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father；　gloomed　on　the　visitor　without　further　recognition；　and　sat
down。

'Tip；　dear；'　said　Little　Dorrit；　mildly；　shocked　by　this；　'don't　you
see……'


'Yes；　I　see；　Amy。　If　you　refer　to　the　presence　of　any　visitor　you　have
here……I　say；　if　you　refer　to　that；'　answered　Tip；　jerking　his　head　with
emphasis　towards　his　shoulder　nearest　Clennam；　'I　see！'

'Is　that　all　you　say？'

'That's　all　I　say。　And　I　suppose；'　added　the　lofty　young　man；　after　a
moment's　pause；　'that　visitor　will　understand　me；　when　I　say　that's　all
I　say。　In　short；　I　suppose　the　visitor　will　understand　that　he　hasn't
used　me　like　a　gentleman。'

'I　do　not　understand　that；'　observed　the　obnoxious　personage　referred　to
with　tranquillity。

'No？　Why；　then；　to　make　it　clearer　to　you；　sir；　I　beg　to　let　you　know
that　when　I　address　what　I　call　a　properly…worded　appeal；　and　an　urgent
appeal；　and　a　delicate　appeal；　to　an　individual；　for　a　small　temporary
acmodation；　easily　within　his　power……easily　within　his　power；
mind！……and　when　that　individual　writes　back　word　to　me　that　he　begs　to
be　excused；　I　consider　that　he　doesn't　treat　me　like　a　gentleman。'

The　Father　of　the　Marshalsea；　who　had　surveyed　his　son　in　silence；　no
sooner　heard　this　sentiment；　than　he　began　in　angry　voice：……

'How　dare　you……'　But　his　son　stopped　him。

'Now；　don't　ask　me　how　I　dare；　father；　because　that's　bosh。　As　to　the
fact　of　the　line　of　conduct　I　choose　to　adopt　towards　the　individual
present；　you　ought　to　be　proud　of　my　showing　a　proper　spirit。'

'I　should　think　so！'　cried　Fanny。

'A　proper　spirit？'　said　the　Father。　'Yes；　a　proper　spirit；　a　being
spirit。　Is　it　e　to　this　that　my　son　teaches　me……ME……spirit！'

'Now；　don't　let　us　bother　about　it；　father；　or　have　any　row　on　the
subject。　I　have　fully　made　up　my　mind　that　the　individual　present　has
not　treated　me　like　a　gentleman。　And　there's　an　end　of　it。'

'But　there　is　not　an　end　of　it；　sir；'　returned　the　Father。　'But　there
shall　not　be　an　end　of　it。　You　have　made　up　your　mind？　You　have　made　up
your　mind？'

'Yes；　I　have。　What's　the　good　of　keeping　on　like　that？'

'Because；'　returned　the　Father；　in　a　great　heat；　'you　had　no　right　to
make　up　your　mind　to　what　is　monstrous；　to　what　is……ha……immoral；　to　what
is……hum……parricidal。　No；　Mr　Clennam；　I　beg；　sir。　Don't　ask　me　to　desist；
there　is　a……hum……a　general　principle　involved　here；　which　rises　even
above　considerations　of……ha……hospitality。　I　object　to　the　assertion　made
by　my　son。　I……ha……I　personally　repel　it。'

'Why；　what　is　it　to　you；　father？'　returned　the　son；　over　his　shoulder。

'What　is　it　to　me；　sir？　I　have　a……hum……a　spirit；　sir；　that　will　not
endure　it。　I；'　he　took　out　his　pocket…handkerchief　again　and　dabbed　his
face。　'I　am　outraged　and　insulted　by　it。　Let　me　suppose　the　case　that　I
myself　may　at　a　certain　time……ha……or　times；　have　made　a……hum……an　appeal；
and　a　properly…worded　appeal；　and　a　delicate　appeal；　and　an　urgent
appeal　to　some　individual　for　a　small　temporary　acmodation。　Let　me
suppose　that　that　acmodation　could　have　been　easily　extended；　and　was
not　extended；　and　that　that　individual　informed　me　that　he　begged　to
be　excused。　Am　I　to　be　told　by　my　own　son；　that　I　therefore　received
treatment　not　due　to　a　gentleman；　and　that　I……ha……I　submitted　to　it？'

His　daughter　Amy　gently　tried　to　calm　him；　but　he　would　not　on　any
account　be　calmed。　He　said　his　spirit　was　up；　and　wouldn't　endure　this。

Was　he　to　be　told　that；　he　wished　to　know　again；　by　his　own　son　on　his
own　hearth；　to　his　own　face？　Was　that　humiliation　to　be　put　upon　him　by
his　own　blood？

'You　are　putting　it　on　yourself；　father；　and　getting　into　all　this
injury　of　your　own　accord！'　said　the　young　gentleman　morosely。　'What　I
have　made　up　my　mind　about　has　nothing　to　do　with　you。　What　I　said　had
nothing　to　do　with　you。　Why　need　you　go　trying　on　other　people's　hats？'

'I　reply　it　has　everything　to　do　with　me；'　returned　the　Father。　'I　point
out　to　you；　sir；　with　indignation；　that……hum……the……ha……delicacy　and
peculiarity　of　your　father's　position　should　strike　you　dumb；　sir；　if
nothing　else　should；　in　laying　down　such……ha……such　unnatural　principles。
Besides；　if　you　are　not　filial；　sir；　if　you　discard　that　duty；　you
are　at　least……hum……not　a　Christian？　Are　you……ha……an　Atheist？　And　is　it
Christian；　let　me　ask　you；　to　stigmatise　and　denounce　an　individual
for　begging　to　be　excused　this　time；　when　the　same　individual
may……ha……respond　odation　next　time？　Is　it　the
part　of　a　Christian　not　to……hum……not　to　try　him　again？'　He　had　worked
himself　into　quite　a　religious　glow　and　fervour。

'I　see　precious　well；'　said　Mr　Tip；　rising；　'that　I　shall　get　no
sensible　or　fair　argument　here　to…night；　and　so　the　best　thing　I　can　do
is　to　cut。　Good　night；　Amy。　Don't　be　vexed。　I　am　very　sorry　it　happens
here；　and　you　here；　upon　my　soul　I　am；　but　I　can't　altogether　part　with
my　spirit；　even　for　your　sake；　old　girl。'

With　those　words　he　put　on　his　hat　and　went　out；　acpanied　by　Miss
Fanny；　who　did　not　consider　it　spirited　on　her　part　to　take　leave　of
Clennam　with　any　less　opposing　demonstration　than　a　stare；　importing
that　she　had　always　known　him　for　one　of　the　large　body　of　conspirators。

When　they　were　gone；　the　Father　of　the　Marshalsea　was　at　first　inclined
to　sink　into　despondency　again；　and　would　have　done　so；　but　that　a
gentleman　opportunely　came　up　within　a　minute　or　two　to　attend　him　to
the　Snuggery。　It　was　the　gentleman　Clennam　had　seen　on　the　night　of　his
own　accidental　detention　there；　who　had　that　impalpable　grievance　about
the　misappropriated　Fund　on　which　the　Marshal　was　supposed　to　batten。
He　presented　himself　as　deputation　to　escort　the　Father　to　the　Chair；　it
being　an　occasion　on　which　he　had　promised　to　preside　over　the　assembled
Collegians　in　the　enjoyment　of　a　little　Harmony。

'Such；　you　see；　Mr　Clennam；'　said　the　Father；　'are　the　incongruities
of　my　position　here。　But　a　public　duty！　No　man；　I　am　sure；　would　more
readily　recognise　a　public　duty　than　yourself。'

Clennam　besought　him　not　to　delay　a　moment。　'Amy；　my　dear；　if　you　can
persuade　Mr　Clennam　to　stay　longer；　I　can　leave　the　honours　of　our　poor
apology　for　an　establishment　with　confidence　in　your　hands；　and
perhaps　you　may　do　something　towards　erasing　from　Mr　Clennam's　mind
the……ha……untoward　and　unpleasant　circumstance　which　has　occurred　since
tea…time。'

Clennam　assured　him　that　it　had　made　no　impression　on　his　mind；　and
therefore　required　no　erasure。

'My　dear　sir；'　said　the　Father；　with　a　removal　of　his　black　cap　and　a
grasp　of　Clennam's　hand；　bining　to　express　the　safe　receipt　of　his
note　and　enclosure　that　afternoon；　'Heaven　ever　bless　you！'

So；　at　last；　Clennam's　purpose　in　remaining　was　attained；　and　he　could
speak　to　Little　Dorrit　with　nobody　by。　Maggy　counted　as　nobody；　and　she
was　by。




CHAPTER　32。　More　Fortune…Telling


Maggy　sat　at　her　work　in　her　great　white　cap　with　its　quantity　of　opaque
frilling　hiding　what　profile　she　had　（she　had　none　to　spare）；　and　her
serviceable　eye　brought　to　bear　upon　her　occupation；　on　the　window　side
of　the　room。　What　with　her　flapping　cap；　and　what　with　her　unserviceable
eye；　she　was　quite　partitioned　off　from　her　Little　Mother；　whose　seat
was　opposite　the　window。　The　tread　and　shuffle　of　feet　on　the　pavement
of　the　yard　had　much　diminished　since　the　taking　of　the　Chair；　the　tide
of　Collegians　having　set　strongly　in　the　direction　of　Harmony。　Some　few
who　had　no　music　in　their　souls；　or　no　money　in　their　pockets；　dawdled
about；　and　the　old　spectacle　of　the　visitor…wife　and　the　depressed
unseasoned　prisoner　still　lingered　in　corners；　as　broken　cobwebs　and
such　unsightly　disforts　draggle　in　corners　of　other　places。　It　was
the　quietest　time　the　College　knew；　saving　the　night　hours　when　the
Collegians　took　the　benefit　of　the　act　of　sleep。　The　occasional　rattle
of　applause　upon　the　tables　of　the　Snuggery；　denoted　the　successful
termination　of　a　morsel　of　Harmony；　or　the　responsive　acceptance；　by
the　united　children；　of　some　toast　or　sentiment　offered　to　them　by　their
Father。　Occasionally；　a　vocal　strain　more　sonorous　than　the　generality
informed　the　listener　that　some　boastful　bass　was　in　blue　water；　or　in
the　hunting　field；　or　with　the　reindeer；　or　on　the　mountain；　or　among
the　heather；　but　the　Marshal　of　the　Marshalsea　knew　better；　and　had　got
him　hard　and　fast。

As　Arthur　Clennam　moved　to　sit　down　by　the　side　of　Little　Dorrit；　she
trembled　so　that　she　had　much　ado　to　hold　her　needle。　Clennam　gently
put　his　hand　upon　her　work；　and　said；　'Dear　Little　Dorrit；　let　me　lay　it
down。'

She　yielded　it　to　him；　and　he　put　it　aside。　Her　hands　were　then
nervously　clasping　together；　but　he　took　one　of　them。　'How　seldom　I　have
seen　you　lately；　Little　Dorrit！'

'I　have　been　busy；　sir。'

'But　I　heard　only　to…day；'　said　Clennam；　'by　mere　accident；　of　your
having　been　with　those　good　people　close　by　me。　Why　not　e　to　me；
then？'

'I……I　don't　know。　Or　rather；　I　thought　you　might　be　busy　too。　You
generally　are　now；　are　you　not？'

He　saw　her　trembling　little　form　and　her　downcast　face；　and　the　eyes
that　drooped　the　moment　they　were　raised　to　his……he　saw　them　almost　with
as　much　concern　as　tenderness。

'My　child；　your　manner　is　so　changed！'

The　trembling　was　now　quite　beyond　her　control。　Softly　withdrawing　her
hand；　and　laying　it　in　her　other　hand；　she　sat　before　him　with　her　head
bent　and　her　whole　form　trembling。

'My　own　Little　Dorrit；'　said　Clennam；　passionately。

She　burst　into　tears。　Maggy　looked　round　of　a　sudden；　and　stared　for　at
least　a　minute；　but　did　not　interpose。　Clennam　waited　some　little　while
before　he　spoke　again。

'I　cannot　bear；'　he　said　then；　'to　see　you　weep；　but　I　hope　this　is　a
relief　to　an　overcharged　heart。'

'Yes　it　is；　sir。　Nothing　but　that。'

'Well；　well！　I　feared　you　would　think　too　much　of　what　passed　here　just
now。　It　is　of　no　moment；　not　the　least。　I　am　only　unfortunate　to　have
e　in　the　way。　Let　it　go　by　with　these　tears。　It　is　not　worth　one　of
them。　One　of　them？　Such　an　idle　thing　should　be　repeated；　with　my　glad
consent；　fifty　times　a　day；　to　save　you　a　moment's　heart…ache；　Little
Dorrit。'

She　had　taken　courage　now；　and　answered；　far　more　in