beatrix-第22部分
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than he; and it is he who appears to be the girl〃
〃A girl; monsieur;〃 said Calyste; waking from his reverie; 〃who has
been twice under fire in La Vendee! If the Cause had had twenty
thousand more such girls〃
〃I was giving you some well…deserved praise; and that is easier than
to give you a beard;〃 remarked Vignon。
〃I have a sword for those who wear their beards too long;〃 cried
Calyste。
〃And I am very good at an epigram;〃 said the other; smiling。 〃We are
Frenchmen; the affair can easily be arranged。〃
Mademoiselle des Touches cast a supplicating look on Calyste; which
calmed him instantly。
〃Why;〃 said Felicite; as if to break up the discussion; 〃do young men
like my Calyste; begin by loving women of a certain age?〃
〃I don't know any sentiment more artless or more generous;〃 replied
Vignon。 〃It is the natural consequence of the adorable qualities of
youth。 Besides; how would old women end if it were not for such love?
You are young and beautiful; and will be for twenty years to come; so
I can speak of this matter before you;〃 he added; with a keen look at
Mademoiselle des Touches。 〃In the first place the semi…dowagers; to
whom young men pay their first court; know much better how to make
love than younger women。 An adolescent youth is too like a young woman
himself for a young woman to please him。 Such a passion trenches on
the fable of Narcissus。 Besides that feeling of repugnance; there is;
as I think; a mutual sense of inexperience which separates them。 The
reason why the hearts of young women are only understood by mature
men; who conceal their cleverness under a passion real or feigned; is
precisely the same (allowing for the difference of minds) as that
which renders a woman of a certain age more adroit in attracting
youth。 A young man feels that he is sure to succeed with her; and the
vanities of the woman are flattered by his suit。 Besides; isn't it
natural for youth to fling itself on fruits? The autumn of a woman's
life offers many that are very toothsome;those looks; for instance;
bold; and yet reserved; bathed with the last rays of love; so warm; so
sweet; that all…wise elegance of speech; those magnificent shoulders;
so nobly developed; the full and undulating outline; the dimpled
hands; the hair so well arranged; so cared for; that charming nape of
the neck; where all the resources of art are displayed to exhibit the
contrast between the hair and the flesh…tones; and to set in full
relief the exuberance of life and love。 Brunettes themselves are fair
at such times; with the amber colors of maturity。 Besides; such women
reveal in their smiles and display in their words a knowledge of the
world; they know how to converse; they can call up the whole of social
life to make a lover laugh; their dignity and their pride are
stupendous; or; in other moods; they can utter despairing cries which
touch his soul; farewells of love which they take care to render
useless; and only make to intensify his passion。 Their devotions are
absolute; they listen to us; they love us; they catch; they cling to
love as a man condemned to death clings to the veriest trifles of
existence;in short; love; absolute love; is known only through them。
I think such women can never be forgotten by a man; any more than he
can forget what is grand and sublime。 A young woman has a thousand
distractions; these women have none。 No longer have they self…love;
pettiness; or vanity; their loveit is the Loire at its mouth; it is
vast; it is swelled by all the illusions; all the affluents of life;
and this is whybut my muse is dumb;〃 he added; observing the
ecstatic attitude of Mademoiselle des Touches; who was pressing
Calyste's hand with all her strength; perhaps to thank him for having
been the occasion of such a moment; of such an eulogy; so lofty that
she did not see the trap that it laid for her。
During the rest of the evening Claude Vignon and Felicite sparkled
with wit and happy sayings; they told anecdotes; and described
Parisian life to Calyste; who was charmed with Claude; for mind has
immense seductions for persons who are all heart。
〃I shouldn't be surprised to see the Marquise de Rochefide and Conti;
who; of course; will accompany her; at the landing…place to…morrow;〃
said Claude Vignon; as the evening ended。 〃When I was at Croisic this
afternoon; the fishermen were saying that they had seen a little
vessel; Danish; Swedish; or Norwegian; in the offing。〃
This speech brought a flush to the cheeks of the impassible Camille。
Again Madame du Guenic sat up till one o'clock that night; waiting for
her son; unable to imagine why he should stay so late if Mademoiselle
des Touches did not love him。
〃He must be in their way;〃 said this adorable mother。 〃What were you
talking about?〃 she asked; when at last he came in。
〃Oh; mother; I have never before spent such a delightful evening。
Genius is a great; a sublime thing! Why didn't you give me genius?
With genius we can make our lives; we can choose among all women the
woman to love; and she must be ours。〃
〃How handsome you are; my Calyste!〃
〃Claude Vignon is handsome。 Men of genius have luminous foreheads and
eyes; through which the lightnings flashbut I; alas! I know nothing
only to love。〃
〃They say that suffices; my angel;〃 she said; kissing him on the
forehead。
〃Do you believe it?〃
〃They say so; but I have never known it。〃
Calyste kissed his mother's hand as if it was a sacred thing。
〃I will love you for all those that would have adored you;〃 he said。
〃Dear child! perhaps it is a little bit your duty to do so; for you
inherit my nature。 But; Calyste; do not be unwise; imprudent; try to
love only noble women; if love you must。〃
IX
A FIRST MEETING
What young man full of abounding but restrained life and emotion would
not have had the glorious idea of going to Croisic to see Madame de
Rochefide land; and examine her incognito? Calyste greatly surprised
his father and mother by going off in the morning without waiting for
the mid…day breakfast。 Heaven knows with what agility the young
Breton's feet sped along。 Some unknown vigor seemed lent to him; he
walked on air; gliding along by the walls of Les Touches that he might
not be seen from the house。 The adorable boy was ashamed of his ardor;
and afraid of being laughed at; Felicite and Vignon were so
perspicacious! besides; in such cases young fellows fancy that their
foreheads are transparent。
He reached the shore; strengthened by a stone embankment; at the foot
of which is a house where travellers can take shelter in storms of
wind or rain。 It is not always possible to cross the little arm of the
sea which separates the landing…place of Guerande from Croisic; the
weather may be bad; or the boats not ready; and during this time of
waiting; it is necessary to put not only the passengers but their
horses; donkeys; baggages; and merchandise under cover。
Calyste presently saw two boats coming over from Croisic; laden with
baggage;trunks; packages; bags; and chests;the shape and
appearance of which proved to a native of these parts that such
extraordinary articles must belong to travellers of distinction。 In
one of the boats was a young woman in a straw bonnet with a green
veil; accompanied by a man。 This boat was the first to arrive。 Calyste
trembled until on closer view he saw they were a maid and a man…
servant。
〃Are you going over to Croisic; Monsieur Calyste?〃 said one of the
boatmen; to whom he replied with a shake of the head; annoyed at being
called by his name。
He was captivated by the sight of a chest covered with tarred cloth on
which were painted the words; MME。 LA MARQUISE DE ROCHEFIDE。 The name
shone before him like a talisman; he fancied there was something
fateful in it。 He knew in some mysterious way; which he could not
doubt; that he should love that woman。 Why? In the burning desert of
his new and infinite desires; still vague and without an object; his
fancy fastened with all its strength on the first woman that presented
herself。 Beatrix necessarily inherited the love which Camille had
rejected。
Calyste watched the landing of the luggage; casting from time to time
a glance at Croisic; from which he hoped to see another boat put out
to cross to the little promontory; and show him Beatrix; already to
his eyes what Beatrice was to Dante; a marble statue on which to hang
his garlands and his flowers。 He stood with arms folded; lost in
meditation。 Here is a fact worthy of remark; which; nevertheless; has
never been remarked: we often subject ourselves to sentiments by our
own volition;deliberately bind ourselves; and create our own fate;
chance has not as much to do with it as we believe。
〃I don't see any horses;〃 said the maid; sitting on a trunk。
〃And I don't see any road;〃 said the footman。
〃Horses have been here; though;〃 replied the woman; pointing to the
proofs of their presence。 〃Monsieur;〃 she said; addressing Calyste;
〃is this really the way to Guerande?〃
〃Yes;〃 he replied; 〃are you expecting some one to meet you?〃
〃We were told that they would fetch us from Les Touches。 If they don't
come;〃 she added to the footman; 〃I don't know how Madame la marquise
will manage to dress for dinner。 You had better go and find
Mademoiselle des Touches。 Oh! what a land of savages!〃
Calyste had a vague idea of having blundered。
〃Is your mistress going to Les Touches?〃 he inquired。
〃She is there; Mademoiselle came for her this morning at seven
o'clock。 Ah! here come the horses。〃
Calyste started toward Guerande with the lightness and agility of a
chamois; doubling like a hare that he might not return upon his tracks
or meet any of the servants of Les Touches。 He did; however; meet two
of them on the narrow causeway of the marsh along which he went。
〃Shall I go in; or shall I not?〃 he thought when the pines of Les
Touches came in sight。 He was afraid; and continued his way rather
sulkily to Guerande; where he finished his excursion on the mall and
continued his reflections。
〃She has no idea of my agitation;〃 he said to himself。
His capricious thoughts were so many grapnels which fastened his heart
to the marquise。 He had known no