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we could rise; when suddenly what at first I took to 
be a baboon came hopping round the fire; and was 
instantly met upon the other side by a lion; or rather 
a human being dressed in a lion's skin。 Then came a 
goat; then a man wrapped in an ox's hide; with the 
horns wobbling about in a ludicrous way。 After him 
followed a blesbok; then an impala; then a koodoo; 
then more goats; and many other animals; including a 
girl sewn up in the shining scaly hide of a boa 
constrictor; several yards of which trailed along the 
ground behind her。 When all the beasts had collected 
they began to dance about in a lumbering; unnatural 
fashion; and to imitate the sounds produced by the 
respective animals they represented; till the whole 
air was alive with roars and bleating and the hissing 
of snakes。 This went on for a long time; till; getting 
tired of the pantomime; I asked Ayesha if there would 
be any objection to Leo and myself walking round to 
inspect the human torches; and as she had nothing to 
say against it; we started; striking round to the 
left。 After looking at one or two of the flaming 
bodies; we were about to return; thoroughly disgusted 
with the grotesque weirdness of the spectacle; when 
our attention was attracted by one of the dancers; a 
particularly active leopard; that had separated itself 
from its fellow…beasts; and was whisking about in our 
immediate neighborhood; but gradually drawing into a 
spot where the shadow was darkest; equidistant between 
two of the flaming mummies。 Drawn by curiosity; we 
followed it; when suddenly it darted past us into the 
shadows beyond; and as it did so erected itself and 
whispered; 〃Come;〃 in a voice that we both recognized 
as that of Ustane。 Without waiting to consult me Leo 
turned and followed her into the outer darkness; and 
I; feeling sick enough at heart; went after them。 The 
leopard crawled on for about fifty pacesa sufficient 
distance to be quite beyond the light of the fire and 
torchesand then Leo came up with it; or; rather; 
with Ustane。

〃O my lord;〃 I heard her whisper; 〃so I have found 
thee! Listen; I am in peril of my life from _i_ She 
_i_ …who…must…be…obeyed。' Surely the Baboon has told 
thee how she drove me from thee? I love thee; my lord; 
and thou art mine according to the custom of the 
country。 I saved thy life! My Lion; wilt thou cast me 
off now?〃

〃Of course not;〃 ejaculated Leo; 〃I have been 
wondering whither thou hadst gone。 Let us go and 
explain matters to the queen。〃

〃Nay; nay; she would slay us。 Thou knowest not her 
powerthe Baboon there; he knoweth; for he saw。 Nay; 
there is but one way: if thou wilt cleave to me; thou 
must flee with me across the marshes even now; and 
then perchance we may escape。〃

〃For Heaven's sake; Leo;〃 I began; but she broke in

〃Nay; listen not to him。 Swiftbe swiftdeath is in 
the air we breathe。 Even now; mayhap; _i_ She _i_ 
heareth us;〃 and without more ado she proceeded to 
back her arguments by throwing herself into his arms。 
As she did so the leopard's head slipped from her 
hair; and I saw the three white finger…marks upon it 
gleaming faintly in the starlight。 Once more realizing 
the desperate nature of the position; I was about to 
interpose; for I knew that Leo was not too strong…
minded where women were concerned; whenoh! horror!
I heard a little silvery laugh behind me。 I turned 
round; and there was _i_ She _i_ herself; and with her 
Billali and two male mutes。 I gasped and nearly sank 
to the ground; for I knew that such a situation must 
result in some dreadful tragedy; of which it seemed 
exceedingly probable to me that I should be the first 
victim。

As for Ustane; she untwined her arms and covered her 
eyes with her hands; while Leo; not knowing the full 
terror of the position; merely colored up; and looked 
as foolish as a man caught in such a trap would 
naturally do。

CHAPTER XX

TRIUMPH

THEN followed a moment of the most painful silence 
that I ever endured。 It was broken by Ayesha; who 
addressed herself to Leo。

〃Nay; now my lord and guest;〃 she said; in her softest 
tones; which yet had the ring of steel about them; 
〃look not so bashful。 Surely the sight was a pretty 
onethe leopard and the lion!〃

〃Oh; hang it all!〃 said Leo; in English。

〃And thou; Ustane;〃 she went on; 〃surely I should have 
passed thee by had not the light fallen on the white 
across thy hair;〃 and she pointed to the bright edge 
of the rising moon which was now appearing above the 
horizon。 〃Well! well! the dance is donesee; the 
tapers have burned down; and all things end in silence 
and in ashes。 So thou thoughtest it a fit time for 
love; Ustane; my servantand I; dreaming not that I 
could be disobeyed; thought thee already far away。〃

〃Play not with me;〃 moaned the wretched woman; 〃slay 
me; and let be an end。〃

〃Nay; why? It is not well to go so swift from the hot 
lips of love down to the cold mouth of the grave;〃 and 
she made a motion to the mutes; who instantly stepped 
up and caught the girl by either arm。 With an oath Leo 
sprang upon the nearest; and hurled him to the ground; 
and then stood over him with his face set; and his 
fist ready。

Again Ayesha laughed。 〃It was well thrown; my guest; 
thou hast a strong arm for one who so late was sick。 
But now out of thy courtesy I pray thee let that man 
live and do my bidding。 He shall not harm the girl; 
the night air grows chill; and I would welcome her in 
mine own place。 Surely she whom thou dost favor shall 
be favored of me also。〃

I took Leo by the arm; and pulled him from the 
prostrate mute; and he; half bewildered; obeyed the 
pressure。 Then we all set out for the cave across the 
plateau; where a pile of white human ashes was all 
that remained of the fire that had lit the dancing; 
for the dancers had vanished。

In due course we gained Ayesha's boudoirall too soon 
it seemed to me; having a sad presage of what was to 
come lying heavy on my heart。

Ayesha seated herself upon her cushions; and; having 
dismissed Job and Billali; by signs bade the mutes 
tend the lamps and retire。 all save one girl; who was 
her favorite personal attendant。 We three remained 
standing; the unfortunate Ustane a little to the left 
of the rest of us。

〃Now; O Holly;〃 Ayesha began; 〃how came it that thou; 
who didst hear my words bidding this evil…doer〃and 
she pointed to Ustane〃to go from hence…thou at whose 
prayer I did weakly spare her life…how came it; I say; 
that thou wast a sharer in what I saw to…night? 
Answer; and for thine own sake; I say; speak all the 
truth; for I am not minded to hear lies upon this 
matter!〃

〃It was by accident; O queen;〃 I answered。 〃I knew 
naught of it。〃

〃I do believe thee; O Holly;〃 she answered; coolly; 
〃and well it is for thee that I dothen does the 
whole guilt rest upon her。〃

〃I do not find any guilt therein;〃 broke in Leo。 〃She 
is not another man's wife; and it appears that she has 
married me according to the custom of this awful 
place; so who is the worse? Any way; madam;〃 he went 
on; 〃whatever she has done I have done too; so if she 
is to be punished let me be punished also; and I tell 
thee;〃 he went on; working himself up into a fury; 
〃that if thou biddest one of those deaf…and…dumb 
villains to touch her again; I will tear him to 
pieces!〃 And he looked as though he meant it。

Ayesha listened in icy silence; and made no remark。 
When he had finished; however; she addressed Ustane。

〃Hast thou aught to say; woman? Thou silly straw; thou 
feather; who didst think to float towards thy 
passion's petty ends; even against the great wind of 
my will! Tell me; for I fain would understand。 Why 
didst thou this thing?〃 

And then I think I saw the most tremendous exhibition 
of moral courage and intrepidity that it is possible 
to conceive。 For the poor; doomed girl; knowing what 
she had to expect at the hands of her terrible queen; 
knowing; too; from bitter experience how great was her 
adversary's power; yet gathered herself together; and 
out of the very depths of her despair drew materials 
to defy her。

〃I did it; O _i_ She _i_ ;〃 she answered; drawing 
herself up to the full of her stately height; and 
throwing back the leopard skin from her head; 〃because 
my love is stronger than the grave。 I did it because 
my life without this man whom my heart chose would be 
but a living death。 Therefore did I risk my life; and 
now that I know that it is forfeit to thine anger; yet 
am I glad that I did risk it; and pay it away in the 
risking; ay; because he embraced me once; and told me 
that he loved me yet。〃

Here Ayesha half rose from her couch; and then sank 
down again。

〃I have no magic;〃 went on Ustane; her rich voice 
ringing strong and full; 〃and I am not a queen; nor do 
I live forever; but a woman's heart is heavy to sink 
through waters; however deep; O queen! and a woman's 
eyes are quick to see; even through thy veil; O queen!

〃Listen: I know it; thou dost love this man thyself; 
and therefore wouldst thou destroy me who stand across 
thy path。 Ay; I dieI die; and go into the darkness; 
nor know I whither I go。 But this I know。 There is a 
light shining in my breast; and by that light; as by a 
lamp; I see the truth; and the future that I shall not 
share unroll itself before me like a scroll。 When 
first I knew my lord;〃 and she pointed to Leo; 〃I knew 
also that death would be the bridal gift he gave me
it rushed upon me of a sudden; but I turned not back; 
being ready to pay the price; and; behold; death is 
here! And now; even as I knew that; so do I; standing 
on the steps of doom; know that thou shalt not reap 
the profits of thy crime。 Mine he is; and; though thy 
beauty shine like a sun among the stars; mine shall he 
remain for thee。 Never here in this life shall he look 
thee in the eyes and call thee spouse。 Thou too art 
doomed; I see〃 and her voice rang like the cry of an 
inspired prophetess; 〃ah; I see〃

Then came an answering cry of mingled rage and terror。 
I turned my head。 Ayesha had risen; and was standing 
with her outstretched hand pointing at Ustane; wh

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