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the degrading and unhappy life which you now wish me to lead in this
house�拭 �Say nothing of my birth�察�or of my feelings of honour�察�love like
mine derives no aid from arguments of that feeble nature�察 �but do you
imagine that I can without emotion see my love so badly recompensed�察�or
rather so cruelly treated�察�by an ungrateful and unfeeling mistress��'
;She interrupted me。 `Stop�察�chevalier��' said she�察 �it is useless to torture
me with reproaches�察�which�察�coming from you�察�always pierce my heart。 I
see what annoys you。 I had hoped that you would have agreed to the
project which I had devised for mending our shattered fortunes�察�and it was
from a feeling of delicacy to you that I began the execution of it without
your assistance�察�but I give it up since it does not meet your approbation。'
She added that she would now merely request a little patient forbearance
during the remainder of the day�察 �that she had already received five
hundred crowns from the old gentleman�察�and that he had promised to bring
her that evening a magnificent pearl necklace with other jewels�察 �and�察 �in
advance�察�half of the yearly pension he had engaged to allow her。 `Leave
me only time enough��' said she to me�察�to get possession of these presents�察�I
promise you that he will have little to boast of from his connection with
me�察�for in the country I repulsed all his advances�察�putting him off till our
return to town。 It is true that he has kissed my hand a thousand times
over�察�and it is but just that he should pay for even this amusement�此 �I am
sure that�察 �considering his riches as well as his age�察 �five or six thousand
francs is not an unreasonable price��'
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;Her determination was of more value in my eyes than twenty
thousand crowns。 I could feel that I was not yet bereft of every sentiment
of honour�察�by the satisfaction I experienced at escaping thus from infamy�察�
But I was born for brief joys�察�and miseries of long duration。 Fate never
rescued me from one precipice�察�but to lead me to another。 When I had
expressed my delight to Manon at this change in her intentions�察�I told her
she had better inform Lescaut of it�察 �in order that we might take our
measures in concert。 At first he murmured�察 �but the money in hand
induced him to enter into our views。 It was then determined that we
should all meet at G M's supper table�察 �and that�察 �for two reasons�此�
first�察�for the amusement of passing me off as a schoolboy�察�and brother to
Manon�察 �and secondly�察 �to prevent the old profligate from taking any
liberties with his mistress�察 �on the strength of his liberal payments in
advance。 Lescaut and I were to retire�察�when he went to the room where
he expected to pass the night�察 �and Manon�察 �instead of following him�察�
promised to come out�察�and join us。 Lescaut undertook to have a coach
waiting at the door。
;The supper hour having arrived�察�M。 G M made his appearance。
Already Lescaut was with his sister in the supper room。 The moment the
lover entered�察 �he presented his fair one with a complete set of pearls�察�
necklaces�察 �ear´rings�察 �and bracelets�察 �which must have cost at least a
thousand crowns。 He then placed on the table before her�察�in louis d'or�察�
two thousand four hundred francs�察�the half of her year's allowance。 He
seasoned his present with many pretty speeches in the true style of the old
court。 Manon could not refuse him a few kisses�此�it was sealing her right
to the money which he had just handed to her。 I was at the door�察 �and
waiting for Lescaut's signal to enter the room。
;He approached to take me by the hand�察 �while Manon was securing
the money and jewels�察�and leading me towards M。 G M�察�he desired
me to make my bow。 I made two or three most profound ones。 `Pray
excuse him�察 �sir��' said Lescaut�察 �he is a mere child。 He has not yet
acquired much of the ton of Paris�察�but no doubt with a little trouble we
shall improve him。 You will often have the honour of seeing that
gentleman�察�here��' said he�察�turning towards me �此 �take advantage of it�察�and
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endeavour to imitate so good a model。'
;The old libertine appeared to be pleased with me。 He patted me on
the cheek�察�saying that I was a fine boy�察�but that I should be on my guard in
Paris�察 �where young men were easily debauched。 Lescaut assured him
that I was naturally of so grave a character that I thought of nothing but
becoming a clergyman�察�and that�察�even as a child�察�my favourite amusement
was building little chapels。 `I fancy a likeness to Manon��' said the old
gentleman�察 �putting his hand under my chin。 I answered him�察 �with the
most simple air `Sir�察�the fact is�察�that we are very closely connected�察�and I
love my sister as another portion of myself。' `Do you hear that��' said he
to Lescaut�察 �he is indeed a clever boy� �It is a pity he should not see
something of the world。' `Oh�察�sir��' I replied�察 �I have seen a great deal of it
at home�察�attending church�察�and I believe I might find in Paris some greater
fools than myself。' `Listen I said he�察 �it is positively wonderful in a boy
from the country。'
;The whole conversation during supper was of the same kind。
Manon�察�with her usual gaiety�察�was several times on the point of spoiling
the joke by her bursts of laughter。 I contrived�察�while eating�察�to recount
his own identical history�察 �and to paint even the fate that awaited him。
Lescaut and Manon were in an agony of fear during my recital�察�especially
while I was drawing his portrait to the life�此�but his own vanity prevented
him from recognising it�察 �and I did it so well that he was the first to
pronounce it extremely laughable。 You will allow that I had reason for
dwelling on this ridiculous scene。
At length it was time to retire。 He hinted at the impatience of love。
Lescaut and I took our departure。 G M went to his room�察 �and
Manon�察�making some excuse for her absence�察�came to join us at the gate。
The coach�察�that was waiting for us a few doors off�察�drove up towards us�察�
and we were out of the street in an instant。
;Although I must confess that this proceeding appeared to me little
short of actual robbery�察 �it was not the most dishonest one with which I
thought I had to reproach myself。 I had more scruples about the money
which I had won at play。 However�察�we derived as little advantage from
one as from the other�察�and Heaven sometimes ordains that the lightest fault
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shall meet the severest punishment。
;M。 G M was not long in finding out that he had been duped。 I
am not sure whether he took any steps that night to discover us�察�but he had
influence enough to ensure an effectual pursuit�察�and we were sufficiently
imprudent to rely upon the extent of Paris and the distance between our
residence and his。 Not only did he discover our abode and our
circumstances�察�but also who I wasthe life that I had led in ParisManon's
former connection with B��the manner in which she had deceived him�此�
in a word�察�all the scandalous facts of our history。 He therefore resolved
to have us apprehended�察�and treated less as criminals than as vagabonds。
An officer came abruptly one morning into our bedroom�察 �with half a
dozen archers of the guard。 They first took possession of our money�察�or I
should rather say�察 �of GM's。 They made us quickly get up�察 �and
conducted us to the door�察�where we found two coaches�察�into one of which
they forced poor Manon�察�without any explanation�察�and I was taken in the
other to St。 Lazare。
One must have experienced this kind of reverse�察 �to understand the
despair that is caused by it。 The police were savage enough to deny me
the consolation of embracing Manon�察 �or of bidding her farewell。 I
remained for a long time ignorant of her fate。 It was perhaps fortunate
for me that I was kept in a state of ignorance�察�for had I known what she
suffered�察�I should have lost my senses�察�probably my life。
;My unhappy mistress was dragged then from my presence�察�and taken
to a place the very name of which fills me with horror to remember。 This
to be the lot of a creature the most perfect�察�who must have shared the most
splendid throne on earth�察 �if other men had only seen and felt as I did� �
She was not treated harshly there�察�but was shut up in a narrow prison�察�and
obliged�察 �in soli