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more composed�察�enquired if she had ever heard from Montraville since the
unfortunate recontre in her bed chamber。
;Ah no�察─�said she。 ;I fear I shall never hear from him again。;
;I am greatly of your opinion�察─�said Belcour�察 �for he has been for some
time past greatly attached;
At the word ;attached; a death´like paleness overspread the
countenance of Charlotte�察�but she applied to some hartshorn which stood
beside her�察�and Belcour proceeded。
;He has been for some time past greatly attached to one Miss Franklin�察�
a pleasing lively girl�察�with a large fortune。;
;She may be richer�察�may be handsomer�察─�cried Charlotte�察 �but cannot
love him so well。 Oh may she beware of his art�察�and not trust him too far
as I have done。;
;He addresses her publicly�察─�said he�察 �and it was rumoured they were
to be married before he sailed for Eustatia�察 �whither his company is
ordered。;
;Belcour�察─�said Charlotte�察�seizing his hand�察�and gazing at him earnestly�察�
while her pale lips trembled with convulsive agony�察 �tell me�察�and tell me
truly�察 �I beseech you�察 �do you think he can be such a villain as to marry
another woman�察 �and leave me to die with want and misery in a strange
land�此�tell me what you think�察�I can bear it very well�察�I will not shrink from
this heaviest stroke of fate�察 �I have deserved my afflictions�察 �and I will
endeavour to bear them as I ought。;
;I fear�察─�said Belcour�察 �he can be that villain。;
;Perhaps�察─�cried she�察�eagerly interrupting him�察 �perhaps he is married
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already�此 �come�察 �let me know the worst�察─ �continued she with an affected
look of composure�此 �you need not be afraid�察�I shall not send the fortunate
lady a bowl of poison。;
;Well then�察�my dear girl�察─�said he�察�deceived by her appearance�察 �they
were married on Thursday�察 �and yesterday morning they sailed for
Eustatia。;
;Marriedgonesay you�拭─ �cried she in a distracted accent�察 �what
without a last farewell�察�without one thought on my unhappy situation� �Oh
Montraville�察 �may God forgive your perfidy。; She shrieked�察 �and Belcour
sprang forward just in time to prevent her falling to the floor。
Alarming faintings now succeeded each other�察�and she was conveyed
to her bed�察�from whence she earnestly prayed she might never more arise。
Belcour staid with her that night�察�and in the morning found her in a high
fever。 The fits she had been seized with had greatly terrified him�察 �and
confined as she now was to a bed of sickness�察�she was no longer an object
of desire�此�it is true for several days he went constantly to see her�察�but her
pale�察�emaciated appearance disgusted him�此�his visits became less frequent�察�
he forgot the solemn charge given him by Montraville�察�he even forgot the
money entrusted to his care�察 �and�察 �the burning blush of indignation and
shame tinges my cheek while I write it�察 �this disgrace to humanity and
manhood at length forgot even the injured Charlotte�察�and�察�attracted by the
blooming health of a farmer's daughter�察�whom he had seen in his frequent
excursions to the country�察�he left the unhappy girl to sink unnoticed to the
grave�察�a prey to sickness�察�grief�察�and penury�察�while he�察�having triumphed
over the virtue of the artless cottager�察 �rioted in all the intemperance of
luxury and lawless pleasure。
CHAPTER XXVIII。
A TRIFLING RETROSPECT。
;BLESS my heart�察─�cries my young�察�volatile reader�察 �I shall never have
patience to get through these volumes�察�there are so many ahs� �and ohs� �so
much fainting�察�tears�察�and distress�察�I am sick to death of the subject。; My
dear�察�chearful�察�innocent girl�察�for innocent I will suppose you to be�察�or you
would acutely feel the woes of Charlotte�察�did conscience say�察�thus might it
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have been with me�察 �had not Providence interposed to snatch me from
destruction�此 �therefore�察 �my lively�察 �innocent girl�察 �I must request your
patience�此�I am writing a tale of truth�此�I mean to write it to the heart�此�but if
perchance the heart is rendered impenetrable by unbounded prosperity�察�or
a continuance in vice�察�I expect not my tale to please�察�nay�察�I even expect it
will be thrown by with disgust。 But softly�察 �gentle fair one�察 �I pray you
throw it not aside till you have perused the whole�察�mayhap you may find
something therein to repay you for the trouble。 Methinks I see a sarcastic
smile sit on your countenance。;And what�察─�cry you�察 �does the conceited
author suppose we can glean from these pages�察�if Charlotte is held up as
an object of terror�察�to prevent us from falling into guilty errors�拭�does not
La Rue triumph in her shame�察 �and by adding art to guilt�察 �obtain the
affection of a worthy man�察�and rise to a station where she is beheld with
respect�察�and chearfully received into all companies。 What then is the moral
you would inculcate�拭�Would you wish us to think that a deviation from
virtue�察�if covered by art and hypocrisy�察�is not an object of detestation�察�but
on the contrary shall raise us to fame and honour�拭�while the hapless girl
who falls a victim to her too great sensibility�察 �shall be loaded with
ignominy and shame�拭─ �No�察 �my fair querist�察 �I mean no such thing。
Remember the endeavours of the wicked are often suffered to prosper�察�that
in the end their fall may be attended with more bitterness of heart�察�while
the cup of affliction is poured out for wise and salutary ends�察�and they who
are compelled to drain it even to the bitter dregs�察�often find comfort at the
bottom�察 �the tear of penitence blots their offences from the book of fate�察�
and they rise from the heavy�察�painful trial�察�purified and fit for a mansion in
the kingdom of eternity。
Yes�察�my young friends�察�the tear of compassion shall fall for the fate of
Charlotte�察�while the name of La Rue shall be detested and despised。 For
Charlotte�察�the soul melts with sympathy�察�for La Rue�察�it feels nothing but
horror and contempt。 But perhaps your gay hearts would rather follow the
fortunate Mrs。 Crayton through the scenes of pleasure and dissipation in
which she was engaged�察 �than listen to the complaints and miseries of
Charlotte。 I will for once oblige you�察�I will for once follow her to midnight
revels�察�balls�察�and scenes of gaiety�察�for in such was she constantly engaged。
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I have said her person was lovely�察�let us add that she was surrounded
by splendor and affluence�察�and he must know but little of the world who
can wonder�察 。�however faulty such a woman's conduct�撮� at her being
followed by the men�察 �and her company courted by the women�此 �in short
Mrs。 Crayton was the universal favourite�此 �she set the fashions�察 �she was
toasted by all the gentlemen�察�and copied by all the ladies。
Colonel Crayton was a domestic man。 Could he be happy with such a
woman�拭 �impossible� �Remonstrance was vain�此 �he might as well have
preached to the winds�察 �as endeavour to persuade her from any action�察�
however ridiculous�察�on which she had set her mind�此�in short�察�after a little
ineffectual struggle�察�he gave up the attempt�察�and left her to follow the bent
of her own inclinations�此�what those were�察�I think the reader must have seen
enough of her character to form a just idea。 Among the number who paid
their devotions at her shrine�察 �she singled one�察 �a young Ensign of mean
birth�察 �indifferent education�察 �and weak intellects。 How such a man came
into the army�察�we hardly know to account for�察�and how he afterwards rose
to posts of honour is likewise strange and wonderful。 But fortune is blind�察�
and so are those too frequently who have the power of dispensing her
favours�此�else why do we see fools and knaves at the very top of the wheel�察�
while patient merit sinks to the extreme of the opposite abyss。 But we may
form a thousand conjectures on this subject�察�and yet never hit on the right。
Let us therefore endeavour to deserve her smiles�察�and whether we succeed
or not�察�we shall feel more innate satisfaction�察�than thousands of those who
bask in the sunshine of her favour unworthily。 But to return to Mrs。
Crayton�此 �this young man�察 �whom I shall distinguish by the name of
Corydon�察�was the reigning favourite of her heart。 He escorted her to the
play�察�danced with her at every ball�察�and when indisposition prevented her
going out�察�it was he alone who was permitted to chear the gloomy solitude
to which she was obliged to confine herself。 Did she ever think of poor
Charlotte�拭�if she did�察�my dear Miss�察�it was only to laugh at the poor girl's
want of spirit in consenting to be moped up in the country�察 �while
Montraville was enjoying all the pleasures of a gay�察�dissipated city。 When
she heard of his marriage�察�she smiling said�察�so there's an end of Madam
Charlotte's hopes。 I wonder who will take her now�察�or what will become o