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The whole world abandons me�察 �my own father proves one of the very
cruellest of my persecutors�察�no person feels pity for me� �You alone�察�in
this abode of suffering and shameyou alone exhibit compassion for the
most wretched of mankind��' He advised me not to appear in the street
until I had recovered a little from my affliction。 `Do not stop me��' said I�察�
as I went out�察 �we shall meet again sooner than you imagine�此 �get ready
your darkest dungeon�察�for I shall shortly become its tenant。'
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;In fact�察�my first idea was nothing less than to make away with the two
G Ms�察�and the lieutenant´general of police�察�and then to attack the
Hospital�察�sword in hand�察�assisted by all whom I could enlist in my cause。
Even my father's life was hardly respected�察�so just appeared my feelings of
vengeance�察�for the porter had informed me that he and G M were
jointly the authors of my ruin。
;But when I had advanced some paces into the street�察�and the fresh air
had cooled my excitement�察�I gradually viewed matters in a more rational
mood。 The death of our enemies could be of little use to Manon�察�and the
obvious effect of such violence would be to deprive me of all other chance
of serving her。 Besides�察 �could I ever bring myself to be a cowardly
assassin�拭 �By what other means could I accomplish my revenge�拭 �I set
all my ingenuity and all my efforts at work to procure the deliverance of
Manon�察 �leaving everything else to be considered hereafter when I had
succeeded in this first and paramount object。
;I had very little money left�察 �money�察 �however�察 �was an indispensable
basis for all my operations。 I only knew three persons from whom I had
any right to ask pecuniary assistanceM。 de T�察�Tiberge�察�and my father。
There appeared little chance of obtaining any from the two latter�察 �and I
was really ashamed again to importune M。 de T。 But it is not in
desperate emergencies that one stands upon points of ceremony。 I went
first to the seminary of St。 Sulpice�察�without considering whether I should
be recognised。 I asked for Tiberge。 His first words showed me that he
knew nothing of my latest adventure�此 �this made me change the design I
had originally formed of appealing at once to his compassion。 I spoke
generally of the pleasure it had given me to see my father again�察�and I then
begged of him to lend me some money�察�under the pretext of being anxious
before I left Paris to pay a few little debts�察�which I wished to keep secret。
He handed me his purse�察 �without a single remark。 I took twenty or
twenty´five pounds�察�which it contained。 I offered him my note of hand�察�
but he was too generous to accept it。
;I then went to M。 de T�此�I had no reserve with him。 I plainly told
him my misfortunes and distress�此 �he already knew everything�察 �and had
informed himself even of the most trifling circumstance�察�on account of the
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interest he naturally took in young G M's adventure。 He�察�however�察�
listened to me�察�and seemed sincerely to lament what had occurred。 When
I consulted him as to the best means of rescuing Manon�察�he answered that
he saw such little ground for hope�察 �that�察 �without some extraordinary
interposition of Providence�察�it would be folly to expect relief�察�that he had
paid a visit expressly to the Hospital since Manon had been transferred
from the Chatelet�察�but that he could not even obtain permission to see her�察�
as the lieutenant´general of police had given the strictest orders to the
contrary�察 �and that�察 �to complete the catastrophe�察 �the unfortunate train of
convicts�察�in which she was to be included�察�was to take its departure from
Paris the day but one after。
;I was so confounded by what he said�察�that if he had gone on speaking
for another hour�察�I should not have interrupted him。 He continued to tell
me�察�that the reason of his not calling to see me at the Chatelet was�察�that he
hoped to be of more use by appearing to be unknown to me�察�that for the
last few hours�察�since I had been set at liberty�察�he had in vain looked for me�察�
in order to suggest the only plan through which he could see a hope of
averting Manon's fate。 He told me it was dangerous counsel to give�察�and
implored me never to mention the part he took in it�察�it was to find some
enterprising fellows gallant enough to attack Manon's guard on getting
outside the barriere。 Nor did he wait for me to urge a plea of poverty。
`Here is fifty pounds��' he said�察�presenting me his purse�察 �it may be of use
to you�察 �you can repay me when you are in better circumstances。' He
added�察 �that if the fear of losing his character did not prevent him from
embarking in such an enterprise�察�he would have willingly put his sword
and his life at my service。
;This unlooked´for generosity affected me to tears。 I expressed my
gratitude with as much warmth as my depressed spirits left at my
command。 I asked him if there were nothing to be expected from
interceding with the lieutenant´general of police�此 �he said that he had
considered that point�察 �but that he looked upon it as a hopeless attempt�察�
because a favour of that nature was never accorded without some strong
motive�察 �and he did not see what inducement could be held out for
engaging the intercession of any person of power on her behalf�察�that if any
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hope could possibly be entertained upon the point�察�it must be by working a
change in the feelings of old G M and my father�察�and by prevailing
on them to solicit from the lieutenant´general of police the revocation of
Manon's sentence。 He offered to do everything in his power to gain over
the younger G M�察 �although he fancied a coldness in that
gentleman's manner towards him�察 �probably from some suspicions he
might entertain of his being concerned in the late affair�察�and he entreated
me to lose no opportunity of effecting the desired change in my father's
mind。
;This was no easy undertaking for me�察 �not only on account of the
difficulty I should naturally meet in overcoming his opinion�察 �but for
another reason which made me fear even to approach him�察�I had quitted
his lodgings contrary to his express orders�察�and was resolved�察�since I had
learned the sad fate of my poor Manon�察�never again to return thither。 I
was not without apprehensions indeed of his now retaining me against my
will�察�and perhaps taking me at once back with him into the country。 My
elder brother had formerly had recourse to this violent measure。 True�察�I
was now somewhat older�察�but age is a feeble argument against force。 I
hit upon a mode�察�however�察�of avoiding this danger�察�which was to get him
by contrivance to some public place�察 �and there announce myself to him
under an assumed name�此�I immediately resolved on this method。 M。 de
T went to G M's�察 �and I to the Luxembourg�察�whence I sent my
father word�察�that a gentleman waited there to speak with him。 I hardly
thought he would come�察�as the night was advancing。 He�察�however�察�soon
made his appearance�察�followed by a servant�此�I begged of him to choose a
walk where we could be alone。 We walked at least a hundred paces
without speaking。 He doubtless imagined that so much precaution could
not be taken without some important object。 He waited for my opening
speech�察�and I was meditating how to commence it。
At length I began。
;`Sir��' said I�察�trembling�察 �you are a good and affectionate parent�察�you
have loaded me with favours�察�and have forgiven me an infinite number of
faults�察�I also�察�in my turn�察�call Heaven to witness the sincere�察�and tender�察�
and respectful sentiments I entertain towards you。 But it does seem to
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me�察�that your inexorable severity'
;`Well�察 �sir�察 �my severity��' interrupted my father�察 �who no doubt found
my hesitation little suited to his impatience。
;`Ah�察�sir��' I replied�察 �it does seem to me that your severity is excessive
in the penalty you inflict upon the unfortunate Manon。 You have taken
only M。 G M's report of her。 His hatred has made him represent
her to you in the most odious colours�此�you have formed a frightful idea of
her。 She is�察 �on the contrary�察 �the mildest and most amiable of living
creatures�察 �would that Heaven had but inspired you at any one