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actually bound to Virginia�察�in the despicable quality of
transported convicts destined to be sold for slaves�察�I for five
years�察�and he under bonds and security not to return to England
any more�察�as long as he lived�察�he was very much dejected and
cast down�察�the mortification of being brought on board�察�as he
was�察�like a prisoner�察�piqued him very much�察�since it was first
told him he should transport himself�察�and so that he might go
as a gentleman at liberty。 It is true he was not ordered to be
sold when he came there�察�as we were�察�and for that reason he
was obliged to pay for his passage to the captain�察�which we
were not�察�as to the rest�察�he was as much at a loss as a child
what to do with himself�察�or with what he had�察�but by directions。
Our first business was to compare our stock。 He was very
honest to me�察�and told me his stock was pretty good when he
came into the prison�察�but the living there as he did in a figure
like a gentleman�察�and�察�which was ten times as much�察�the
making of friends�察�and soliciting his case�察�had been very
expensive�察�and�察�in a word�察�all his stock that he had left was
#108�察�which he had about him all in gold。
I gave him an account of my stock as faithfully�察�that is to say�察�
of what I had taken to carry with me�察�for I was resolved�察�
whatever should happen�察�to keep what I had left with my
governess in reserve�察�that in case I should die�察�what I had with
me was enough to give him�察�and that which was left in my
governess's hands would be her own�察�which she had well
deserved of me indeed。
My stock which I had with me was #246 some odd shillings�察�
so that we had #354 between us�察�but a worse gotten estate was
scarce ever put together to being the world with。
Our greatest misfortune as to our stock was that it was all in
money�察�which every one knows is an unprofitable cargo to be
carried to the plantations。 I believe his was really all he had
left in the world�察�as he told me it was�察�but I�察�who had between
#700 and #800 in bank when this disaster befell me�察�and who
had one of the faithfullest friends in the world to manage it
for me�察�considering she was a woman of manner of religious
principles�察�had still #300 left in her hand�察�which I reserved as
above�察�besides�察�some very valuable things�察�as particularly two
gold watches�察�some small pieces of plate�察�and some ringsall
stolen goods。 The plate�察�rings�察�and watches were put in my
chest with the money�察�and with this fortune�察�and in the
sixty´first year of my age�察�I launched out into a new world�察�
as I may call it�察�in the condition ��as to what appeared�� only
of a poor�察�naked convict�察�ordered to be transported in respite
from the gallows。 My clothes were poor and mean�察�but not
ragged or dirty�察�and none knew in the whole ship that I had
anything of value about me。
However�察�as I had a great many very good clothes and linen
in abundance�察�which I had ordered to be packed up in two
great boxes�察�I had them shipped on board�察�not as my goods�察�
but as consigned to my real name in Virginia�察�and had the
bills of loading signed by a captain in my pocket�察�and in these
boxes was my plate and watches�察�and everything of value
except my money�察�which I kept by itself in a private drawer
in my chest�察�which could not be found�察�or opened�察�if found�察�
with splitting the chest to pieces。
In this condition I lay for three weeks in the ship�察�not knowing
whether I should have my husband with me or no�察�and therefore
not resolving how or in what manner to receive the honest
boatswain's proposal�察�which indeed he thought a little strange
at first。
At the end of this time�察�behold my husband came on board。
He looked with a dejected�察�angry countenance�察�his great heart
was swelled with rage and disdain�察�to be dragged along with
three keepers of Newgate�察�and put on board like a convict�察�
when he had not so much as been brought to a trial。 He made
loud complaints of it by his friends�察�for it seems he had some
interest�察�but his friends got some check in their application�察�
and were told he had had favour enough�察�and that they had
received such an account of him�察�since the last grant of his
transportation�察�that he ought to think himself very well treated
that he was not prosecuted anew。 This answer quieted him at
once�察�for he knew too much what might have happened�察�and
what he had room to expect�察�and now he saw the goodness of
the advice to him�察�which prevailed with him to accept of the
offer of a voluntary transportation。 And after this his chagrin
at these hell´hounds�察�as he called them�察�was a little over�察�he
looked a little composed�察�began to be cheerful�察�and as I was
telling him how glad I was to have him once more out of their
hands�察�he took me in his arms�察�and acknowledged with great
tenderness that I had given him the best advice possible。 'My
dear��' says he�察�'thou has twice saved my life�察�from henceforward
it shall be all employed for you�察�and I'll always take your advice。'
The ship began now to fill�察�several passengers came on board�察�
who were embarked on no criminal account�察�and these had
accommodations assigned them in the great cabin�察�and other
parts of the ship�察�whereas we�察�as convicts�察�were thrust down
below�察�I know not where。 But when my husband came on
board�察�I spoke to the boatswain�察�who had so early given me
hints of his friendship in carrying my letter。 I told him he had
befriended me in many things�察�and I had not made any suitable
return to him�察�and with that I put a guinea into his hand。 I told
him that my husband was now come on board�察�that though
we were both under the present misfortune�察�yet we had been
persons of a different character from the wretched crew that
we came with�察�and desired to know of him�察�whether the captain
might not be moved to admit us to some conveniences in the
ship�察�for which we would make him what satisfaction he
pleased�察�and that we would gratify him for his pains in procuring
this for us。 He took the guinea�察�as I could see�察�with great
satisfaction�察�and assured me of his assistance。
Then he told us he did not doubt but that the captain�察�who was
one of the best´humoured gentlemen in the world�察�would be
easily brought to accommodate us as well as we could desire�察�
and�察�to make me easy�察�told me he would go up the next tide
on purpose to speak to the captain about it。 The next morning�察�
happening to sleep a little longer than ordinary�察�when I got up�察�
and began to look abroad�察�I saw the boatswain among the men
in his ordinary business。 I was a little melancholy at seeing
him there�察�and going forward to speak to him�察�he saw me�察�and
came towards me�察�but not giving him time to speak first�察�I said�察�
smiling�察�'I doubt�察�sir�察�you have forgot us�察�for I see you are very
busy。' He returned presently�察�'Come along with me�察�and you
shall see。' So he took me into the great cabin�察�and there sat
a good sort of a gentlemanly man for a seaman�察�writing�察�and
with a great many papers before him。
'Here��' says the boatswain to him that was a´writing�察�'is the
gentlewoman that the captain spoke to you of'�察�and turning to
me�察�he said�察�'I have been so far from forgetting your business�察�
that I have been up at the captain's house�察�and have represented
faithfully to the captain what you said�察�relating to you being
furnished with better conveniences for yourself and your
husband�察�and the captain has sent this gentleman�察�who is made
of the ship�察�down with me�察�on purpose to show you everything�察�
and to accommodate you fully to your content�察�and bid me
assure you that you shall not be treated like what you were at
first expected to be�察�but with the same respect as other passengers
are treated。'
The mate then spoke to me�察�and�察�not giving me time to thank
the boatswain for his kindness�察�confirmed what the boatswain
had said�察�and added that it was the captain's delight to show
himself kind and charitable�察�especially to those that were
under any misfortunes�察�and with that he showed me several
cabins built up�察�some in the great cabin�察�and some partitioned
off�察�out of the steerage�察�but opening into the great cabin on
purpose for the accommodation of passengers�察�and gave me
leave to choose where I would。 However�察�I chose a cabin
which opened into the steerage�察�in which was very good
conveniences to set our chest and boxes�察�and a table to eat on。
The mate then told me that the boatswain had given so good
a character of me and my husband�察�as to our civil behaviour�察�
that he had orders to tell me we should eat with him�察�if we
thought fit�察�during the whole voyage�察�on the common terms
of passengers�察�that we might lay in some fresh provisions�察�if
we pleased�察�or if not�察�he should lay in his usual store�察�and we
should have share with him。 This was very reviving news to
me�察�after so many hardships and afflictions as I had gone
through of late。 I thanked him�察�and told him the captain should
make his own terms with us�察�and asked him leave to go and
tell my husband of it�察�who was not very well�察�and was not yet
out of his cabin。 Accordingly I went�察�and my husband�察�whose
spirits were still so much sunk with the indignity ��as he
understood it�� offered him�察�that he was scare yet himself�察�was
so revived with the account that I gave him of the reception
we were like to have in the ship�察�that he was quite another man�察�
and new vigour and courage appeared in his very countenance。
So true is it�察�that the greatest of spirits�察�when overwhelmed
by their afflictions�察�are subject to the greatest dejections�察�and
are the most apt to despair and give themselves up。
After some little pause to recover himself�察�my husband came
up with me�察�and gave the mate thanks for the kindness�察�which
he had expressed to us�察�and sent suitable acknowledgment by
him to the captain�察�offering to p