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rudest manners�察�and without the slightest principle of honour。 He entered
the room swearing in the most horrible way�察�and as he knew part of his
sister's history�察�he loaded her with abuse and reproaches。
;I had gone out the moment before�察�which was doubtless fortunate for
either him or me�察 �for I was little disposed to brook an insult。 I only
returned to the lodgings after he had left them。 The low spirits in which I
found Manon convinced me at once that something extraordinary had
occurred。 She told me of the provoking scene she had just gone through�察�
and of the brutal threats of her brother。 I felt such indignation�察 �that I
wished to proceed at once to avenge her�察�when she entreated me with tears
to desist。
;While we were still talking of the adventure�察 �the guardsman again
entered the room in which we sat�察�without even waiting to be announced。
Had I known him�察�he should not have met from me as civil a reception as
he did�察�but saluting us with a smile upon his countenance�察�he addressed
himself to Manon�察�and said�察�he was come to make excuses for his violence�察�
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that he had supposed her to be living a life of shame and disgrace�察�and it
was this notion that excited his rage�察�but having since made enquiry from
one of our servants�察�he had learned such a character of me�察�that his only
wish was now to be on terms with us both。
;Although this admission�察�of having gone for information to one of my
own servants�察 �had in it something ludicrous as well as indelicate�察 �I
acknowledged his compliments with civility�察 �I thought by doing so to
please Manon�察 �and I was not deceivedshe was delighted at the
reconciliation。 We made him stay to dine with us。
;In a little time he became so familiar�察 �that hearing us speak of our
return to Chaillot�察�he insisted on accompanying us。 We were obliged to
give him a seat in our carriage。 This was in fact putting him into
possession�察�for he soon began to feel so much pleasure in our company�察�
that he made our house his home�察 �and made himself in some measure
master of all that belonged to us。 He called me his brother�察�and�察�under
the semblance of fraternal freedom�察�he put himself on such a footing as to
introduce all his friends without ceremony into our house at Chaillot�察�and
there entertain them at our expense。 His magnificent uniforms were
procured of my tailor and charged to me�察�and he even contrived to make
Manon and me responsible for all his debts。 I pretended to be blind to
this system of tyranny�察 �rather than annoy Manon�察 �and even to take no
notice of the sums of money which from time to time he received from her。
No doubt�察�as he played very deep�察�he was honest enough to repay her a
part sometimes�察 �when luck turned in his favour�察 �but our finances were
utterly inadequate to supply�察 �for any length of time�察 �demands of such
magnitude and frequency。
;I was on the point of coming to an understanding with him�察�in order
to put an end to the system�察�when an unfortunate accident saved me that
trouble�察�by involving us in inextricable ruin。
;One night we stopped in Paris to sleep�察�as it had now indeed become
our constant habit。 The servant´maid who on such occasions remained
alone at Chaillot�察�came early the next morning to inform me that our house
had taken fire in the night�察�and that the flames had been extinguished with
great difficulty。 I asked whether the furniture had suffered。 She
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answered�察�that there had been such confusion�察�owing to the multitude of
strangers who came to offer assistance�察 �that she could hardly ascertain
what damage had been done。 I was principally uneasy about our money�察�
which had been locked up in a little box。 I went off in haste to Chaillot。
Vain hope� �the box had disappeared� �
;I discovered that one could love money without being a miser。 This
loss afflicted me to such a degree that I was almost out of my mind。 I
saw at one glance to what new calamities I should be exposed�此 �poverty
was the least of them。 I knew Manon thoroughly�察 �I had already had
abundant proof that�察 �although faithful and attached to me under happier
circumstances�察 �she could not be depended upon in want�此 �pleasure and
plenty she loved too well to sacrifice them for my sake。 `I shall lose her��'
I cried�察 �miserable chevalier� �you are about then to lose all that you love
on earth��' This thought agitated me to such a degree that I actually for
some moments considered whether it would not be best for me to end at
once all my miseries by death。 I however preserved presence of mind
enough to reflect whether I was entirely without resource�察 �and an idea
occurred to me which quieted my despair。 It would not be impossible�察�I
thought�察 �to conceal our loss from Manon�察 �and I might perhaps discover
some ways and means of supplying her�察 �so as to ward off the
inconveniences of poverty。
;I had calculated in endeavouring to comfort myself�察 �that twenty
thousand crowns would support us for ten years。 Suppose that these ten
years had now elapsed�察�and that none of the events which I had looked for
in my family had occurred。 What then would have been my course�拭 �I
hardly know�察 �but whatever I should then have done�察 �why may I not do
now�拭 �How many are there in Paris�察�who have neither my talents�察�nor the
natural advantages I possess�察�and who�察�notwithstanding�察�owe their support
to the exercise of their talents�察�such as they are�拭�
;`Has not Providence��' I added�察 �while reflecting on the different
conditions of life�察 �arranged things wisely��' The greater number of the
powerful and the rich are fools。 No one who knows anything of the
world can doubt that。 How admirable is the compensating justice thereof� �
If wealth brought with it talent also�察�the rich would be too happy�察�and other
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men too wretched。 To these latter are given personal advantages and
genius�察 �to help them out of misery and want。 Some of them share the
riches of the wealthy by administering to their pleasures�察 �or by making
them their dupes�察�others afford them instruction�察�and endeavour to make
them decent members of society�察�to be sure�察�they do not always succeed�察�
but that was probably not the intention of the divine wisdom。 In every
case they derive a benefit from their labours by living at the expense of
their pupils�察�and�察�in whatever point of view it is considered�察�the follies of
the rich are a bountiful source of revenue to the humbler classes。
;These thoughts restored me a little to my spirits and to my reason。 I
determined first to consult M。 Lescaut�察�the brother of Manon。 He knew
Paris perfectly�察�and I had too many opportunities of learning that it was
neither from his own estates�察�nor from the king's pay�察�that he derived the
principal portion of his income。 I had about thirty´three crowns left�察�
which I fortunately happened to have about me。 I showed him my purse�察�
and explained to him my misfortune and my fears�察 �and then asked him
whether I had any alternative between starvation and blowing out my
brains in despair。 He coolly replied that suicide was the resource of fools。
As to dying of want�察 �there were hundreds of men of genius who found
themselves reduced to that state when they would not employ their talents�察�
that it was for myself to discover what I was capable of doing�察�and he told
me to reckon upon his assistance and his advice in any enterprise I might
undertake。
;`Vague enough�察�M。 Lescaut��' said I to him�此 �my wants demand a more
speedy remedy�察�for what am I to say to Manon��' `Apropos of Manon��'
replied he�察 �what is it that annoys you about her�拭�Cannot you always
find in her wherewithal to meet your wants�察�when you wish it�拭 �Such a
person ought to support us all�察 �you and me as well as herself。' He cut
short the answer which I was about to give to such unfeeling and brutal
impertinence�察�by going on to say�察�that before night he would ensure me a
thousand crowns to divide between us�察�if I would only follow his advice�察�
that he was acquainted with a nobleman�察�who was so liberal in affairs of
the kind�察�that he was certain he would not hesitate for a moment to give
the sum named for the favours of such a girl as Manon。 ;I stopped him。
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