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　fingers；　and　he　took　firmer　grip　of　her　knees　as　she　moved；　opening　her　wider　still。　Lifting　his　right　hand　to　his　mouth　he　licked　his　middle　finger　and　put　it　down　against　her　pucker　of　her　other　hole；　rubbing　it　gently。
　〃Will　you　suck　me　now？〃　he　asked　her。　〃Just　a　little？〃
　〃Show　me　it；〃　she　said。
　He　stepped　away　from　her　and　took　off　his　underwear。　The　curiosity　was　now　fully　risen　and　florid。　She　sat　up　and　put　it　back　between　her　lips；　one　hand　holding　it　by　its　pulsing　root　while　the　other　continued　its　dalliance　with　her　own　sex。　She'd　never　been　good　at　guessing　the　point　at　which　the　milk　boiled　over；　so　she　took　it　from　the　heat　of　her　mouth　to　cool　him　a　little；　glancing　up　at　him　as　she　did　so。　Either　the　extraction　or　her　glance　set　him　off；　however。
　〃Damn！〃　he　said。　〃Damn！〃；　and　started　to　step　back　from　her；　his　hand　going　down　to　his　groin　to　take　the　curiosity　in　a　stranglehold。
　It　seemed　he　might　have　succeeded；　as　two　desultory　dribbles　ran　from　its　head。　Then　his　testicles　unleashed　their　flood；　and　it　came　forth　in　unmon　abundance。　He　moaned　as　it　came；　as　much　in　self…admonishment　as　pleasure；　she　thought；　that　assumption　confirmed　when　he'd　emptied　his　sac　upon　the　floor。
　〃I'm　sorry　。　。　。〃　he　said；　〃。。；　I'm　sorry。　。　。。〃
　〃There's　no　need；〃　she　said；　standing　up　and　putting　her　lips　to　his。　He　continued　to　murmur　his　apologies；　however。
　〃I　haven't　done　that　in　a　long　time；〃　he　said。　〃So　adolescent。〃
　She　kept　her　silence；　knowing　anything　she　said　would　only　begin　a　further　round　of　self…reproach。　He　slipped　away　into　the　bathroom　to　find　a　towel。　When　he　returned　she　was　picking　up　her　clothes。
　〃Are　you　going？〃　he　said。
　〃Only　to　my　room。〃
　〃Do　you　have　to？〃　he　said。　〃I　know　that　wasn't　much　of　a　performance；　but　。　。　。　the　bed's　big　enough　for　us　both。　And　I　don't　snore。〃
　〃The　bed's　enormous。〃
　〃So　。　。　。　would　you　stay？〃　he　said。
　〃I'd　like　to。〃
　He　made　a　charming　smile。　〃I'm　honored；〃　he　said。　〃Will　you　excuse　me　a　moment？〃
　He　switched　the　bathroom　light　back　on　and　disappeared　inside；　closing　the　door；　leaving　her　to　lie　back　on　the　bed　and　wonder　at　this　whole　turn　of　events。　Its　very　oddness　seemed　appropriate。　After　all；　this　whole　journey　had　begun　with　an　act　of　misplaced　love：　love　bee　murder。　Now　a　new　dislocation。　Here　she　was；　lying　in　the　bed　of　a　man　with　a　body　far　from　beautiful；　whose　bulk　she　longed　to　have　upon　her；　whose　hands　were　capable　of　fratricide　but　aroused　her　like　none　she'd　ever　known；　who'd　walked　more　worlds　than　an　opium　poet；　but　couldn't　speak　love　without　stumbling；　who　was　a　titan；　and　yet。　afraid。　She　made　a　nest　among　his　duck…down　pillows　and　waited　there　for　him　to　e　back　and　tell　her　a　story　of　love。
　He　reappeared　after　a　long　while　and　slipped　beneath　the　sheets　beside　her。　True　to　her　imaginings；　he　said　he　loved　her　at　last；　but　only　once　he'd　turned　the　light　out；　and　his　eyes　were　not　available　for　study。
　When　she　slept；　it　was　deeply；　and　when　she　woke　again；　it　was　like　sleeping；　dark　and　pleasurable；　the　former　because　the　drapes　were　still　drawn；　and　between　their　cracks　she　could　see　that　the　sky　was　still　benighted；　the　latter　because　Oscar　was　behind　her；　and　inside。　One　of　his　hands　was　upon　her　breast；　the　other　lifting　her　leg　so　that　he　could　ease　his　upward　stroke。　He'd　entered　her　with　skill　and　discretion；　she　realized。　Not　only　had　he　not　stirred　her　until　he　was　embedded；　but　he'd　chosen　the　virgin　passage；　which…had　he　suggested　it　while　she　was　awake…she'd　have　attempted　to　coax　him　from；　fearing　the　disfort。　In　truth；　there　was　none；　though　the　sensation　was　quite　unlike　anything　she'd　felt　before。　He　kissed　her　neck　and　shoulder　blade；　light　kisses；　as　though　he　was　unaware　of　her　wakefulness。　She　made　it　known　with　a　sigh。　His　stroke　slowed　and　stopped；　but　she　pressed　her　buttocks　back　to　meet　his　thrust；　satisfying　his　curiosity　as　to　the　limit　of　its　access；　which　was　to　say　none。　She　was　happy　to　accept　him　entirely；　trapping　his　hand　against　her　breast　to　press　it　to　rougher　service；　while　putting　her　own　at　the　connecting　place。　He'd　dutifully　slipped　on　a　condom　before　entering　her；　which；　together　with　the　fact　that　he'd　already　poured　forth　once　tonight；　made　him　a　near　perfect　lover：　slow　and　certain。
　She　didn't　use　the　dark　to　reconfigure　him。　The　man　pressing　his　face　into　her　hair；　and　biting　at　her　shoulder；　wasn't…like　the　mystif　he'd　described…a　reflection　of　imagined　ideals。　It　was　Oscar　Godolphin；　paunch；　curiosity；　and　all。　What　she　did　reconfigure　was　herself；　so　that　she　became　in　her　mind's　eye　a　glyph　of　sensation：　a　line　dividing　from　the　coil　of　her　pierced　core；　up　through　her　belly　to　the　points　of　her　breasts；　then　intersecting　again　at　her　nape；　crossing　and　being　woven　spirals　beneath　the　hood　of　her　skull。　Her　imagination　added　a　further　refinement；　inscribing　a　circle　around　this　figure；　which　burned　in　the　darkness　behind　her　lips　like　a　vision。　Her　rapture　was　perfected　then：　being　an　abstraction　in　his　arms；　yet　pleasured　like　flesh。　There　was　no　greater　luxury。
　He　asked　if　they　might　move；　saying　only；　〃The　wound。　。　。〃　by　way　of　explanation。
　She　went　onto　her　hands　and　knees；　he　slipping　from　her　for　a　tormenting　moment　while　she　did　so；　then　putting　the　curiosity　back　to　work。　His　rhythm　instantly　became　more　urgent；　his　fingers　in　her　sex；　his　voice　in　her　head；　both　expressing　ecstasy。　The　glyph　brightened　in　her　mind's　eye；　fiery　from　end　to　end。　She　yelled　out　to　him；　first　only　yes　and　yes；　then　plainer　demands；　inflaming　him　to　new　invention。　The　glyph　became　blinding；　burning　away　all　thought　of　where　she　was；　or　what；　all　memory　of　conjunctions　past　subsumed　in　this　perpetuity。
　She　was　not　even　aware　that　he'd　spent　himself　until　she　felt　him　withdrawing；　and　then　she　reached　behind　her　to　keep　him　inside　a　while　longer。　He　obliged。　She　enjoyed　the　sensation　of　his　softening　inside　her；　and　even；　finally；　his　exiting；　the　tender　muscle　yielding　its　prisoner　reluctantly。　Then　he　rolled　over　onto　the　bed　beside　her　and　reached　for　the　light。　It　was　dim　enough　not　to　sting；　but　still　too　bright；　and　she　was　about　to　protest　when　she　saw　that　he　was　putting　his　fingers　to　his　injured　side。　Their　congress　had　unknitted　the　wound。　Blood　was　running　from　it　in　two　directions：　down　towards　the　curiosity；　still　nestled　in　the　condom；　and　down　his　side　to　the　sheet。
　〃It's　all　right；〃　he　said　as　she　made　to　get　up。　〃It　looks　worse　than　it　is。〃
　〃It　still　needs　something　to　staunch　it；〃　she　said。
　〃That's　good　Godolphin　blood；〃　he　said；　wincing　and　grinning　at　the　same　moment。　His　gaze　went　from　her　face　to　the　portrait　above　the　bed。　〃It's　always　flowed　freely；〃　he　said。
　〃He　doesn't　look　as　though　he　approved　of　us；〃　she　said。
　〃On　the　contrary；〃　Oscar　replied。　〃I　know　for　a　fact　he'd　adore　you。　Joshua　understood　devotion。〃
　She　looked　at　the　wound　again。　Blood　was　seeping　between　his　fingers。
　〃Won't　you　let　me　cover　that　up？〃　she　said。　〃It　makes　me　queasy。〃
　〃For　you　。　。　。　anything。〃
　〃Have　you　got　any　dressing？〃
　〃Dowd's　probably　got　some；　but　1　don't　want　him　knowing　about　us。　At　least；　not　yet。　Let's　keep　it　our　secret。〃
　〃You；　me；　and　Joshua；〃　she　said。
　〃Even　Joshua　doesn't　know　what　we　got　up　to；〃　Oscar　said；　without　a　trace　of　irony　audible　in　his　voice。　〃Why　do　you　think　1　turned　the　light　out？〃
　In　lieu　of　fresh　dressing　she　went　through　to　the　bathroom　to　find　a　towel。　While　she　was　doing　so　he　spoke　to　her　through　the　open　door。
　〃I　meant　what　I　said；　by　the　way；〃　he　told　her。
　〃About　what？〃
　〃That　I'll　do　anything　for　you。　At　least；　anything　that's　in　my　power　to　do　or　give。　I　want　you　to　stay　with　me；　Judith。　I'm　no　Adonis；　I　know　that。　But　I　learned　a　lot　from　Joshua　。　。　。　about　devotion；　1　mean。〃　She　emerged　with　the　towel　to　be　greeted　by　the　same　offer。　〃Anything　you　want。〃
　〃That's　very　generous。〃
　〃The　pleasure's　in　the　giving；〃　he　said。
　〃I　think　you　know　what　I'd　like　most。〃
　He　shook　his　head。　〃I'm　no　good　at　guessing　games。　Only　cricket。　Just　tell　me。〃
　She　sat　down　on　the　edge　of　the　bed　and　gently　tugged　his　hand　from　the　wound　in　his　side；　wiping　the　blood　from　between　his　fingers。
　〃Say　it；〃　he　told　her。
　〃Very　well；〃　she　said。　〃I　want　you　to　take　me　out　of　this　Dominion；　I　want　you　to　show　me　Yzordderrex。〃
　
　
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　Twenty…two　days　after　emerging　from　the　icy　wastes　of　the　Jokalaylau　into　the　balmier　climes　of　the　Third　Dominion…days　which　had　seen　Pie　and　Gentle's　fortunes　rise　dramatically　as　they　journeyed　through　the　Third's　diverse　territories…the　wanderers　were　standing　on　a　station　platform　outside　the　tiny　town　of　Mai…ke；　waiting　for　the　train　that　once　a　week　came　through　on　its　way　from　the　city　of　lahmandhas；　in　the　northeast；　to　L'Himby；　half　a　day's　journey　to　the　south。
　They　were　eager　to　be　departing。　Of　all　the　towns　and　villages　they'd　visited　in　the　past　three　weeks；　Mai…ke　had　been　the　least　weling。　It　had　its　reasons。　It　was　a　munity　under　siege　from　the　Dominion's　two　suns；　the　rains　which　brought　the　region　its　crops　having　failed　to　materialize　for　six　consecutive　years。　Terraces　and　fields　that　should　have　been　bright　with　shoots　were　virtually　dust　bowls；　stocks　hoarded　against　this　eventuality　critically　depleted。　Famine　was　imminent；　and　the　village　was　in　no　mood　to　entertain　strangers。　The　previous　night　the　entire　populace　had　been　out　hi　the　drab　streets　praying　aloud；　these　imprecations　led　by　their　spiritual　leaders；　who　had　about　them　the　air　of　men　whose　invention　was　nearing　its　end。　The　noise；　so　unmusical　Gentle　had　observed　that　it　would　irritate　the　most　sympathetic　of　deities；　had　gone　on　until　first　light；　making　sleep　impossible。　As　a　consequence；　exchanges　between　Pie　and　Gentle　were　somewhat　tense　this　morning。
　They　were　not　the　only　travelers　waiting　for　the　train。　A　fanner　from　Mai…ke〃　had　brought　a　herd　of　sheep　onto　the　platform；　some　of　them　so　emaciated　it　was　a　wonder　they　could　stand；　and　the　flock　had　brought　with　them　clouds　of　the　local　pest：　an　insect　called　a　zarzi；　that　had　the　wing…span　of　a　dragonfly　and　a　body　as　fat　and　furred　as　a　bee。　It　fed　on　sheep　ticks；　unless　it　could　find　something　more　temptin