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e　nap　on　the　arms　worn　thin；　table　that　looked　like　a　refugee　from　someone　else's　trash　pile。　Early　Starving　Artist；　or　Poverty　Deco。　Trevor　saw　parts　of　Terry's　drum　set　strewn　about　the　room；　a　cymbal　in　the　corner；　a　snare　propped　between　a　bookcase　and　the　doorway　that　led　to　the　hall。　There　was　only　one　difference　between　this　stranger's　house　and　the　one　he　remembered　living　in　with　his　family：　this　one　felt　somehow　safe。　His　parents'　home　had　felt　safe　once　too；　but　that　was　so　long　ago　Trevor　could　barely　remember。
　　He　tried　to　sit　up　and　felt　his　brain　starting　to　spiral　off　into　the　ether　again。　A　snippet　of　dialogue　from　Krazy　Kat　drifted　through　his　mind：　Just　imegine　having　your　〃ectospasm〃　running　around　william　&　nilliam　among　the　unlimitless　etha'…golla；　it's　imbillivibilImbillivibil　it　was。　Yet　it　would　seem　he'd　swooned　in　Terry's　living　room；　or　whoever's　living　room　this　was。　How　fucking　embarrassing。　Terry　didn't　seem　to　be　around；　and　Trevor　thought　that　when　he　felt　able　to　stand　he　might　just　slink　out　of　this　safe　place；　walk　the　rest　of　the　way　into　town；　then　out　to　Violin　Road。
　　Yes；　that　was　what　he　thought　he　would　do…until　he　smelled　the　aroma　wafting　from　the　kitchen。　It　rooted　him　to　the　floor；　made　his　nostrils　flare　and　his　head　throb　with　longing。　Oily…dark；　bitter…rich；　utterly　pelling。
　　Coffee。
　　
　　Terry　finished　making　two　generous　sandwiches；　poured　two　mugs　of　joe；　picked　up　the　plate　in　one　hand　and　both　steaming　coffees　in　the　other。　Precariously　he　edged　back　through　the　kitchen；　into　the　living　room；　and　held　out　the　mugs　to　Trevor。　〃Do　you　want　sugar　or…〃
　　He　was　surprised　again　when　the　kid　seized　a　mug　and　drank　down　the　hot　black　coffee　in　what　looked　like　a　single　swallow。　Terry　winced；　imagining　the　bitter　brew　blazing　down　his　own　smoke…seared　throat；　but　Trevor　just　sighed　and　licked　his　lips　and　held　up　the　empty　mug。　〃Can　I　have　another？〃
　　〃Should　I　just　bring　the　whole　pot？〃
　　〃Yes。〃　He　seemed　serious；　so　Terry　went　back　to　the　kitchen　and　got　it；　along　with　the　bag　of　sugar　and　a　couple　of　spoons。　Trevor　poured　himself　another　cup；　stirred　in　a　meager　spoonful　of　sugar　almost　as　an　afterthought；　and　drank　half　of　it　at　once。　Terry　took　his　first　sip。　〃I　thought　you　could　use　a　bite　to　eat　too。〃
　　〃What　is　it？〃　Trevor　hadn't　noticed　the　plate　of　sandwiches　until　now。
　　〃Olive　loaf　and　mustard　on　whole　grain。〃
　　〃Olive　loaf？〃
　　〃Yeah；　it's　kind　of　a　classic　around　here。　A　while　back；　Kinsey　wanted　to　have　New　Orleans　Night　at　the　Yew　and　serve　muffuletta　sandwiches；　right？　But　he　didn't　know　how　to　make　the　Italian　olive　salad。　So　he　made　these　fucked…up　things　on　sub　rolls　with　boiled　ham；　sliced　pepperoni；　and　olive　loaf。　They　were　awful　but　we　all　choked　'em　down。　Since　then　I've　kind　of　gotten　to　like　it。〃
　　Trevor　took　a　sandwich　and　bit　cautiously　at　the　very　edge　of　it；　stayed　poker…faced；　managed　not　to　shudder。　Then　he　seemed　to　inhale　and　the　whole　thing　was　gone。　He　picked　up　the　other　half　of　the　sandwich　and　repeated　the　process；　then　poured　himself　another　cup　of　coffee。
　　〃You；　uh；　want　me　to　fix　another　pot　of　Java？〃
　　〃I　don't　know。〃　Trevor　looked　up；　and　an　odd　shadow　passed　over　his　face。　It　was　as　if　he　had　managed　to　relax　for　a　few　minutes；　to　let　down　a　little　of　his　guard；　and　then　he　had　suddenly　remembered　some　awful　thing　he　had　to　do。　〃Maybe　I　better　just　go。〃
　　〃It's　okay；　man。　I'm　in　no　hurry。　That's　the　whole　point　of　owning　a　business；　you　know…you　set　your　own　hours　and　pay　people　good　money；　nobody　yells　at　you　if　you're　a　little　late。〃　Or　a　little　stoned。
　　Spooning　coffee　out　of　its　foil　bag；　Terry　mused　over　the　enigma　in　his　living　room。　There　was　something　very　strange　about　this　new　kid：　he　seemed　nervous　and　aloof；　but　at　the　same　time　terribly　lonely。　It　was　as　if　he　had　no　social　skills；　as　if　he　were　some　kind　of　space　alien　who　had　read　extensively　about　people　and　their　habits　and　customs；　maybe　wanted　to　know　more；　but　was　only　now　making　first　contact。
　　And　he　put　away　java　the　way　Terry's　car　chugged　motor　oil。　Terry　wondered　what　Trevor　was　trying　to　stay　awake　for。
　　One　thing　was　certain：　Missing　Mile　had　itself　another　live　one。
　　
　　Trevor　stayed　long　enough　to　drink　most　of　the　second　pot　of　coffee。　Terry　finished　the　joint　and　ran　his　mouth　in　what　seemed　like　a　friendly　way；　talking　about　music；　the　town；　even　ics　once　he　found　out　Trevor　drew　them。　Trevor　didn't　usually　talk　about　it；　but　Terry　asked　so　many　questions　that　he　couldn't　help　answering　some。
　　At　least　Terry　didn't　mention　Bobby　McGee；　but　then　Birdland　probably　wasn't　his　sort　of　thing。　He　liked　the　Freak　Brothers；　predictably；　but　most　of　his　other　favorites　featured　guys　in　capes　and　long　underwear　beating　up　guys　in　black。　（There　was　an　awkward　silence　here；　then　Trevor；　unable　to　help　himself；　mumbled　〃I　hate　that　shit。〃　Terry　just　shrugged。）
　　Terry　seemed　kind　enough；　still　Trevor　could　not　shake　the　idea　that　he　was　being　surreptitiously　examined　like　some　three…headed　sideshow　attraction。　In　few　other　places　had　people　seemed　as　curious　about　him；　as　interested　in　him；　as　here。　It　was　as　if　they　sensed　that　he　was　a　hometown　boy；　or　nearly　so。
　　Finally　Terry　stood　up　and　stretched。　Trevor　saw　a　flash　of　bare　belly　beneath　his　T…shirt：　the　skin　lightly　tanned；　with　the　barest　beginnings　of　a　roll　of　fat　and　a　thin　line　of　pale　brown　hair　disappearing　into　the　waistband　of　his　jeans。　〃Guess　we　better　get　moving。　You　want　a　ride　somewhere？〃
　　〃Violin　Road。〃
　　〃Pretty　dead　out　there；　man。　You　sure？〃
　　〃That's　where　I'm　staying　now。〃
　　Terry　glanced　at　Trevor；　seemed　to　wrestle　with　something　he　wanted　to　say；　evidently　decided　it　was　none　of　his　business。　〃Okay。　Violin　Road　it　is。〃
　　The　rain　had　stopped　but　the　day　was　still　overcast。　The　air　felt　heavy　and　moist　against　Trevor's　skin；　like　an　unwanted　kiss。　The　Rambler　gunned　through　town　and　bumped　over　the　railroad　tracks。　It　was　Sunday　afternoon；　and　nearly　everything　seemed　to　be　shut　down；　doors　locked　tight；　windows　dark　and　shaded。　Freak　subculture　or　not；　Missing　Mile　was　still　in　the　heart　of　the　Bible　Belt。　The　thought　of　his　lambs　being　able　to　buy　a　tube　of　toothpaste　or　get　a　cup　of　coffee　on　Sunday　was　surely　a　terrible　affront　to　the　Lord。
　　Then　they　were　turning　off　Firehouse　Street　onto　another　gravel　road；　one　that　changed　to　rutted　dirt　after　half　a　mile　or　so。　Violin　Road。　Trevor　felt　a　loosening　in　his　chest；　a　hot　ribbon　of　excitement　uncoiling　in　his　stomach。　The　scrap　heaps　and　rusted　hulks　of　automobiles；　the　unpainted　trailers；　the　castle…like　spires　of　kudzu　slipped　past；　less　substantial　than　blurry　images　in　old　photographs。　His　eyes　swept　the　roadside。
　　Then；　suddenly；　there　was　the　house：　his　hell；　his　Birdland。
　　It　was　set　farther　back　from　the　road　than　he　remembered。　The　porch　and　the　peak　of　the　roof　were　barely　visible　through　the　rioting　growth　that　had　taken　over　the　yard。　A　weeping　willow　at　the　side　of　the　house　had　not　been　much　taller　than　Momma's　head；　now　its　pale　green　fronds　caressed　the　roof。　A　verdant　tangle　of　goldenrod　and　forsythia；　Queen　Anne's　lace　and　pokeweed　and　brown…eyed　Susans　ran　right　up　to　the　porch　steps；　which　were　partly　crumbled。　Kudzu　was　draped　over　everything　like　a　green　blanket；　tendrils　twining　between　the　porch　railings；　through　the　broken　windows。
　　〃You　can　let　me　out　here。〃
　　Terry　slowed　the　Rambler　to　a　crawl；　looked　around。　This　far　out；　Violin　Road　was　sparsely　populated；　there　was　no　other　house　in　sight。　〃Where？〃
　　〃Right　here。〃
　　〃The　murder　house？〃
　　Trevor　didn't　say　anything；　waited　for　the　car　to　slow　enough　so　that　he　could　jump　out。　Terry　seemed　to　have　forgotten　that　his　foot　was　on　the　gas；　the　Rambler　inched　along　at　ten　miles　per　hour。　〃Oh　shit；〃　he　said。　〃I　think　I　know　who　you　are。〃
　　〃Yeah；　I'm　starting　to　feel　like　a　local　celebrity　or　something。　Thanks　for　the　ride。　I'll　see　you　at　the　Yew。〃
　　Trevor　grabbed　his　bag　and　pushed　the　passenger　door　open；　prompting　Terry　to　apply　his　brakes　at　last。　Trevor's　sneakers　hit　the　scrubby　grass　at　the　side　of　the　road；　then；　before　he　could　think　about　it；　he　was　sprinting　toward　the　house。
　　〃Be　careful；　man！〃　Terry　yelled。　Trevor　pretended　not　to　hear。　Then　the　Rambler　was　speeding　up；　disappearing　down　the　road；　throwing　mud　in　its　wake。　It　rounded　a　bend　and　was　gone。
　　Trevor　stood　alone　in　the　yard；　panting；　staring　at　the　house。　A　few　patches　of　weathered　wood　and　broken　glass　were　visible　through　the　growth；　other　than　that　the　face　of　the　house　was　mostly　hidden。
　　The　grass　just　brushed　his　knees。　As　he　pushed　through　it；　sparkling　drops　of　water　scattered　to　earth；　grasshoppers　whirred　away　from　his　invading　feet。　He　ducked　under　a　dripping　bower　of　vine　and　was　there。　No　more　obstacles　lay　between　him　and　the　house。　The　steps　were　mostly　intact；　and　he　thought　the　porch　would　hold　him。　The　front　door　was　barely　ajar。　Beyond　that　was　dusty　darkness。
　　Trevor　closed　his　eyes　for　a　long　moment；　heard　the　sigh　and　hush　of　leaves；　the　high　shrill　drone　of　insects；　the　distant　conversation　of　birds　。　。　。　and　beneath　that；　a　subliminal　voice　whispering　to　him；　making　itself　heard　over　years　of　absence　and　decay？
　　He　was　afraid　so。　He　hoped　so。
　　He　opened　his　eyes；　took　a　deep　breath　of　sunlight　and　the　verdant　smell　the　rain　had　left；　and　put　his　foot　on　the　first　step。
　　
　　
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　　The　air　in　Birdland　was　golden　as　slow　syrup；　green　as　the　light　that　filtered　through　the　kudzu；　weighted　with　dampness　and　rot。　The　cool　decaying　scent　of　a　house　abandoned　for　decades；　made　up　of　many　things：　the　black　earth　under　the　floor；　the　dry　droppings　of　animals；　the　drifts　of　dead　insects　sifting　to　shards　of　iridescent　chitin　beneath　shimmering　tapestries　of　cobweb。　In　the　random　shafts　of　sunlight　that　fell　through　the　lattice　of　roof　and　vegetation；　dust　motes　slowly　shifted；　turned。　Each　one　might　represent　a　memory　Trevor　had　of　this　house；　a　particle　of　the　universe　charged　with　the　terrible　energy　of　years。
　　He　moved　deeper　in。　Here　was　the　living　room；　the　husks　of　the　ugly　chair　and　old　brown　so