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Judith and Holofernes�察 �and other subjects from Holy Writ���察 �which had
been many score times sold for fifty pounds�察 �and bought back by Mr。
Hayes for two�察 �in those accommodating bargains which he made with
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young gentlemen�察 �who received fifty pounds of money and fifty of
tapestry in consideration of their hundred´pound bills。 Against this tapestry�察�
and just cutting off Holofernes's head�察�stood an enormous ominous black
clock�察 �the spoil of some other usurious transaction。 Some chairs�察 �and a
dismal old black cabinet�察 �completed the furniture of this apartment�此 �it
wanted but a ghost to render its gloom complete。
Mrs。 Hayes sat up in the bed sternly regarding her husband。 There is�察�
be sure�察 �a strong magnetic influence in wakeful eyes so examining a
sleeping person ��do not you�察�as a boy�察�remember waking of bright summer
mornings and finding your mother looking over you�拭�had not the gaze of
her tender eyes stolen into your senses long before you woke�察 �and cast
over your slumbering spirit a sweet spell of peace�察 �and love�察 �and fresh
springing joy�殖� Some such influence had Catherine's looks upon her
husband�此 �for�察 �as he slept under them�察 �the man began to writhe about
uneasily�察�and to burrow his head in the pillow�察�and to utter quick�察�strange
moans and cries�察�such as have often jarred one's ear while watching at the
bed of the feverish sleeper。 It was just upon six�察�and presently the clock
began to utter those dismal grinding sounds�察 �which issue from clocks at
such periods�察�and which sound like the death´rattle of the departing hour。
Then the bell struck the knell of it�察�and with this Mr。 Hayes awoke�察�and
looked up�察�and saw Catherine gazing at him。
Their eyes met for an instant�察�and Catherine turned away�察�burning red�察�
and looking as if she had been caught in the commission of a crime。
A kind of blank terror seized upon old Hayes's soul�此�a horrible icy fear�察�
and presentiment of coming evil�察 �and yet the woman had but looked at
him。 He thought rapidly over the occurrences of the last night�察�the quarrel�察�
and the end of it。 He had often struck her before when angry�察�and heaped
all kinds of bitter words upon her�察�but�察�in the morning�察�she bore no malice�察�
and the previous quarrel was forgotten�察 �or�察 �at least�察 �passed over。 Why
should the last night's dispute not have the same end�拭�Hayes calculated all
this�察�and tried to smile。
;I hope we're friends�察 �Cat�拭─�said he。 ;You know I was in liquor last
night�察�and sadly put out by the loss of that fifty pound。 They'll ruin me�察�
dearI know they will。;
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Mrs。 Hayes did not answer。
;I should like to see the country again�察 �dear�察─ �said he�察 �in his most
wheedling way。 ;I've a mind�察�do you know�察�to call in all our money�拭�It's
you who've made every farthing of it�察�that's sure�察�and it's a matter of two
thousand pound by this time。 Suppose we go into Warwickshire�察�Cat�察�and
buy a farm�察�and live genteel。 Shouldn't you like to live a lady in your own
county again�拭�How they'd stare at Birmingham� �hey�察�Cat�拭─�
And with this Mr。 Hayes made a motion as if he would seize his wife's
hand�察�but she flung his back again。
;Coward� ─�said she�察 �you want liquor to give you courage�察 �and then
you've only heart enough to strike women。;
;It was only in self´defence�察�my dear�察─�said Hayes�察�whose courage had
all gone。 ;You tried�察�you know�察�toto;
;To STAB you�察�and I wish I had� ─�said Mrs。 Hayes�察�setting her teeth�察�
and glaring at him like a demon�察 �and so saying she sprung out of bed。
There was a great stain of blood on her pillow。 ;Look at it�察─�said she。 ;That
blood's of your shedding� ─ �and at this Hayes fairly began to weep�察 �so
utterly downcast and frightened was the miserable man。 The wretch's tears
only inspired his wife with a still greater rage and loathing�察�she cared not
so much for the blow�察�but she hated the man�此�the man to whom she was
tied for everfor ever� �The bar between her and wealth�察�happiness�察�love�察�
rank perhaps。 ;If I were free�察─�thought Mrs。 Hayes ��the thought had been
sitting at her pillow all night�察�and whispering ceaselessly into her ear���察�If
I were free�察 �Max would marry me�察 �I know he would��he said so
yesterday� ─�
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As if by a kind of intuition�察�old Wood seemed to read all this woman's
thoughts�察�for he said that day with a sneer�察�that he would wager she was
thinking how much better it would be to be a Count's lady than a poor
miser's wife。 ;And faith�察─�said he�察 �a Count and a chariot´and´six is better
than an old skinflint with a cudgel。; And then he asked her if her head was
better�察 �and supposed that she was used to beating�察 �and cut sundry other
jokes�察 �which made the poor wretch's wounds of mind and body feel a
thousand times sorer。
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Tom�察 �too�察 �was made acquainted with the dispute�察 �and swore his
accustomed vengeance against his stepfather。 Such feelings�察�Wood�察�with a
dexterous malice�察 �would never let rest�察 �it was his joy�察 �at first quite a
disinterested one�察�to goad Catherine and to frighten Hayes�此�though�察�in truth�察�
that unfortunate creature had no occasion for incitements from without to
keep up the dreadful state of terror and depression into which he had
fallen。
For�察�from the morning after the quarrel�察�the horrible words and looks
of Catherine never left Hayes's memory�察�but a cold fear followed hima
dreadful prescience。 He strove to overcome this fate as a coward wouldto
kneel to it for compassionto coax and wheedle it into forgiveness。 He
was slavishly gentle to Catherine�察 �and bore her fierce taunts with mean
resignation。 He trembled before young Billings�察�who was now established
in the house ��his mother said�察 �to protect her against the violence of her
husband���察�and suffered his brutal language and conduct without venturing
to resist。
The young man and his mother lorded over the house�此�Hayes hardly
dared to speak in their presence�察 �seldom sat with the family except at
meals�察�but slipped away to his chamber ��he slept apart now from his wife��
or passed the evening at the public´house�察 �where he was constrained to
drinkto spend some of his beloved sixpences for drink� �
And�察�of course�察�the neighbours began to say�察 �John Hayes neglects his
wife。; ;He tyrannises over her�察 �and beats her。; ;Always at the public´
house�察�leaving an honest woman alone at home� ─�
The unfortunate wretch did NOT hate his wife。 He was used to her
fond of her as much as he could be fondsighed to be friends with her
againrepeatedly would creep�察 �whimpering�察 �to Wood's room�察 �when the
latter was alone�察 �and begged him to bring about a reconciliation。 They
WERE reconciled�察�as much as ever they could be。 The woman looked at
him�察�thought what she might be but for him�察�and scorned and loathed him
with a feeling that almost amounted to insanity。 What nights she lay awake�察�
weeping�察�and cursing herself and him� �His humility and beseeching looks
only made him more despicable and hateful to her。
If Hayes did not hate the mother�察�however�察�he hated the boyhated and
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feared him dreadfully。 He would have poisoned him if he had had the
courage�察�but he dared not�此�he dared not even look at him as he sat there�察�
the master of the house�察�in insolent triumph。 O God� �how the lad's brutal
laughter rung in Hayes's ears�察�and how the stare of his fierce bold black
eyes pursued him� �Of a truth�察 �if Mr。 Wood loved mischief�察 �as he did�察�
honestly and purely for mischief's sake�察 �he had enough here。 There was
mean malice�察 �and fierce scorn�察 �and black revenge�察 �and sinful desire�察�
boiling up in the hearts of these wretched people�察�enough to content Mr。
Wood's great master himself。
Hayes's business�察�as we have said�察�was nominally that of a carpenter�察�
but since�察 �for the last few years�察 �he had added to it that of a lender of
money�察 �the carpenter's trade had been neglected altogether for one so
much more profitable。 Mrs。 Hayes had exerted herself�察�with much benefit
to her husband�察�in his usurious business。 She was a resolute�察�clear´sighted�察�
keen woman�察�that did not love money�察�but loved to be rich and push her
way in the world。 She would have nothing to do with the trade now�察�
however�察�and told her husband to manage it himself。 She felt that she was
separated from him for ever�察�and could no more be brought to consider her
interests as connected with his own。
The man was well fitted for the creeping and niggling of his da