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mother at Fairport think�察�what would my old friends there think�察�and�察�what
was of even greater importance�察�how would Joyce & Carboy act�拭 �What
chance was there left me�察 �after I had been arrested as an impostor�察 �to
become a stenographer in the law courtsin time�察�a member of the bar�拭�
But I found that what�察 �for the moment�察�distressed me most was that the
lovely lady would consider me a knave or a fool。 The thought made me
exclaim with exasperation。 Had it been possible to abandon Kinney�察 �I
would have dropped overboard and made for shore。 The night was warm
and foggy�察�and the short journey to land�察�to one who had been brought up
like a duck�察�meant nothing more than a wetting。 But I did not see how I
could desert Kinney。
;Can you swim�拭─�I asked
;Of course not� ─�he answered gloomily�察 �and�察�besides�察─�he added�察 �our
names are on our suitcases。 We couldn't take them with us�察�and they'd
find out who we are。 If we could only steal a boat� ─ �he exclaimed
eagerly;one of those on the davits�察─ �he urged;we could put our
suitcases in it and then�察�after every one is asleep�察�we could lower it into the
water。;
The smallest boat on board was certified to hold twenty´five persons�察�
and without waking the entire ship's company we could as easily have
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moved the chart´room。 This I pointed out。
;Don't make objections� ─ �Kinney cried petulantly。 He was rapidly
recovering his spirits。 The imminence of danger seemed to inspire him。
;Think� ─�he commanded。 ;Think of some way by which we can get
off this boat before she reaches New Bedford。 We MUST� �We must
not be arrested� �It would be too awful� ─ �He interrupted himself with an
excited exclamation。
;I have it� ─�he whispered hoarsely�此 �I will ring in the fire´alarm� �The
crew will run to quarters。 The boats will be lowered。 We will cut one
of them adrift。 In the confusion;
What was to happen in the confusion that his imagination had conjured
up�察�I was not to know。 For what actually happened was so confused that
of nothing am I quite certain。 First�察 �from the water of the Sound�察 �that
was lapping pleasantly against the side�察�I heard the voice of a man raised
in terror。 Then came a rush of feet�察�oaths�察�and yells�察�then a shock that
threw us to our knees�察�and a crunching�察�ripping�察�and tearing roar like that
made by the roof of a burning building when it plunges to the cellar。
And the next instant a large bowsprit entered our cabin window。 There
was left me just space enough to wrench the door open�察 �and grabbing
Kinney�察�who was still on his knees�察�I dragged him into the alleyway。 He
scrambled upright and clasped his hands to his head。
;Where's my hat�拭─�he cried。
I could hear the water pouring into the lower deck and sweeping the
freight and trunks before it。 A horse in a box stall was squealing like a
human being�察�and many human beings were screaming and shrieking like
animals。 My first intelligent thought was of the lovely lady。 I shook
Kinney by the arm。 The uproar was so great that to make him hear I was
forced to shout。 ;Where is Lord Ivy's cabin�拭─ �I cried。 ;You said it's
next to his sister's。 Take me there� ─�
Kinney nodded�察 �and ran down the corridor and into an alleyway on
which opened three cabins。 The doors were ajar�察 �and as I looked into
each I saw that the beds had not been touched�察�and that the cabins were
empty。 I knew then that she was still on deck。 I felt that I must find her。
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We ran toward the companionway。
;Women and children first� ─ �Kinney was yelling。 ;Women and
children first� ─ �As we raced down the slanting floor of the saloon he kept
repeating this mechanically。 At that moment the electric lights went out�察�
and�察 �except for the oil lamps�察 �the ship was in darkness。 Many of the
passengers had already gone to bed。 These now burst from the state´
rooms in strange garments�察�carrying life´ preservers�察�hand´bags�察�their arms
full of clothing。 One man in one hand clutched a sponge�察�in the other an
umbrella。 With this he beat at those who blocked his flight。 He hit a
woman over the head�察�and I hit him and he went down。 Finding himself
on his knees�察�be began to pray volubly。
When we reached the upper deck we pushed out of the crush at the
gangway and�察�to keep our footing�察�for there was a strong list to port�察�clung
to the big flag´staff at the stern。 At each rail the crew were swinging the
boats over the side�察 �and around each boat was a crazy�察 �fighting mob。
Above our starboard rail towered the foremast of a schooner。 She had
rammed us fair amidships�察�and in her bows was a hole through which you
could have rowed a boat。 Into this the water was rushing and sucking her
down。 She was already settling at the stern。 By the light of a swinging
lantern I saw three of her crew lift a yawl from her deck and lower it into
the water。 Into it they hurled oars and a sail�察�and one of them had already
started to slide down the painter when the schooner lurched drunkenly�察�
and in a panic all three of the men ran forward and leaped to our lower
deck。 The yawl�察 �abandoned�察 �swung idly between the Patience and the
schooner。 Kinney�察�seeing what I saw�察�grabbed me by the arm。
;There� ─ �he whispered�察 �pointing�察 �there's our chance� ─ �I saw that�察�
with safety�察 �the yawl could hold a third person�察 �and as to who the third
passenger would be I had already made up my mind。
;Wait here� ─�I said。
On the Patience there were many immigrants�察 �only that afternoon
released from Ellis Island。 They had swarmed into the life´boats even
before they were swung clear�察�and when the ship's officers drove them off�察�
the poor souls�察 �not being able to understand�察 �believed they were being
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sacrificed for the safety of the other passengers。 So each was fighting�察�as
he thought�察�for his life and for the lives of his wife and children。 At the
edge of the scrimmage I dragged out two women who had been knocked
off their feet and who were in danger of being trampled。 But neither was
the woman I sought。 In the half´darkness I saw one of the immigrants�察�a
girl with a 'kerchief on her head�察�struggling with her life´belt。 A stoker�察�as
he raced past�察�seized it and made for the rail。 In my turn I took it from
him�察�and he fought for it�察�shouting�此�
;It's every man for himself now� ─�
;All right�察─ �I said�察 �for I was excited and angry�察 �look out for
YOURSELF then� ─ �I hit him on the chin�察�and he let go of the life´ belt
and dropped。
I heard at my elbow a low�察 �excited laugh�察 �and a voice said�此 �Well
bowled� �You never learned that in an office。; I turned and saw the
lovely lady。 I tossed the immigrant girl her life´belt�察�and as though I had
known Lady Moya all my life I took her by the hand and dragged her after
me down the deck。
;You come with me� ─ �I commanded。 I found that I was trembling
and that a weight of anxiety of which I had not been conscious had been
lifted。 I found I was still holding her hand and pressing it in my own。
;Thank God� ─�I said。 ;I thought I had lost you� ─�
;Lost me� ─ �repeated Lady Moya。 But she made no comment。 ;I
must find my brother�察─�she said。
;You must come with me� ─ �I ordered。 ;Go with Mr。 Kinney to the
lower deck。 I will bring that rowboat under the stern。 You will jump
into it。
;I cannot leave my brother� ─�said Lady Moya。
Upon the word�察�as though shot from a cannon�察�the human whirlpool
that was sweeping the deck amidships cast out Stumps and hurled him
toward us。 His sister gave a little cry of relief。 Stumps recovered his
balance and shook himself like a dog that has been in the water。
;Thought I'd never get out of it alive� ─�he remarked complacently。 In
the darkness I could not see his face�察�but I was sure he was still vaguely
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smiling。 ;Worse than a foot´ball night� ─ �he exclaimed�察 �worse than
Mafeking night� ─�
His sister pointed to the yawl。
;This gentleman is going to bring that boat here and take us away in
it�察─�she told him。 ;We had better go when we can� ─�
;Right ho� ─ �assented Stumps cheerfully。 ;How about Phil�拭 �He's