annals of the parish(教区年鉴)-第44部分
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and rewarded with the affection of my flock。 Perhaps; in the vanity of
doting old age; I thought in this there was a merit due to myself; which
made the Lord to send the chastisement of the Canaille schism among my
people; for I was then wroth without judgment; and by my heat hastened
into an open division the flaw that a more considerate manner might have
healed。 But I confess my fault; and submit my cheek to the smiter; and
now I see that the finger of Wisdom was in that probation; and it was far
better that the weavers meddled with the things of God; which they could
not change; than with those of the King; which they could only harm。 In
that matter; however; I was like our gracious monarch in the American war;
for though I thereby lost the pastoral allegiance of a portion of my people;
in like manner as he did of his American subjects; yet; after the separation;
I was enabled so to deport myself; that they showed me many voluntary
testimonies of affectionate respect; and which it would be a vain glory in
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me to rehearse here。 One thing I must record; because it is as much to
their honour as it is to mine。
When it was known that I was to preach my last sermon; every one of
those who had been my hearers; and who had seceded to the Canaille
meeting; made it a point that day to be in the parish kirk; and to stand in
the crowd; that made a lane of reverence for me to pass from the kirk…door
to the back…yett of the manse。 And shortly after; a deputation of all their
brethren; with their minister at their head; came to me one morning; and
presented to me a server of silver; in token; as they were pleased to say; of
their esteem for my blameless life; and the charity that I had practised
towards the poor of all sects in the neighbourhood; which is set forth in a
well…penned inscription; written by a weaver lad that works for his daily
bread。 Such a thing would have been a prodigy at the beginning of my
ministry; but the progress of book…learning and education has been
wonderful since; and with it has come a spirit of greater liberality than the
world knew before; bringing men of adverse principles and doctrines into
a more humane communion with each other; showing that it's by the
mollifying influence of knowledge the time will come to pass; when the
tiger of papistry shall lie down with the lamb of reformation; and the
vultures of prelacy be as harmless as the presbyterian doves; when the
independent; the anabaptist; and every other order and denomination of
Christians; not forgetting even those poor wee wrens of the Lord; the
burghers and anti…burghers; who will pick from the hand of patronage; and
dread no snare。
On the next Sunday; after my farewell discourse; I took the arm of Mrs
Balwhidder; and with my cane in my hand; walked to our own pew; where
I sat some time; but; owing to my deafness; not being able to hear; I have
not since gone back to the church。 But my people are fond of having
their weans still christened by me; and the young folk; such as are of a
serious turn; come to be married at my hands; believing; as they say; that
there is something good in the blessing of an aged gospel minister。 But
even this remnant of my gown I must lay aside; for Mrs Balwhidder is
now and then obliged to stop me in my prayers; as I sometimes wander
pronouncing the baptismal blessing upon a bride and bridegroom; talking
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as if they were already parents。 I am thankful; however; that I have been
spared with a sound mind to write this book to the end; but it is my last
task; and; indeed; really I have no more to say; saving only to wish a
blessing on all people from on high; where I soon hope to be; and to meet
there all the old and long…departed sheep of my flock; especially the first
and second Mrs Balwhidders。
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