the duchesse de langeais-第21部分
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surface of the walls。 A green carpet covered the floor。 A black sofa； a table littered with papers； two big easy…chairs； a chest of drawers with an alarum clock by way of ornament； a very low bedstead with a coverlet flung over ita red cloth with a black key borderall these things made part of a whole that told of a life reduced to its simplest terms。 A triple candle…sconce of Egyptian design on the chimney…piece recalled the vast spaces of the desert and Montriveau's long wanderings； a huge sphinx…claw stood out beneath the folds of stuff at the bed…foot； and just beyond； a green curtain with a black and scarlet border was suspended by large rings from a spear handle above a door near one corner of the room。 The other door by which the band had entered was likewise curtained； but the drapery hung from an ordinary curtain…rod。 As the Duchess finally noted that the pattern was the same on both； she saw that the door at the bed…foot stood open； gleams of ruddy light from the room beyond flickered below the fringed border。 Naturally； the ominous light roused her curiosity； she fancied she could distinguish strange shapes in the shadows； but as it did not occur to her at the time that danger could come from that quarter； she tried to gratify a more ardent curiosity。
〃Monsieur； if it is not indiscreet； may I ask what you mean to do with me？〃 The insolence and irony of the tone stung through the words。 The Duchess quite believed that she read extravagant love in Montriveau's speech。 He had carried her off； was not that in itself an acknowledgment of her power？
〃Nothing whatever； madame；〃 he returned； gracefully puffing the last whiff of cigar smoke。 〃You will remain here for a short time。 First of all； I should like to explain to you what you are； and what I am。 I cannot put my thoughts into words whilst you are twisting on the sofa in your boudoir； and besides； in your own house you take offence at the slightest hint； you ring the bell； make an outcry； and turn your lover out at the door as if he were the basest of wretches。 Here my mind is unfettered。 Here nobody can turn me out。 Here you shall be my victim for a few seconds； and you are going to be so exceedingly kind as to listen to me。 You need fear nothing。 I did not carry you off to insult you； nor yet to take by force what you refused to grant of your own will to my unworthiness。 I could not stoop so low。 You possibly think of outrage； for myself； I have no such thoughts。〃
He flung his cigar coolly into the fire。
〃The smoke is unpleasant to you； no doubt； madame？〃 he said； and rising at once； he took a chafing…dish from the hearth； burnt perfumes； and purified the air。 The Duchess's astonishment was only equalled by her humiliation。 She was in this man's power； and he would not abuse his power。 The eyes in which love had once blazed like flame were now quiet and steady as stars。 She trembled。 Her dread of Armand was increased by a nightmare sensation of restlessness and utter inability to move； she felt as if she were turned to stone。 She lay passive in the grip of fear。 She thought she saw the light behind the curtains grow to a blaze； as if blown up by a pair of bellows； in another moment the gleams of flame grew brighter； and she fancied that three masked figures suddenly flashed out； but the terrible vision disappeared so swiftly that she took it for an optical delusion。
〃Madame；〃 Armand continued with cold contempt； 〃one minute； just one minute is enough for me； and you shall feel it afterwards at every moment throughout your lifetime； the one eternity over which I have power。 I am not God。 Listen carefully to me；〃 he continued； pausing to add solemnity to his words。 〃Love will always come at your call。 You have boundless power over men： but remember that once you called love； and love came to you； love as pure and true…hearted as may be on earth； and as reverent as it was passionate； fond as a devoted woman's； as a mother's love； a love so great indeed； that it was past the bounds of reason。 You played with it； and you committed a crime。
Every woman has a right to refuse herself to love which she feels she cannot share； and if a man loves and cannot win love in return； he is not to be pitied； he has no right to complain。 But with a semblance of love to attract an unfortunate creature cut off from all affection； to teach him to understand happiness to the full； only to snatch it from him； to rob him of his future of felicity； to slay his happiness not merely today； but as long as his life lasts； by poisoning every hour of it and every thoughtthis I call a fearful crime！〃
〃Monsieur〃
〃I cannot allow you to answer me yet。 So listen to me still。 In any case I have rights over you； but I only choose to exercise onethe right of the judge over the criminal； so that I may arouse your conscience。 If you had no conscience left； I should not reproach you at all； but you are so young！ You must feel some life still in your heart； or so I like to believe。 While I think of you as depraved enough to do a wrong which the law does not punish； I do not think you so degraded that you cannot comprehend the full meaning of my words。 I resume。〃
As he spoke the Duchess heard the smothered sound of a pair of bellows。 Those mysterious figures which she had just seen were blowing up the fire； no doubt； the glow shone through the curtain。 But Montriveau's lurid face was turned upon her； she could not choose but wait with a fast…beating heart and eyes fixed in a stare。 However curious she felt； the heat in Armand's words interested her even more than the crackling of the mysterious flames。
〃Madame；〃 he went on after a pause； 〃if some poor wretch commits a murder in Paris； it is the executioner's duty； you know； to lay hands on him and stretch him on the plank； where murderers pay for their crimes with their heads。 Then the newspapers inform everyone； rich and poor； so that the former are assured that they may sleep in peace； and the latter are warned that they must be on the watch if they would live。 Well； you that are religious； and even a little of a bigot； may have masses said for such a man's soul。 You both belong to the same family； but yours is the elder branch； and the elder branch may occupy high places in peace and live happily and without cares。 Want or anger may drive your brother the convict to take a man's life； you have taken more； you have taken the joy out of a man's life； you have killed all that was best in his lifehis dearest beliefs。 The murderer simply lay in wait for his victim； and killed him reluctantly； and in fear of the scaffold； but YOU 。 。 。 ！ You heaped up every sin that weakness can commit against strength that suspected no evil； you tamed a passive victim； the better to gnaw his heart out； you lured him with caresses； you left nothing undone that could set him dreaming； imagining； longing for the bliss of love。 You asked innumerable sacrifices of him； only to refuse to make any in return。 He should see the light indeed before you put out his eyes！ It is wonderful how you found the heart to do it！ Such villainies demand a display of resource quite above the comprehension of those bourgeoises whom you laugh at and despise。 They can give and forgive； they know how to love and suffer。 The grandeur of their devotion dwarfs us。 Rising higher in the social scale； one finds just as much mud as at the lower end； but with this difference； at the upper end it is hard and gilded over。
〃Yes； to find baseness in perfection； you must look for a noble bringing up； a great name； a fair woman； a duchess。 You cannot fall lower than the lowest unless you are set high above the rest of the world。I express my thoughts badly； the wounds you dealt me are too painful as yet； but do not think that I complain。 My words are not the expression of any hope for myself； there is no trace of bitterness in them。 Know this； madame； for a certaintyI forgive you。 My forgiveness is so complete that you need not feel in the least sorry that you came hither to find it against your will。 。 。 。 But you might take advantage of other hearts as child…like as my own； and it is my duty to spare them anguish。 So you have inspired the thought of justice。 Expiate your sin here on earth； God may perhaps forgive you； I wish that He may； but He is inexorable； and will strike。〃
The broken…spirited； broken…hearted woman looked up； her eyes filled with tears。
〃Why do you cry？ Be true to your nature。 You could look on indifferently at the torture of a heart as you broke it。 That will do； madame； do not cry。 I cannot bear it any longer。 Other men will tell you that you have given them life； as for myself； I tell you； with rapture； that you have given me blank extinction。 Perhaps you guess that I am not my own； that I am bound to live for my friends； that from this time forth I must endure the cold chill of death； as well as the burden of life？ Is it possible that there can be so much kindness in you？ Are you like the desert tigress that licks the wounds she has inflicted？〃
The Duchess burst out sobbing。
〃Pray spare your tears； madame。 If I believed in them at all； it would merely set me on my guard。 Is this another of your artifices？ or is it not？ You have used so many with me； how can one think that there is any truth in you？ Nothing that you do or say has any power now to move me。 That is all I have to say。〃
Mme de Langeais rose to her feet； with a great dignity and humility in her bearing。
〃You are right to treat me very hardly；〃 she said； holding out a hand to the man who did not take it； 〃you have not spoken hardly enough； and I deserve this punishment。〃
〃_I_ punish you； madame！ A man must love still； to punish； must he not？ From me you must expect no feeling； nothing resembling it。 If I chose； I might be accuser and judge in my cause； and pronounce and carry out the sentence。 But I am about to fulfil a duty； not a desire of vengeance of any kind。 The cruellest revenge of all； I think； is scorn of revenge when it is in our power to take it。 Perhaps I shall be the minister of your pleasures； who knows？ Perhaps from this time forth； as you gracefully wear the tokens of disgrace by which society marks out
