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stooping to raise the weeping penitent�察 �while every tear from her eye is
numbered by drops from his bleeding heart�察�my bosom glows with honest
indignation�察�and I wish for power to extirpate those monsters of seduction
from the earth。
Oh my dear girlsfor to such only am I writinglisten not to the voice
of love�察�unless sanctioned by paternal approbation�此�be assured�察�it is now
past the days of romance�此�no woman can be run away with contrary to her
own inclination�此�then kneel down each morning�察�and request kind heaven
to keep you free from temptation�察�or�察�should it please to suffer you to be
tried�察 �pray for fortitude to resist the impulse of inclination when it runs
counter to the precepts of religion and virtue。
CHAPTER VII。
NATURAL SENSE OF PROPRIETY INHERENT IN THE
FEMALE BOSOM。
;I CANNOT think we have done exactly right in going out this
evening�察�Mademoiselle�察─�said Charlotte�察�seating herself when she entered
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her apartment�此 �nay�察�I am sure it was not right�察�for I expected to be very
happy�察�but was sadly disappointed。;
;It was your own fault�察�then�察─�replied Mademoiselle�此 �for I am sure my
cousin omitted nothing that could serve to render the evening agreeable。;
;True�察─�said Charlotte�此 �but I thought the gentlemen were very free in
their manner�此�I wonder you would suffer them to behave as they did。;
;Prithee�察�don't be such a foolish little prude�察─�said the artful woman�察�
affecting anger�此 �I invited you to go in hopes it would divert you�察�and be
an agreeable change of scene�察�however�察�if your delicacy was hurt by the
behaviour of the gentlemen�察�you need not go again�察�so there let it rest。 ;
;I do not intend to go again�察─ �said Charlotte�察 �gravely taking off her
bonnet�察�and beginning to prepare for bed�此 �I am sure�察�if Madame Du Pont
knew we had been out to´night�察�she would be very angry�察�and it is ten to
one but she hears of it by some means or other。;
;Nay�察 �Miss�察─ �said La Rue�察 �perhaps your mighty sense of propriety
may lead you to tell her yourself�此�and in order to avoid the censure you
would incur�察�should she hear of it by accident�察�throw the blame on me�此�but
I confess I deserve it�此�it will be a very kind return for that partiality which
led me to prefer you before any of the rest of the ladies�察�but perhaps it will
give you pleasure�察─�continued she�察�letting fall some hypocritical tears�察 �to
see me deprived of bread�察�and for an action which by the most rigid could
only be esteemed an inadvertency�察 �lose my place and character�察 �and be
driven again into the world�察 �where I have already suffered all the evils
attendant on poverty。 ;
This was touching Charlotte in the most vulnerable part�此�she rose from
her seat�察�and taking Mademoiselle's hand;You know�察�my dear La Rue�察─�
said she�察 �I love you too well�察�to do anything that would injure you in my
governess's opinion�此�I am only sorry we went out this evening。;
;I don't believe it�察�Charlotte�察─�said she�察�assuming a little vivacity�察 �for
if you had not gone out�察�you would not have seen the gentleman who met
us crossing the field�察 �and I rather think you were pleased with his
conversation。;
;I had seen him once before�察─�replied Charlotte�察 �and thought him an
agreeable man�察�and you know one is always pleased to see a person with
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whom one has passed several chearful hours。 ;But�察─�said she pausing�察�and
drawing the letter from her pocket�察�while a gentle suffusion of vermillion
tinged her neck and face�察 �he gave me this letter�察�what shall I do with it�拭─�
;Read it�察�to be sure�察─�returned Mademoiselle。
;I am afraid I ought not�察─�said Charlotte�此 �my mother has often told me�察�
I should never read a letter given me by a young man�察�without first giving
it to her。 ;
;Lord bless you�察�my dear girl�察─�cried the teacher smiling�察 �have you a
mind to be in leading strings all your life time。 Prithee open the letter�察�read
it�察�and judge for yourself�察�if you show it your mother�察�the consequence will
be�察�you will be taken from school�察�and a strict guard kept over you�察�so you
will stand no chance of ever seeing the smart young officer again。;
;I should not like to leave school yet�察─�replied Charlotte�察 �till I have
attained a greater proficiency in my Italian and music。 But you can�察�if you
please�察�Mademoiselle�察 �take the letter back to Montraville�察 �and tell him I
wish him well�察 �but cannot�察 �with any propriety�察 �enter into a clandestine
correspondence with him。; She laid the letter on the table�察�and began to
undress herself。
;Well�察─�said La Rue�察 �I vow you are an unaccountable girl�此�have you
no curiosity to see the inside now�拭�for my part I could no more let a letter
addressed to me lie unopened so long�察 �than I could work miracles�此 �he
writes a good hand�察─ �continued she�察 �turning the letter�察 �to look at the
superscription。
;'Tis well enough�察─�said Charlotte�察�drawing it towards her。
;He is a genteel young fellow�察─�said La Rue carelessly�察�folding up her
apron at the same time�察 �but I think he is marked with the small pox。;
;Oh you are greatly mistaken�察─ �said Charlotte eagerly�察 �he has a
remarkable clear skin and fine complexion。;
;His eyes�察�if I could judge by what I saw�察─�said La Rue�察 �are grey and
want expression。;
;By no means�察─�replied Charlotte�察 �they are the most expressive eyes I
ever saw。; ;Well�察 �child�察 �whether they are grey or black is of no
consequence�此�you have determined not to read his letter�察�so it is likely you
will never either see or hear from him again。;
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Charlotte took up the letter�察�and Mademoiselle continued
;He is most probably going to America�察�and if ever you should hear
any account of him�察 �it may possibly be that he is killed�察 �and though he
loved you ever so fervently�察 �though his last breath should be spent in a
prayer for your happiness�察�it can be nothing to you�此�you can feel nothing
for the fate of the man�察 �whose letters you will not open�察 �and whose
sufferings you will not alleviate�察 �by permitting him to think you would
remember him when absent�察�and pray for his safety。;
Charlotte still held the letter in her hand�此 �her heart swelled at the
conclusion of Mademoiselle's speech�察�and a tear dropped upon the wafer
that closed it。
;The wafer is not dry yet�察─�said she�察 �and sure there can be no great
harm; She hesitated。 La Rue was silent。 ;I may read it�察�Mademoiselle�察�
and return it afterwards。;
;Certainly�察─�replied Mademoiselle。
;At any rate I am determined not to answer it�察─�continued Charlotte�察�as
she opened the letter。
Here let me stop to make one remark�察 �and trust me my very heart
aches while I write it�察�but certain I am�察�that when once a woman has stifled
the sense of shame in her own bosom�察�when once she has lost sight of the
basis on which reputation�察�honour�察�every thing that should be dear to the
female heart�察�rests�察�she grows hardened in guilt�察�and will spare no pains to
bring down innocence and beauty to the shocking level with herself�此�and
this proceeds from that diabolical spirit of envy�察�which repines at seeing
another in the full possession of that respect and esteem which she can no
longer hope to enjoy。
Mademoiselle eyed the unsuspecting Charlotte�察 �as she perused the
letter�察�with a malignant pleasure。 She saw�察�that the contents had awakened
new emotions in her youthful bosom�此�she encouraged her hopes�察�calmed
her fears�察�and before they parted for the night�察�it was determined that she
should meet Montraville the ensuing evening。
CHAPTER VIII。
DOMESTIC PLEASURES PLANNED。
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;I THINK�察 �my dear�察─ �said Mrs。 Temple�察 �laying her hand on her
husband's arm as they were walking together in the garden�察 �I think next
Wednesday is Charlotte's birth day�此�now I have formed a little scheme in
my own mind�察 �to give her an agreeable surprise�察 �and if you have no
objection�察 �we will send for her home on that day。; Temple pressed his
wife's hand in token of approbation�察�and she proceeded。;You know the
little alcove at the bottom of the garden�察�of which Charlotte is so fond�拭�I
have an inclination to deck this out in a fanciful manner�察�and invite all her
little friends to partake of a collation of fruit�察�sweetmeats�察�and other things
suitable to the general taste of young guests�察�and to make it more pleasing
to Charlotte�察�she shall be mistress of the feast�察�and entertain her visitors in
this alcove。 I know she will be delighted�察�and to complete all�察�they shall
have some music�察�and finish with a dance。 ;
;A very fine plan�察 �indeed�察─ �said Temple�察 �smiling�察 �and you really
suppose I will wink at your indulging the girl