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business of the day。 I found my pupils very backward�察�indeed�察�but Tom�察�
though averse to every species of mental exertion�察 �was not without
abilities。 Mary Ann could scarcely read a word�察�and was so careless and
inattentive that I could hardly get on with her at all。 However�察�by dint of
great labour and patience�察�I managed to get something done in the course
of the morning�察 �and then accompanied my young charge out into the
garden and adjacent grounds�察�for a little recreation before dinner。 There
we got along tolerably together�察�except that I found they had no notion of
going with me�此 �I must go with them�察�wherever they chose to lead me。 I
must run�察�walk�察�or stand�察�exactly as it suited their fancy。 This�察�I thought�察�
was reversing the order of things�察�and I found it doubly disagreeable�察�as on
this as well as subsequent occasions�察 �they seemed to prefer the dirtiest
places and the most dismal occupations。 But there was no remedy�察�either
I must follow them�察 �or keep entirely apart from them�察 �and thus appear
neglectful of my charge。 To´day�察�they manifested a particular attachment
to a well at the bottom of the lawn�察�where they persisted in dabbling with
sticks and pebbles for above half an hour。 I was in constant fear that their
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mother would see them from the window�察�and blame me for allowing them
thus to draggle their clothes and wet their feet and hands�察�instead of taking
exercise�察 �but no arguments�察 �commands�察 �or entreaties could draw them
away。 If SHE did not see them�察 �some one else did ´ a gentleman on
horseback had entered the gate and was proceeding up the road�察 �at the
distance of a few paces from us he paused�察�and calling to the children in a
waspish penetrating tone�察�bade them 'keep out of that water。' 'Miss Grey��'
said he�察�'��I suppose it IS Miss Grey���察�I am surprised that you should allow
them to dirty their clothes in that manner� �Don't you see how Miss
Bloomfield has soiled her frock�拭�and that Master Bloomfield's socks are
quite wet�拭 �and both of them without gloves�拭 �Dear�察 �dear� �Let me
REQUEST that in future you will keep them DECENT at least��' so saying�察�
he turned away�察 �and continued his ride up to the house。 This was Mr。
Bloomfield。 I was surprised that he should nominate his children Master
and Miss Bloomfield�察�and still more so�察�that he should speak so uncivilly
to me�察 �their governess�察 �and a perfect stranger to himself。 Presently the
bell rang to summon us in。 I dined with the children at one�察�while he and
his lady took their luncheon at the same table。 His conduct there did not
greatly raise him in my estimation。 He was a man of ordinary stature ´
rather below than above ´ and rather thin than stout�察�apparently between
thirty and forty years of age�此 �he had a large mouth�察 �pale�察 �dingy
complexion�察 �milky blue eyes�察 �and hair the colour of a hempen cord。
There was a roast leg of mutton before him�此 �he helped Mrs。 Bloomfield�察�
the children�察�and me�察�desiring me to cut up the children's meat�察�then�察�after
twisting about the mutton in various directions�察 �and eyeing it from
different points�察 �he pronounced it not fit to be eaten�察 �and called for the
cold beef。
'What is the matter with the mutton�察�my dear��' asked his mate。
'It is quite overdone。 Don't you taste�察 �Mrs。 Bloomfield�察 �that all the
goodness is roasted out of it�拭 �And can't you see that all that nice�察 �red
gravy is completely dried away��'
'Well�察�I think the BEEF will suit you。'
The beef was set before him�察�and he began to carve�察�but with the most
rueful expressions of discontent。
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'What is the matter with the BEEF�察 �Mr。 Bloomfield�拭 �I'm sure I
thought it was very nice。'
'And so it WAS very nice。 A nicer joint could not be�察�but it is QUITE
spoiled��' replied he�察�dolefully。
'How so��'
'How so� �Why�察�don't you see how it is cut�拭 �Dear ´ dear� �it is quite
shocking��'
'They must have cut it wrong in the kitchen�察�then�察�for I'm sure I carved
it quite properly here�察�yesterday。'
'No DOUBT they cut it wrong in the kitchen ´ the savages� �Dear ´
dear� �Did ever any one see such a fine piece of beef so completely
ruined�拭 �But remember that�察 �in future�察 �when a decent dish leaves this
table�察 �they shall not TOUCH it in the kitchen。 Remember THAT�察 �Mrs。
Bloomfield��'
Notwithstanding the ruinous state of the beef�察�the gentleman managed
to out himself some delicate slices�察�part of which he ate in silence。 When
he next spoke�察�it was�察�in a less querulous tone�察�to ask what there was for
dinner。
'Turkey and grouse��' was the concise reply。
'And what besides��'
'Fish。'
'What kind of fish��'
'I don't know。'
'YOU DON'T KNOW��' cried he�察�looking solemnly up from his plate�察�
and suspending his knife and fork in astonishment。
'No。 I told the cook to get some fish ´ I did not particularize what。'
'Well�察 �that beats everything� �A lady professes to keep house�察 �and
doesn't even know what fish is for dinner� �professes to order fish�察 �and
doesn't specify what��'
'Perhaps�察�Mr。 Bloomfield�察�you will order dinner yourself in future。'
Nothing more was said�察 �and I was very glad to get out of the room
with my pupils�察�for I never felt so ashamed and uncomfortable in my life
for anything that was not my own fault。
In the afternoon we applied to lessons again�此 �then went out again�察�
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then had tea in the schoolroom�察�then I dressed Mary Ann for dessert�察�and
when she and her brother had gone down to the dining´ room�察�I took the
opportunity of beginning a letter to my dear friends at home�此 �but the
children came up before I had half completed it。 At seven I had to put
Mary Ann to bed�察�then I played with Tom till eight�察�when he�察�too�察�went�察�
and I finished my letter and unpacked my clothes�察 �which I had hitherto
found no opportunity for doing�察�and�察�finally�察�went to bed myself。
But this is a very favourable specimen of a day's proceedings。
My task of instruction and surveillance�察�instead of becoming easier as
my charges and I got better accustomed to each other�察 �became more
arduous as their characters unfolded。 The name of governess�察 �I soon
found�察 �was a mere mockery as applied to me�此 �my pupils had no more
notion of obedience than a wild�察�unbroken colt。 The habitual fear of their
father's peevish temper�察�and the dread of the punishments he was wont to
inflict when irritated�察�kept them generally within bounds in his immediate
presence。 The girls�察�too�察�had some fear of their mother's anger�察�and the
boy might occasionally be bribed to do as she bid him by the hope of
reward�察�but I had no rewards to offer�察�and as for punishments�察�I was given
to understand�察 �the parents reserved that privilege to themselves�察 �and yet
they expected me to keep my pupils in order。 Other children might be
guided by the fear of anger and the desire of approbation�察�but neither the
one nor the other had any effect upon these。
Master Tom�察�not content with refusing to be ruled�察�must needs set up
as a ruler�察�and manifested a determination to keep�察�not only his sisters�察�but
his governess in order�察�by violent manual and pedal applications�察�and�察�as
he was a tall�察 �strong boy of his years�察 �this occasioned no trifling
inconvenience。 A few sound boxes on the ear�察�on such occasions�察�might
have settled the matter easily enough�此 �but as�察�in that case�察�he might make
up some story to his mother which she would be sure to believe�察�as she
had such unshaken faith in his veracity ´ though I had already discovered
it to be by no means unimpeachable ´ I determined to refrain from striking
him�察 �even in self´defence�察 �and�察 �in his most violent moods�察 �my only
resource was to throw him on his back and hold his hands and feet till the
frenzy was somewhat abated。 To the difficulty of preventing him from
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doing what he ought not�察 �was added that of forcing him to do what he
ought。 Often he would positively refuse to learn�察�or to repeat his lessons�察�
or even to look at his book。 Here�察�again�察�a good birch rod might have been
serviceable�察�but�察�as my powers were so limited�察�I must make the best use
of what I had。
As there were no settled hours for study and play�察�I resolved to give
my pupils a certain task�察 �which�察 �with