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side of the everlasting Why there is a Yesa transitory Yes if
you like; but a Yes。〃
Suddenly she laughed; surely one ought to laugh。 A young man
melancholy because the universe wouldn't fit; because life was a
tangle or a wind; or a Yes; or something!
〃I'm very sorry;〃 she cried。 〃You'll think me unfeeling; butbut
〃 Then she became matronly。 〃Oh; but your son wants employment。
Has he no particular hobby? Why; I myself have worries; but I can
generally forget them at the piano; and collecting stamps did no
end of good for my brother。 Perhaps Italy bores him; you ought to
try the Alps or the Lakes。〃
The old man's face saddened; and he touched her gently with his
hand。 This did not alarm her; she thought that her advice had
impressed him and that he was thanking her for it。 Indeed; he no
longer alarmed her at all; she regarded him as a kind thing; but
quite silly。 Her feelings were as inflated spiritually as they
had been an hour ago esthetically; before she lost Baedeker。 The
dear George; now striding towards them over the tombstones;
seemed both pitiable and absurd。 He approached; his face in the
shadow。 He said:
〃Miss Bartlett。〃
〃Oh; good gracious me!〃 said Lucy; suddenly collapsing and again
seeing the whole of life in a new perspective。 〃Where? Where?〃
〃In the nave。〃
〃I see。 Those gossiping little Miss Alans must have〃 She
checked herself。
〃Poor girl!〃 exploded Mr。 Emerson。 〃Poor girl!〃
She could not let this pass; for it was just what she was feeling
herself。
〃Poor girl? I fail to understand the point of that remark。 I
think myself a very fortunate girl; I assure you。 I'm thoroughly
happy; and having a splendid time。 Pray don't waste time mourning
over me。 There's enough sorrow in the world; isn't there; without
trying to invent it。 Good…bye。 Thank you both so much for all
your kindness。 Ah; yes! there does come my cousin。 A delightful
morning! Santa Croce is a wonderful church。〃
She joined her cousin。
Chapter III: Music; Violets; and the Letter 〃S〃
It so happened that Lucy; who found daily life rather chaotic;
entered a more solid world when she opened the piano。 She was
then no longer either deferential or patronizing; no longer
either a rebel or a slave。 The kingdom of music is not the
kingdom of this world; it will accept those whom breeding and
intellect and culture have alike rejected。 The commonplace person
begins to play; and shoots into the empyrean without effort;
whilst we look up; marvelling how he has escaped us; and thinking
how we could worship him and love him; would he but translate his
visions into human words; and his experiences into human actions。
Perhaps he cannot; certainly he does not; or does so very seldom。
Lucy had done so never。
She was no dazzling executante; her runs were not at all like
strings of pearls; and she struck no more right notes than was
suitable for one of her age and situation。 Nor was she the
passionate young lady; who performs so tragically on a summer's
evening with the window open。 Passion was there; but it could not
be easily labelled; it slipped between love and hatred and
jealousy; and all the furniture of the pictorial style。 And she
was tragical only in the sense that she was great; for she loved
to play on the side of Victory。 Victory of what and over what
that is more than the words of daily life can tell us。 But that
some sonatas of Beethoven are written tragic no one can gainsay;
yet they can triumph or despair as the player decides; and Lucy
had decided that they should triumph。
A very wet afternoon at the Bertolini permitted her to do the
thing she really liked; and after lunch she opened the little
draped piano。 A few people lingered round and praised her
playing; but finding that she made no reply; dispersed to their
rooms to write up their diaries or to sleep。 She took no notice
of Mr。 Emerson looking for his son; nor of Miss Bartlett looking
for Miss Lavish; nor of Miss Lavish looking for her
cigarette…case。 Like every true performer; she was intoxicated by
the mere feel of the notes: they were fingers caressing her own;
and by touch; not by sound alone; did she come to her desire。
Mr。 Beebe; sitting unnoticed in the window; pondered this
illogical element in Miss Honeychurch; and recalled the occasion
at Tunbridge Wells when he had discovered it。 It was at one of
those entertainments where the upper classes entertain the lower。
The seats were filled with a respectful audience; and the ladies
and gentlemen of the parish; under the auspices of their vicar;
sang; or recited; or imitated the drawing of a champagne cork。
Among the promised items was 〃Miss Honeychurch。 Piano。
Beethoven;〃 and Mr。 Beebe was wondering whether it would be
Adelaida; or the march of The Ruins of Athens; when his composure
was disturbed by the opening bars of Opus III。 He was in suspense
all through the introduction; for not until the pace quickens
does one know what the performer intends。 With the roar of the
opening theme he knew that things were going extraordinarily; in
the chords that herald the conclusion he heard the hammer strokes
of victory。 He was glad that she only played the first movement;
for he could have paid no attention to the winding intricacies of
the measures of nine…sixteen。 The audience clapped; no less
respectful。 It was Mr。 Beebe who started the stamping; it was all
that one could do。
〃Who is she?〃 he asked the vicar afterwards。
〃Cousin of one of my parishioners。 I do not consider her choice
of a piece happy。 Beethoven is so usually simple and direct in
his appeal that it is sheer perversity to choose a thing like
that; which; if anything; disturbs。〃
〃Introduce me。〃
〃She will be delighted。 She and Miss Bartlett are full of the
praises of your sermon。〃
〃My sermon?〃 cried Mr。 Beebe。 〃Why ever did she listen to it?〃
When he was introduced he understood why; for Miss Honeychurch;
disjoined from her music stool; was only a young lady with a
quantity of dark hair and a very pretty; pale; undeveloped face。
She loved going to concerts; she loved stopping with her cousin;
she loved iced coffee and meringues。 He did not doubt that she
loved his sermon also。 But before he left Tunbridge Wells he made
a remark to the vicar; which he now made to Lucy herself when she
closed the little piano and moved dreamily towards him:
〃If Miss Honeychurch ever takes to live as she plays; it will be
very exciting both for us and for her。〃
Lucy at once re…entered daily life。
〃Oh; what a funny thing! Some one said just the same to mother;
and she said she trusted I should never live a duet。〃
〃Doesn't Mrs。 Honeychurch like music?〃
〃She doesn't mind it。 But she doesn't like one to get excited
over anything; she thinks I am silly about it。 She thinksI
can't make out。 Once; you know; I said that I liked my own
playing better than any one's。 She has never got over it。 Of
course; I didn't mean that I played well; I only meant〃
〃Of course;〃 said he; wondering why she bothered to explain。
〃Music〃 said Lucy; as if attempting some generality。 She could
not complete it; and looked out absently upon Italy in the wet。
The whole life of the South was disorganized; and the most
graceful nation in Europe had turned into formless lumps of
clothes。
The street and the river were dirty yellow; the bridge was dirty
grey; and the hills were dirty purple。 Somewhere in their folds
were concealed Miss Lavish and Miss Bartlett; who had chosen this
afternoon to visit the Torre del Gallo。
〃What about music?〃 said Mr。 Beebe。
〃Poor Charlotte will be sopped;〃 was Lucy's reply。
The expedition was typical of Miss Bartlett; who would return
cold; tired; hungry; and angelic; with a ruined skirt; a pulpy
Baedeker; and a tickling cough in her throat。 On another day;
when the whole world was singing and the air ran into the mouth。
like wine; she would refuse to stir from the drawing…room; saying
that she was an old thing; and no fit companion for a hearty
girl。
〃Miss Lavish has led your cousin astray。 She hopes to find the
true Italy in the wet I believe。〃
〃Miss Lavish is so original;〃 murmured Lucy。 This was a stock
remark; the supreme achievement of the Pension Bertolini in the
way of definition。 Miss Lavish was so original。 Mr。 Beebe had his
doubts; but they would have been put down to clerical narrowness。
For that; and for other reasons; he held his peace。
〃Is it true;〃 continued Lucy in awe…struck tone; 〃that Miss
Lavish is writing a book?〃
〃They do say so。〃
〃What is it about?〃
〃It will be a novel;〃 replied Mr。 Beebe; 〃dealing with modern
Italy。 Let me refer you for an account to Miss Catharine Alan;
who uses words herself more admirably than any one I know。〃
〃I wish Miss Lavish would tell me herself。 We started such
friends。 But I don't think she ought to have run away with
Baedeker that morning in Santa Croce。 Charlotte was most annoyed
at finding me practically alone; and so I couldn't help being a
little annoyed with Miss Lavish。〃
〃The two ladies; at all events; have made it up。〃
He was interested in the sudden friendship between women so
apparently dissimilar as Miss Bartlett and Miss Lavish。 They were
always in each other's company; with Lucy a slighted third。 Miss
Lavish he believed he understood; but Miss Bartlett might reveal
unknown depths of strangeness; though not perhaps; of meaning。
Was Italy deflecting her from the path of prim chaperon; which he
had assigned to her at Tunbridge Wells? All his life he had loved
to study maiden ladies; they were his specialty; and his
profession had provided him with ample opportunities for the
work。 Girls like Lucy were charming to look at; but Mr。 Beebe
was; from rather profound reasons; somewhat chilly in his
attit