeable　to　my　family。
Thank　you　for　your　cordial　congratulations。〃　　He　swallowed　a　large　cup　of
tea；　and　kept　looking　down。

〃How　silly！〃　said　Eunice；　who　was　much　the　oldest　of　the　three。　　〃Did　you
expect　us　to　fall　upon　your　neck　before　we　could　believe　it　wasn't　a　hoax
of　father's？〃

〃A　hoax！〃　Dan　burst　out。

〃I　suppose；〃　said　Minnie；　with　mock　meekness；　〃that　if　we're　to　be
devoured；　it's　no　use　saying　we　didn't　roil　the　brook。　　I'm　sure　I
congratulate　you；　Dan；　with　all　my　heart；〃　she　added；　with　a　trembling
voice。

〃I　congratulate　Miss　Pasmer；〃　said　Eunice；　〃on　securing　such　a　very
reasonable　husband。〃

When　Eunice　first　became　a　young　lady　she　was　so　much　older　than　Dan　that
in　his　mother's　absence　she　sometimes　authorised　herself　to　box　his　ears；
till　she　was　finally　overthrown　in　battle　by　the　growing　boy。　　She　still
felt　herself　so　much　his　tutelary　genius　that　she　could　not　let　the　idea
of　his　engagement　awe　her；　or　keep　her　from　giving　him　a　needed　lesson。
Dan　jumped　to　his　feet；　and　passionately　threw　his　napkin　on　his　chair。

〃There；　that　will　do；　Eunice！〃　interposed　the　father。　　〃Sit　down；　Dan；　and
don't　be　an　ass；　if　you　are　engaged。　　Do　you　expect　to　come　up　here　with　a
bombshell　in　your　pocket；　and　explode　it　among　us　without　causing　any
commotion？　　We　all　desire　your　happiness；　and　we　are　glad　if　you　think
you've　found　it；　but　we　want　to　have　time　to　realise　it。　　We　had　only
adjusted　our　minds　to　the　apparent　fact　that　you　hadn't　found　it　when　you
were　here　before。〃　　His　father　began　very　severely；　but　when　he　ended　with
this　recognition　of　what　they　had　all　blinked　till　then；　they　laughed
together。

〃My　pillow　isn't　dry　yet；　with　the　tears　I　shed　for　you；　Dan；〃　said　Minnie
demurely。

〃I　shall　have　to　countermand　my　mourning；〃　said　Eunice；　〃and　wear　louder
colours　than　ever。　　Unless；〃　she　added；　〃Miss　Pasmer　changes　her　mind
again。〃

This　divination　of　the　past　gave　them　all　a　chance　for　another　laugh；　and
Dan's　sisters　began　to　reconcile　themselves　to　the　fact　of　his　engagement；
if　not　to　Miss　Pasmer。　　In　what　was　abstractly　so　disagreeable　there　was
the　comfort　that　they　could　joke　about　his　happiness；　they　had　not　felt
free　to　make　light　of　his　misery　when　he　was　at　home　before。　　They　began
to　ask　all　the　questions　they　could　think　of　as　to　how　and　when；　and　they
assimilated　the　fact　more　and　more　in　acquiring　these　particulars　and
making　a　mock　of　them　and　him。

〃Of　course　you　haven't　got　her　photograph；〃　suggested　Eunice。　　〃You　know
we've　never　had　the　pleasure　of　meeting　the　young　lady　yet。〃

〃Yes；〃　Dan　owned；　blushing；　〃I　have。　　She　thought　I　might　like　to　show　it
to　mother：　But　it　isn't〃

〃A　very　good　onethey　never　are；〃　said　Minnie。

〃And　it　was　taken　several　years　agothey　always　are；〃　said　Eunice。

〃And　she　doesn't　photograph　well；　anyway。〃

〃And　this　one　was　just　after　a　long　fit　of　sickness。〃

Dan　drew　it　out　of　his　pocket；　after　some　fumbling　for　it；　while　he
tolerated　their　gibes。

Eunice　put　her　nose　to　it。　　〃I　hope　it's　your　cigarettes　it　smells　of；〃
she　said。

〃Yes；　she　doesn't　use　the　weed；〃　answered　Dan。

〃Oh；　I　didn't　mean　that；　exactly；〃　returned　his　sister；　holding　the
picture　off　at　arm's　length；　and　viewing　it　critically　with　contracted
eyes。

Dan　could　not　help　laughing。　　〃I　don't　think　it's　been　ne