夜莺与玫瑰-第22部分
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ld birds that roam through the forest have their freedom。 Snare them not for thy pleasure。 God made the blind…worm and the mole， and each has its place。 Who art thou to bring pain into God’s world？ Even the cattle of the field praise Him。”
But the Star…Child heeded not their words， but would frown and flout， and go back to his panions， and lead them。 And his panions followed him， for he was fair， and fleet of foot， and could dance， and pipe， and make music。 And wherever the Star…Child led them they followed， and whatever the Star…Child bade them do， that did they。 And when he pierced with a sharp reed the dim eyes of the mole， they laughed， and when he cast stones at the leper they laughed also。 And in all things he ruled them， and they became hard of heart even as he was。
Now there passed one day through the village a poor beggar…woman。 Her garments were torn and ragged， and her feet were bleeding from the rough road on which she had travelled， and she was in very evil plight。 And being weary she sat her down under a chestnut…tree to rest。
But when the Star…Child saw her， he said to his panions， “See！ There sitteth a foul beggar…woman under that fair and green…leaved tree。 e， let us drive her hence， for she is ugly and ill…favoured。”
So he came near and threw stones at her， and mocked her， and she looked at him with terror in her eyes， nor did she move her gaze from him。 And when the Woodcutter， who was cleaving logs in a haggard hard by， saw what the Star…Child was doing， he ran up and rebuked him， and said to him： “Surely thou art hard of heart and knowest not mercy， for what evil has this poor woman done to thee that thou shouldst treat her in this wise？”
And the Star…Child grew red with anger， and stamped his foot upon the ground， and said， “Who art thou to question me what I do？ I am no son of thine to do thy bidding。 ”
“Thou speakest truly， ” answered the Woodcutter，“yet did I show thee pity when I found thee in the forest。”
And when the woman heard these words she gave a loud cry， and fell into a swoon。 And the Woodcutter carried her to his own house， and his wife had care of her， and when she rose up from the swoon into which she had fallen， they set meat and drink before her， and bade her have fort。
But she would neither eat nor drink， but said to the Woodcutter， “Didst thou not say that the child was found in the forest？And was it not ten years from this day？”
And the Woodcutter answered， “Yea， it was in the forest that I found him， and it is ten years from this day。”
“And what signs didst thou find with him？” she cried。 “Bare he not upon his neck a chain of amber？ Was not round him a cloak of gold tissue broidered with stars？”
“Truly，” answered the Woodcutter， “it was even as thou sayest。” And he took the cloak and the amber chain from the chest where they lay， and showed them to her。
And when she saw them she wept for joy， and said，“He is my little son whom I lost in the forest。 I pray thee send for him quickly， for in search of him have I wandered over the whole world。”
So the Woodcutter and his wife went out and called to the Star…Child， and said to him， “Go into the house， and there shalt thou find thy mother， who is waiting for thee。 ”
So he ran in， filled with wonder and great gladness。 But when he saw her who was waiting there， he laughed scornfully and said， “Why， where is my mother？ For I see none here but this vile beggar…woman。”
And the woman answered him， “I am thy mother。 ”
“Thou art mad to say so，”cried the Star…Child angrily。 “I am no son of thine， for thou art a beggar， and ugly， and in rags。 Therefore get thee hence， and let me see thy foul face no more。 ”
“Nay， but thou art indeed my little son， whom I bare in the forest，” she cried， and she fell on her knees， and held out her arms to him。 “The robbers stole thee from me， and left thee to die，” she murmured， “but I recognised thee when I saw thee， and the signs also have I recognised， the cloak of golden tissue and the amber chain。 Therefore I pray thee e with me， for over the whole world have I wandered in search of thee。 e with me， my son， for I have need of thy love。”
But the Star…Child stirred not from his place， but shut the doors of his heart against her， nor was there any sound heard save the sound of the woman weeping for pain。
And at last he spoke to her， and his voice was hard and bitter。 “If in very truth thou art my mother，” he said， “it had been better hadst thou stayed away， and not e here to bring me to shame， seeing that I thought I was the child of some Star， and not a beggar’s child， as thou tellest me that I am。 Therefore get thee hence， and let me see thee no more。 ”
“Alas！ my son， ” she cried， “wilt thou not kiss me before I go？For I have suffered much to find thee。”
“Nay，” said the Star…Child， “but thou art too foul to look at， and rather would I kiss the adder or the toad than thee。”
So the woman rose up， and went away into the forest weeping bitterly， and when the Star…Child saw that she had gone， he was glad， and ran back to his playmates that he might play with them。
But when they beheld him ing， they mocked him and said， “Why， thou art as foul as the toad， and as loathsome as the adder。 Get thee hence， for we will not suffer thee to play with us，” and they drave him out of the garden。
And the Star…Child frowned and said to himself， “What is this that they say to me？ I will go to the well of water and look into it， and it shall tell me of my beauty。”
So he went to the well of water and looked into it， and lo！ his face was as the face of a toad， and his body was sealed like an adder。 And he flung himself down on the grass and wept， and said to himself， “ Surely this has e upon me by reason of my sin。 For I have denied my mother， and driven her away， and been proud， and cruel to her。 Wherefore I will go and seek her through the whole world， nor will I rest till I have found her。 ”
And there came to him the little daughter of the Woodcutter， and she put her hand upon his shoulder and said， “What doth it matter if thou hast lost thy eliness？ Stay with us， and I will not mock at thee。”
And he said to her， “Nay， but I have been cruel to my mother， and as a punishment has this evil been sent to me。 Wherefore I must go hence， and wander through the world till I find her， and she give me her forgiveness。”
So he ran away into the forest and called out to his mother to e to him， but there was no answer。 All day long he called to her， and， when the sun set he lay down to sleep on a bed of leaves， and the birds and the animals fled from him， for they remembered his cruelty， and he was alone save for the toad that watched him， and the slow adder that crawled past。
And in the morning he rose up， and plucked some bitter berries from the trees and ate them， and took his way through the great wood， weeping sorely。 And of everything that he met he made inquiry if perchance they had seen his mother。
He said to the Mole， “Thou canst go beneath the earth。 Tell me， is my mother there？”
And the Mole answered， “Thou hast blinded mine eyes。 How should I know？”
He said to the Lin， “Thou canst fly over the tops of the tall trees， and canst see the whole world。 Tell me， canst thou see my mother？”
And the Lin answered， “Thou hast clipt my wings for thy pleasure。 How should I fly？”
And to the little Squirrel who lived in the fir…tree， and was lonely， he said， “Where is my mother？”
And the Squirrel answered， “Thou hast slain mine。 Dost thou seek to slay thine also？”
And the Star…Child wept and bowed his head， and prayed forgiveness of God’s things， and went on through the forest， seeking for the beggar…woman。 And on the third day he came to the other side of the forest and went down into the plain。
And when he passed through the villages the children mocked him， and threw stones at him， and the carlots would not suffer him even to sleep in the byres lest he might bring mildew on the stored corn， so foul was he to look at， and their hired men drave him away， and there was none who had pity on him。 Nor could he hear anywhere of the beggar…woman who was his mother， though for the space of three years he wandered over the world， and often seemed to see her on the road in front of him， and would call to her， and run after her till the sharp flints made his feet to bleed。 But overtake her he could not， and those who dwelt by the way did ever deny that they had seen her， or any like to her， and they made sport of his sorrow。
For the space of three years he wandered over the world， and in the world there was neither love nor loving…kindness nor charity for him， but it was even such a world as he had made for himself in the days of his great pride。
And one evening he came to the gate of a strong…walled city that stood by a river， and， weary and footsore though he was， he made to enter in。 But the soldiers who stood on guard dropped their halberts across the entrance， and said roughly to him， “What is thy business in the city？”
“I am seeking for my mother，” he answered， “and I pray ye to suffer me to pass， for it may be that she is in this city。 ”
But they mocked at him， and one of them wagged a black beard， and set down his shield and cried， “Of a truth， thy mother will not be merry when she sees thee， for thou art more ill…favoured than the toad of the marsh， or the adder that crawls in the fen。 Get thee gone。 Get thee gone。 Thy mother dwells not in this city。”
And another， who held a yellow banner in his hand， said to him， “Who is thy mother， and wherefore art thou seeking for her？”
And he answered， “My mother is a beggar even as I am， and I have treated her evilly， and I pray ye to suffer me to pass that she may give me her forgiveness， if it be that she tarrieth in this city。” But they would not， and pricked him with their spears。
And， as he turned away weeping， one whose armour was inlaid with gilt flowers， and on whose helmet couched a lion that had wings， came up and made inquiry of the soldiers who it was who had sought entrance。 And they said to him， �
